“But… I’m Tired.” (A Vent Playlist)

If u see this, please care of yourself <3 I know how hard it is. Trust me- but everyone here, especially me, wants AND needs you, to be taking care of yourself okay? Times as of now now are rough and a huge mess. But at least we have each other, and our hobbies. I care about you so so much and it hurts to see you lack confidence, happiness, energy; whatever you’re emotionally or mentally lacking. So, I want you to be okay. I NEED you to be ok. Which means I also need you to be nice to yourself, and I need you to love yourself. You should treat yourself with the utmost love and respect cuz that’s what you deserve. <3 And I'm also here to remind you that you. Are. Beautiful. You. Are. Valid. You. Are. Smart.<3 You matter so much beautiful/ handsome, so treat yourself that way and surround yourself with people who treat you that way too :)

Crazy how strangers in the internet can comfort me except my own family

Thing is, it’s Christmas. But is it really? It feels the same. Unchanging. I just want to stay home because i dont want to waste my holiday. Like every weekend and holiday this year. Soon ill be back to school and i wont even realise because im barely conscious outside of my head and daydreams. It just doesnt feel real anymore and itll just get worse as i grow up. What a society to live in.

"You don't do anything in this house, you have no reason to be tired! My God!?"

One day, one day I’ll be able to smile truly. But not tonight, not yet..

I'm proud of you for waking up. I'm proud of you for brushing your hair. I'm proud of you for breathing. I'm proud of you for making your bed. I'm proud of you for eating. I'm proud of you for TRYING to eat. I'm proud of you for drinking water, I'm proud of you for being here. I'm proud of you for being you. I'm proud of you for smiling. I'm proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for blinking. I'm proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for sitting down. I'm proud of you for defending yourself. I'm proud of you for believing in yourself. I'm proud of you for simply trying. I'm proud of you for being alive. IM PROUD OF YOU. ❤ And If you didn’t do all of them, ir is okay! Just try your best :) Be happy, friend. Like some of y’all, I don’t do all of them! But I try, and that is what matters. (Edit: I can't answer everyone but thank you very much and have a nice Christmas :) I love y'all ❤❤

there it goes again. That heavy feeling in your chest when you don’t feel any desire to speak or move. all you want to do is close your eyes and sleep, because the process of being broken is incredibly exhausting. you attempt your best to make your days fulfilling, but no matter how hard you try you can’t seem to connect to anyone or anything.

Honestly,I don't think I'm a person anymore. I don't wanna do anything but I don't wanna do nothing. But...i don't wanna see my mom crying over my body on a hospital bed at all.

i miss being a kid i miss not having to take responsibility i miss having an innocent mind

The comment section on vent playlists are sad, but also so comforting and cozy. I feel like we all understand each other better than most people in real life. Just me? I don't know. But seeing the people here be so caring about people they have never met in real life is just so nice...

does anyone else just come to these to read comments and listen to music bc your emotionally and mentally drained? yeah, I do too. i just wanted to tell you that what ever you're going through, even though i dont know you, is valid. I may not know exactly what it is, but its still valid. just remember you can't control every negative thing that happens, your only human. you can only do so much, and what you do is more than enough. you dont have to try hard just because someone else can do it a little better. what you do is enough. YOU are enough. dont let anyone tell you otherwise. i love you, you beautiful, talented, amazing person. so take care of yourself. drink some water, do your makeup, eat some food, work out, do your hair, take a nice hot bath/shower. get sunlight, do a few house chores if you have time. but do. not. over work. yourself. take time to relax, you deserve it. now take care and have a wonderful rest of your day/night you wonderful person <33333

Am I the only one who’s just unable to cry nowadays ? Like even if in the inside I’m totally broken, screaming of pain, outside nothing comes but a oppressive silence. I feel like I felt so much in the past that now nothing makes me feel human anymore. I just lie here contemplating the void with no emotion, waiting things to end.

I feel like everything is changing Recently, I haven't been feeling the same compared to my younger self. The reflection lies when it tells me I should be excited. This is not as depressing as other's stories but I just want to point this out. You know about addiction? The first time you love it then the next couple times it's like not a big thing. That's what's been going on. I wish I was as hyper or excited or happy as I was when I was younger. This Christmas does not feel the same. We all have the sensation about, Oh right! Today's Christmas! And it always pierced my heart in a good way, like making it stronger. This year I'm not as excited and I don't feel that pierce. The same goes as my Birthday or Halloween, or any other special occasion I'll ever have in my life. I don't know if it's that or time is going too fast. I know this isn't worse than the other's stories, but I just want to know how to get the same feeling or sensation again.

It's so funny how I can have such an amazing and happy day and then once it comes closer to the end of the day it becomes absolute shit again. Like I'd have a good day at school and come back home happy only to get shamed over and over again by my siblings and then there goes my happiness. By the end of the day I'm either listening to sad songs or crying myself to sleep at night. Sorry for venting I just felt like I had to do it. I hope everyone else is having a good day <3

You know a playlist is good when you either don’t skip songs or play the playlist 30 times

Ima be honest i think I'm just losing myself my self-esteem i feel like i just want to cuddle up and not to open up i want to just not do anything I'm losing the things i enjoy i feel like I'm just worthless and broken i cry easily i mess up i keep forgetting things i lose my memories i lose my temper its Christmas but i just don't feel it this year I don't feel happy.

when you’re here for the wrong reasons, and you are the one hurting people. But you can’t control it. so if you cry or SH your dramatic and you just have to smile. The karma had reached you.

i rlly don't know how im gonna live a full life if im just a few years past a decade old and I already feel 70. I feel the nostalgia of 2015, and desperately want to go back to that time. back then I wanted to be 13 so bad, but now I would do anything to feel innocent again. growing up comes with freedom, but also new responsibilities and harsh realities. the more I think about the past the more I lose my will to live in the present. I don't know how I will live 80 long years of life if I can barely hang on at 14.

‘when you love someone so much you hide the truth from them because you know how much it would hurt them’ - 2024

Vent!! I'm mainly here because my 'Christmas' wasn't. It just wasn't Christmas. Now it's past Christmas, 4am in the morning. While I sit here, headphones in, sobbing away. Christmas just. Feels wrong? It's not happy anymore. Last Christmas I had a lot of people with me, this Christmas it was just me, my sibling, and my mom. And all my friends were to busy to talk to me. It just didn't seem 'cheerful' It seemed. Painful in a way. -hunter.