crying in your room at 3am - a playlist

I feel like we're all just a sad teenager who thinks our sadness is fake and we just want to be trendy, but really if you felt sad there's nothing fake about it, I hope you're all okay and thankful I love you

“Hurting someone’s feelings is as easy as throwing a rock in the ocean, but do you know how deep that rock goes?”

A dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worthy enough. I hope you know that you only need yourself to be happy, I know society built up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy life. But in fact, that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way. I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, and I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such a beautiful heart as yours, so why to let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this then please never forget to breathe and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hugs like it's your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong and still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside and out. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUG YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you through my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s a night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s a day for you, don’t start it with such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning, and so on. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s an evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course, you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self-care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) All I want for you is to stay and feel alive. Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. I need you here with me :). Remember crying is not a weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone ask you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. And anyone who gets to be with you doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they are :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. I hope you will remember my words- Stormii Until tomorrow, my friend :)

Remember when 3am was the scary hour? Now it's the time to cry our hearts out

My pillow is the only thing that knows how much I cry.

Its depressing how 3am used to be a scary hour, now its just when all the kids cry and let all their emotions out trying to be as quiet as they can while staring at the ceiling

(~˘▾˘)~ (timestamps)<3 0:01 - 5:16 -> space song(Beach house) 5:17 - 7:38 -> I can' t handle change(Roar) 7:41-10:51 -> the night we met(Lord huron) 10:52-14:34 -> this is home(Cavetown) 14:36-18:10 -> as the world caves in(Matt Maltese) 18:23-20:47 the song repeats

we have to give 100% respect to our pillow for catching our tears when literally nobody else took the time to. thank you pillow, you will always be remembered.

It's really suprising when we we're kids we would always smile, and always be excited meeting a new person. But then, you realize that it was all in the past, you're here listening to this playlist crying because you noticed you're life is slowly crumbling apart.

Don't you ever just wanna fly away and leave everything behind?.

Hey there What are you doing here so late? Can't sleep? Ah. Coming to cry in the middle of the night. I get that. It feels nice to do that, so I understand. Take all the time you need. You know, I just happened to find you stumble upon the video where I'm taking a break. Wanna sit down for a while? Tell me about what's bothering you? Oh, don't worry about me. I don't find you annoying. I wanna be here for you. I'll try to help as best as I can. I won't judge you. Everyone has their own story. Ah, that sucks. I can't begin to imagine how you must feel. You're so tough for getting through all of that. I'm so proud of you for not giving up. Of course I understand. One broken soul to another. I just want to remind you. No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong. Take care of yourself. You can't go into a battle already wounded. You can't wave the white flag without trying your hardest. This will all be over soon. And hey. If you ever need to take another break, I'm always here. Helping people is my specialty. They always find their way, one way or another. You can come sit down with me any time. I'll try to lend some advice, or just an ear to listen. And if this is your last time visiting me, I'm proud of you. My job is done. Go take on life with all your energy, and remember that you have one soul always cheering you on. You'll always have my support. I can't wait to see the great things you'll achieve. Before you go... I love you.

i love your hair i love your forehead i love your eyes i love your eyelashes i love your cheeks i love your nose i love your mouth i love your teeth i love your neck i love your shoulders i love your chest i love your scars i love your arms i love your hands i love your tummy i love your legs i love your feet (not in that way) i love your body i love you i love your personality i love your smile i love your humor i love your laugh i love your voice i love your kindness i love your sweetness you aren’t ugly you aren’t disgusting you aren’t a monster you’re beautiful you’re pretty you’re gorgeous you’re handsome you’re kind you’re cool you’re amazing im proud of you for staying alive im proud of you eating im proud of you trying to eat im proud of you for drinking water im proud of you for trying to drink water im proud of you for leaving your room im proud of you for going out im proud of you for being here im proud of you for everything you do i fucking love you. 🫶🏽

the feeling when u don't wanna die but u just don't wanna feel alive ..

It sucks when your crying for no reason because you can’t figure out why your so upset in the first place. Edit: To all the people that replied, I hope you feel better soon. :)

I’m like the Sun I’m only bright when people can see me But as soon as they’re gone I’m a whole different person than before Hot tears running down my face Quiet gasps of air The rise and fall of my comforter with every sharp breath Those are what the people don’t see When I go away

pov: your life is slowly crumbling to peices around you but you know there’s nothing you can do, so you just sit in the dark listening to music waiting for it to end.

it's sad, we're just a teenagers. It's sad that we suffer so much, we all deserve better, I'm very sorry. I love you, I hope that everything will work out

family pressure, future anxiety, suicidal desire, this boy, listening to music for hours without talking to anyone in the room, being asocial, not having any friends, being upset all the time, etc. and i'm only 14 years old. i'm so tired. really.

You know that strange feeling when you feel so much shit and pain but don't feel anything at the same time? It's a weird and disorienting but also stressful feeling

To whoever reads this, i love you <3 i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :) (this is for anyone who needs it like i do a lot of the time and i hope it helped) this is not mine but i do mean it pass it on if you want it could really help a lot of people :) and please don't think i want this for likes, i wrote this so people know that they have a meaning to life to have a purpose here. i want people to feel loved on this platform, not to be feared or to be treaded like crap. I want every single one of you to feel amazing and loved <3. Reliable people need someone to rely on too -Hunter: The Owl House If you are going through something right now, make sure that YOU have someone to talk to also, u also need care and love <3