school rooftop intro but it's sadder (1 hour loop)

I wish i was free. no school. no family. no friends. just free in the world doing whatever i want.

anyone else just wanna be in the video, sit in the rain with wet clothes, think about life, watch the train, feel the wind gently going thru your body, and listen to this song in your headphones with your pet together?

"The saddest people are always the nicest because they don't want other people to feel how they feel" -Robin Williams, The GOAT

The worst thing is when someone you made memories with becomes a memory.

ever fall in love with someone you can’t be with :/

"People's lives don't end when they die. It ends when they lose faith." -Itachi Uchiha

"boys want only one thing and its disgusting" i just want a hug and a person that i can trust and love...

This melody makes those childhood memories just a bit clearer..

"You were having fun, but didn't realize you were having memories."

I'm trying my best. But "my best" will never be enough. Why couldn't I have been smarter? update: ive gotten better, my self esteem has gotten better and im getting healthier. i have new friends that genuinely appreciate me. i have a long way to go but knowing what im worth is something that motivates me. i just want to tell you all it does get better, it just takes time :)

sounds like life's game over theme. everything's done. you did what you could. experienced, saw, felt, and learned a lot of things. but as your eyes fade to black, this lullaby attempts to comfort your soul, bring peace to you before you leave your body as thousands upon millions of moments flash before your eyes. it just tells you. it's over. its okay to let go.

"behind all the jokes, all the laughs, there's just a boy trying to make everyone smile." Story of my life.

I just want to be a kid again. I didn’t have a care in the world, it was so peaceful to have to worry about anything… if only it lasted longer.

"Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live."-Norman Cousins

I used to laugh at the sad Tiktoks until I really became sad myself, I never once thought I would be listening to this type of music while just sitting on my bad at 1am thinking to myself how I could have possibly made it where I am now, what went wrong? what caused everything to go south? I still don't know to this day, so I still sit here in my bed, in silence, alone with nothing or nobody but my own thoughts.

I don't want to be alone anymore.

didn’t think it was possible to make this song sadder

I feel like every single person that comes to these kinda safe spaces on the internet, either vents, shares positive affirmations, or just sits and listens for the vibe. Sometimes I imagine all of us ending up in the same room and just sharing each others company. I'm getting too exhausted and drained from being alone.

You have survived every worst day of your life. At an age where you should have felt safe and stable, you formed coping mechanisms and survival skills to endure the storm around you. You built a home within yourself. You hold a power that most do not have and take decades to learn. You’ve mastered the art of being grateful for the little things (like the way it smells outside after it rains, having a genuinely good laugh, or the chills you get from your favorite music), to be alive and get through another day, while other people have everything and are still not happy. You are stronger and more capable than you’ll ever know. The demons that hurt you? Live on and prove them wrong. Don’t let them win.

Its real funny how the random people in this comment section are nicer and more relatable than family, but after all we are all here to do the same things so it makes sence.