"i'm done." I a vent playlist
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Published 2023-08-12
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The fact strangers care more about us then the people we know just hurts
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a wasted summer.
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For anyone who needs to hear this: I love your hair or lack of I love your forehead I love your eyebrows or lack of I love your eyelashes or lack of I love your eyes I love your ears I love your nose I love your cheeks I love your mouth I love your laugh I love your teeth or lack of I love your chin I love your neck I love your shoulders I love your chest I love your arms I love your hands I love your tummy I love your hips I love your thighs I love your knees I love your shins I love your feet (not in that way.) I love your moles/marks I love your scars I love your voice I love what you do I love your personality I love you on your good days I love you on your bad days I love you when you when you wear makeup I love you when you don’t wear makeup. I love your skin I love you when you’re sad I love you when you’re mad I love you when you’re happy I love you when you hate me I love you when you love me I love you when you forget me I’m proud of you for getting some sleep I’m proud of you for trying to sleep I’m proud of you for waking up I’m proud of you for getting up I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth I proud of you for tending toward your braces I’m proud of you for doing your hair I’m proud of you for washing your face I’m proud of you for doing skin care I love you for doing your makeup (if you wear it) I’m proud of you that you got out of your room I’m proud of you for getting dressed I’m proud of you TRYING to eat breakfast. I’m proud of you for being clean I’m proud of you for trying to be clean I’m proud of you for being alive I’m proud of you for being a good friend I’m proud of you for trying to be I good friend I won’t judge you for your looks I won’t judge you from your race I won’t judge you for your life I won’t judge you for your family I won’t judge you for your past/childhood I won’t judge you for your body I won’t judge you for your tears I wont judge you for your age I won’t judge you for your sexual orientation I wont judge you for your gender I wont judge you for your money I won’t judge you for where you come from I won’t judge you for your language You aren’t ugly You aren’t too fat You aren’t too skinny You aren’t annoying You aren’t mean You aren’t evil You aren’t crazy You aren’t weird You aren’t worthless You aren’t scary You aren’t selfish You aren’t too feminine You aren’t too masculine You aren’t too young You aren’t too old You aren’t disgusting You aren’t a doormat You aren’t a toy You aren’t a monster You are beautiful You are pretty You are handsome You are kind You are cool You are everything you want to be You aren’t perfect, nobody is, but you are perfect in my eyes I wont judge you for anything Im so proud of you I love you.
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My parents arguing in the background make this even more special<3 Edit: ty for the likes :)
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im a 10 year old girl, Yes. Im still young, and i already know what adults prevent theyre kids from knowing. ive been struggling with depression for the past 3 years now, and ive been experiencing physical abuse from my older brother. stay strong and keep away from things that let u down.
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got me in my feels bruh
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I dont usually vent like this, but alot of shit has been going on. She left me and ive been sad, she made me so happy. But now all i do is hide my sadness and act like im fine.
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To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! - Not mine, but pass it around guys <33
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I don't know how much energy and time is left before I disappear.
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I'm too fucked up to deserve him. He deserves a girl who hasn't done the things i have. He has more trauma that is worse, yet he is so much stronger than me. He makes me too happy, i feel like he's just trying to use me, but I can't get enough of him. He's so nerdy and I love it. I miss him every second we aren't texting.
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I’m 18 in 2 weeks… I already know I’ll be back here, listening to these songs as an escape, if only for a moment, from the pain. The pain that I have no real friends The pain that I have no idea what the f”ck do do after school The pain of sleepless nights studying while the thoughts of ending it all go through my head on repeat What is the point really? I don’t even remember the last time I was happy, gave a genuine smile or told someone I was “doing good” and actually meant it. It’s so much easier to fake a smile than explain the pain you’re really in. I’ve just spent 10 hours studying today, now my mum is creating drama for no reason, can she not see I’m struggling here??? An hour ago after she went to bed I stared at a wall for an hour, felt like I couldn’t breathe, while my eyes are dry because there are no tears left, the thoughts going through my head on how I’m a failure, how it’s not worth it to try anymore. I don’t think I can hang on much longer. It’s endless, the pain, the struggle. Why would I continue this if all that will happen is go to university, work 9-5 until I’m old, and get what 5 years of retirement? And that’s meant to be the ideal way to live. Why would I want that? I really think there is only one way to end this pain, and it’s not living that prescribed life I mentioned.
