nothing feels real (a playlist)

~ Timestamps ~ 1. 0:00 さむくてあったかい、ふゆ〜雪の世界〜 'Cold but Warm Winter ~Snow World~' by Kikiyama [Yume Nikki OST] ↳ https://youtu.be/4lyI7O7kLP0 2. 9:54 bgm038 Atlantis [Yume 2kki OST] ↳ https://youtu.be/ziVOzzAYp-8 3. 13:38 Fallen Down by Toby Fox [UNDERTALE OST] ↳ https://youtu.be/qH5hM1ILuFQ 4. 16:08 Trees... by Pedro Silva [OMORI OST] ↳ https://youtu.be/n_Dxix0lvDM 5. 18:06 Lost Chair by The Presence of Music [The Witch's House OST] ↳ https://youtu.be/TTSrjFn8DFw 6. 20:49 Singing Aya by Vita-chi House [Mad Father OST] (version of traditional English folk song 'Greensleeves') ↳ https://youtu.be/IPARn3Tlwkc 7. 21:20 そこなしやみ〜暗闇の世界〜 'Eternal Darkness ~Dark World~' by Kikiyama [Yume Nikki OST] ↳ https://youtu.be/aotmZZRDLVI 8. 31:15 Ib_記憶 ' Ib: Memory' by YASUpochi [Ib OST] ↳ https://youtu.be/Pebi2O4uL7E 9. 33:46 暗躍 'Other World' by 秋山裕和 (Hirokazu Akiyama) [Misao OST] ↳ https://youtu.be/agh9kvL8LAA 10. 34:51 Beautiful Mask [Misao OST] ↳ https://youtu.be/gWrDT87sFVg 11. 36:28 ゆめのくに? 'Dream Land?' by Kikiyama [Yume Nikki OST] (Also known as The Pink Sea/Pink Balloon World) ↳ https://youtu.be/3kDuZvEJAsQ 12. 46:31 Don't Turn Around [Misao OST] (version of Japanese childrens song かごめかごめ 'Kagome Kagome/Circle You Circle You') ↳ https://youtu.be/ZcIJNcbAtFU The soundtracks of Omori, Undertale, and Yume Nikki can be found on Spotify. (I couldn’t edit the original pinned comment to complete the list, so I deleted it. Sorry!) Lovely mix!

Daily reminder, You survived another week in a very tough world, even though at times it felt like you wouldn't, and I'm so proud of you

It does not scare you. It's relaxing but not completely ... It's just, weird.

Posting this here so when someone likes it i get reminded of this beatiful and calming playlists a true gem of playlists

This is actually perfect ambience music for when you don’t feel like listening to your usual playlist but you also don’t want to sit in silence. 😌

the fact that there's horror rpg osts in this make this better

This! This is what I try to explain but never can, it's the undying feeling that your alone but being watched at the same time. This is what my life feels like constantly, like everything is just repeating itself over and over again, never feeling at home like your lost in an unknown place. It's like we switched realitys and we are aware of it, but we can't go back, like I've been here before, because I know things I shouldn't and didn't know before this all started happening.

When I was a kid, i lived life like I didn't care of anything and I was having a lot of fun, I'm currently 17 right now and I've been feeling kinda weird for some time, life is scaring me at some point, I feel like nothing is real, I don't know why I am so scared but it makes me feel so uncomfortable, I'm always experiencing deep scenarios in my mind like everything could fall apart in a second. When I'm alone, I often feel disconnected as if nothing ever happened and I feel an extreme dose of anxiety to the point it makes me cry with very depressing thought and the most disturbing thing about it is that I can't find an answer to that.

This playlist feels like when you would get in trouble in preschool and you would sit in the corner for 5 minutes but it felt like forever

Do you get that feeling? The one right after you dreamt of memory? a memory you never experienced before yet it felt so familiar?

Does anyone else ever get this feeling? Suddenly, you realize. Your just a human, a bunch of atoms. All of your actions, they are so human, aren't they? You came to this playlist for a reason. Your sitting in your room, because your brain made you sit here for a reason. Everything you do from a brain piloting you. It may sound strange and make so sence, but it is such a strange feeling and I get it all the time. It makes me feel empty, and as if I am just a robot.

Imagine a blue world, a small blue town, in which the residents are floating stuffed bunnies. They are your past decisions, the kindness you have spread through the real world. They are your friends, and this uneasy place is home.

sending this to my therapist so that i can tell her that this playlist (specifically the first song) sounds like how my derealization/depersonalization/dissociation feels

when i see my reflection in the mirror and just stare at it, theres a weird feeling that its not my face but someone's so i never look at it when im all alone or when im just gonna stare myself and do nothing

nothing feels real here. i feel like im supposed to be somewhere else, in another body. but i also feel that i should be nowhere at all. i should both exist and not, forever changing shape. i spent my entire childhood and even now, reading fantasy stories and putting myself in the place of each character. now i feel that where i am is wrong, and i should not be staying the same. i feel that im supposed to be some sort of shapeshifter, adapting to each environment, living in both the isolated forests and densely packed cities. i feel that i should change with the moon, seemingly the same night after night, change only noticed if you compare weeks ago with the now. i feel that i am formed from the earth, and owe my soul to it. i feel that the sky is at my fingertips, so close yet so far. i feel that i am floating, yet gravity pulls me down. i feel that i am everything, yet nothing at all. i feel so alone, yet i feel like eyes watch me from every corner. i want to be gone, yet i want to feel gone and you cant feel gone when you are gone. i want to be nonexistent yet the most existing thing in the universe. goodnight little lovers, live on.

You ever look in the mirror and just panic because that's not you. You've seen this face before but it isn't yours. But if it's not you, then what do you look like? That has to be you because this is a mirror and you are looking into it. But it feels wrong. Everything feels off. It feels like looking into a screen or a picture of someone you don't recognize. Then you think, are you even in the body that is staring at you? Everything feels fuzzy and it doesn't feel like you are in this body. But you have to be, because you are seeing your face in the mirror. But is this you? Why is this you? It just doesn't make sense. So you don't think about it anymore.

i think the reason music like this is so calming is because it was used as background music for horror games, the notes don't change but simply repeat putting your mind into a state where it can rest. Often when listening to this you would be able to feel a sense of nothingness, not happy, nor sad; just slowly waiting for the eerie music to finally come to a close.

Don´t worry people, it´s only the feeling of desrealization caused by anxiety, you´ll soon get better. If you´re able to identify that these sensations and feelings aren´t normal and you define them as something weird, probably you´re also able to distinguish beetween your actual state and reality, so you are not "going crazy" or something.. it will go away :)

Honestly- It feels like I'm in an infinite loop, where everyday is the same.. The same routine, the same events, the same people, the familiar.. yet unknown faces around the streets, just weird. This songs decribes the vibe I get every day.. have the same little talks with friends-family.. like when you having that little sick feeling in your stomach all day bc even though your used to live like this it still feels wrong, like you don't belong here at all... Just the fact that realitly just feels.. so.. unreal..... Edit: Thank you for all the likes and replies im really glad to see that many people agree with me and can even relate so i know im not alone on this one and you neither <3

擬似的に病む(病み系の作品を読んだり作成したりする)時に最適じゃんと思って２週間聞き続けてたんだけど、悪夢見たり吐き気したり実際に精神的ストレスがあったのでみんなちゃんと体調と自分の心の変化には気をつけるんだよ。