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i miss my mom
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" I dont want to hate you. " They say as they stare into the mirror " But I dont have a choice " Tears fall down while still staring " You are a Monster, I hate you " As time passes by they hear footsteps " Sweetie? Are you in there " The voice is blurred due to a door They dry their tears and respond back " Yeah mom! Im just changing clothes " As they respond back their words stutter " Oh, Okay! get ready for school " They stand there in exhaustion, They think " School right.. I hope I can get through the day without crying " The end of Chapter 1
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I feel weird. It feels like i should be happy but I'm.. Not? Everything's going relatively well. I have my qpp, i have my friends, my friends are in happy relationships, I'm doing well in school, and i might score a good summer internship. But it all just feels like a matter of time before it's gone. I used to live almost on a schedule: live in one place for 2½-3 years, move, rinse repeat. Now that my father's retired and we've settled in one place so i can finish high school uninterrupted it's.. Weird. Really weird. I hit the 2½ year mark recently of living here. It doesn't sit with me right. I have ichy feet all the time, and feel like I'm just going to leave, i feel like I'm going through the motions of mentally preparing to ditch everything here, when i know logically I'm not going to. But.. Then it dawns on me that i will be here, and i almost hate it. It feels fake; temporary. I'm just waiting for it to be ripped away from me at this rate.
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I useally try to make a cheery message to attempt to make others smile. Not feeling it today. I feel like I'm not loved by anyone. Im always the one who puts in effort in conversations. I know some others wish i was never born. Sometimes i wish i was never born too.
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Wer auch immer das liest ich bin stolz auf dich nicht weil du lebst sondern weil du es bis jetzt geschafft hast zu überleben es ist dir jetzt zwar noch nicht klar aber da draußen ist ein mensch der dich akzeptieren wird wie du bist ❤
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To whoever is reading this, I want you to know that you’re incredible, seriously you are. If you’re going through anything right now I’ll be by your side the whole way even if we haven’t met in real life because I care about you. You can’t go through shit on your own love, it slowly kills you and I don’t want to lose such a talented, beautiful, kind, and amazing person. I don’t want you to lose yourself because of a few words that someone has said to you because I’ve been there and you feel absolutely hopeless but love, try your hardest to escape this darkness and look for the light. It’s okay to cry, it’s okay to be upset but it’s never okay to suffer in silence. Talk to someone love, talk to me, I’m right here. Ending things is not worth it babes I’m so proud of how far you’ve come and how you’ve stayed so strong through everything that’s happened to you. You deserve to feel loved and cared for. This is a safe place angel, I love you more than words can describe. You honestly deserve the world gorgeous you’re more than enough I promise. Don’t beat yourself up over your regrets and past mistakes because everyday is a new day. Don’t let your intrusive thoughts get to you, you are worthy, you are NOT useless, you are NOT ugly, you are NOT fat or too skinny, you are NOT unwanted, you are NOT a problem, you are NOT annoying, you are NOT dumb, I’m so glad that YOU exist and that you are here on the faces of this earth. Don’t give up on life just because you think it is for the best, it’s not trust me. Don’t spend your life wishing you were someone else because YOU, YES YOU are one in a million, you are worth more than any type of currency in this world. I need you to keep going in life and don’t give up, for me, please promise me :). I wish I could hug you right now and tell you that it is going to be okay, I would much rather have you ranting to me for hours than losing you, you’re the most precious person in the world, I need you to believe me. Your feelings, opinions, and thoughts are all valid my angel. Don’t be afraid to use your voice and stand up for yourself. You know you have some great music taste, right? Music helps you get through anything, am I right? You relate to those lyrics, don’t you? That’s okay beautiful, you will always be worth it. Your smile brightens my day instantly love, I hope you know that. You are not a burden, I love you forever. I’m so sorry that no one has noticed that you cry yourself to sleep each night, I’m so sorry that no one hears you, I’m so sorry that you’ve lost yourself because of everyone around you. I hate to see you so hurt and broken, I wish I could take that pain away from you. Take a deep breath, you're doing so well. Drink some water and eat my angel, take care of yourself and your mental health. I want you to know: I love your smile I love your laugh I love your hair I love your eyes I love your nose I love your lips I love your flaws I love your insecurities I love your body the way it is I love your kind heart I love how beautiful you are I love you on your sad days I love you on your happy days I love your scars I love how you care about others so much I love your style I love your voice I love you when you cry I love you when you feel like no one does I love your facial features I love how unique you are I love your music taste I love your personality I love how you’ve kept on fighting I love how brave and strong you are I love how perfect you are I love your humour I love you when you dance I love you when you sing I love you when you feel hopeless I love you when you feel depressed I love you when you like like the whole weight of the world is on your shoulders I love you when you feel happy I love you when you feel sad I love you when you feel like no one cares about you I love your failures I love your accomplishments I love your gratitude I love you when you overthink I love you when you try new things I love you when you feel like your a burden I love you when you feel worthless I love you when you feel alone I love you when you have anxiety I love you when you feel like to can’t talk to anyone about your feelings I love everything you do I love you when life becomes too much for you I love you everyday I love you forever I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you. If you’ve read this whole message I hope you have an amazing rest of your day/night. You deserve everything in this whole entire world, now wipe away those tears and smile for me babes. I love you, please hold on for me and don’t leave this world. You are more than enough love. You can read this message anytime. I genuinely mean every single word in this message. You're amazing. Sending you virtual hugs <3 - Love from Jas (the stranger who loves you with their whole heart xoxo.) ❤🩹
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It’s insane. It’s fucking disappointing that at such a young age I wanted to commit scuicide. That at such a young age a young girl was watching her mother get verbally abused my her father. That at such a young age a teenager was ignored and pretty much disowned because he was trans. Why couldn’t she accept me? I accepted her when father divorced her. I accepted her when she got a new boyfriend. I accepted her… with all the changes she made to my life. But she can’t accept me this one time? I shouldn’t be getting into arguments literally everyday with her because ‘someone stole her Pepsi’ or ‘you told a sibling to shut up when they were screaming in your ear’. It’s fucking disappointing. What did I do? What did I do to deserve this shitty life. And yet while all of this is happening…she says I have no other reason to be upset other than I just ‘want to be’. And it’s not only with her. It happened with my best friend once. Basically this one day in school she asked me to be her girlfriend I said yes. I was happy. I thought someone actually fucking loved me. I thought she loved me the way I loved her. But no. Not even a week later she broke up with me because she fell out of love. It was halfway through the school day and I just felt like crying. But I couldn’t. I was in public and I was known as the girl who always talked shit and backed it up. And yeah, I was. But that also meant I could show any weakness or I’d lose everything. No, I wasn’t popular because I was rich, or I was attractive, or even because I was just good at becoming friends with people. No! It was because I was bullied into being the one bitch who will beat a bitch ass. There was nothing else I could be. It was either that, or the one kid everyone makes fun of. And because of that I started doing sh during the summer of going into 5th grade and during 5th grade… it was just earlier this summer that I managed to stop and now look…I wanna do it all over again. TL;DR it’s such a shame that at such a young age I was scuicidal and watching my mother being verbally abused. I accepted her for everything she went through, but once it came to me being trans he pretty much disowned me. And it’s not even just with her. It happened with my best friend. One day she asked me to be her girlfriend and I accepted. I finally felt like I was loved but not even a week later she broke up with me. I was heartbroken. I wanted to cry but I couldn’t in school because I was known as ‘that one girl who would beat a bitch ass’. And I was bullied into that position. And because of that I started doing sh in the 4th grade and only stopped earlier this summer but now I feel like starting again. Love y’all😘 Hope y’all get over y’all struggles
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It’s weird venting to a comment section but after all the things i have been going through, it just makes me feel..tired? Or just mentally unwell. I always keep a smile, and im one of the joyful kids in my classroom. But despite this, after going home, all that energy is just poof! Gone. And today is no exception, i have never cried from getting yelled at. But i do after they yell at me and im in my safe place. I have a fear that my childhood bestfriend will leave me, i always have that constant fear. If i did make her feel something to hate me, i will carefully choose my words. And make an apology just to keep our friendship intact. I read some of the comments and, im happy that some people still motivate people with depression or just not feeling themselves. To whoever reads this, i hope tomorrow will be a bright day. Keep trying, all of us will still be with you till the end.
