POV: why can't i be better? [ vent playlist ]
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Published 2022-01-17
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All Comments (21)
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POV: you just want the world to become quiet for even just a moment
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POV: You're reading the comments so you don't feel alone.
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POV: you say everyone is leaving you but in reality your pushing them away to protect yourself.
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POV: you just want to lay in bed all day taking a break from everything and I mean everything. Being the therapist friend, being strong for everyone, keeping a smile, living up to people's expectations, trying to be perfect, avoiding being lazy, not feeling bad for everything you say or do, and avoiding getting yelled at. Everything. Even for a split second, soon turning into every day possible. At this point it's not even a pov anymore..
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POV: you hate yourself but make sure that none else knows
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Pov: the voices are back again your mind is constantly yelling at you, and on top of that you keep getting over stimulated easier now
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POV: you're slowly falling back into the version of yourself whom you swore to never become again
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its always "your to young to be sad" but never "are you okay"
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or its, "my life is worse" , "useless" , "you started it" , " give up " , " spoiled " , "brat" and/or "bitch"
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Iโm proud of you for waking up. Iโm proud of you for brushing your hair. Iโm proud of you for blinking. Iโm proud of you for breathing. Iโm proud of you for making your bed. Iโm proud of you for eating. Iโm proud of you for TRYING to eat. Iโm proud of you for drinking water. Iโm proud of you for being here. Iโm proud of you for being you. Iโm proud of you for smiling. Iโm proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. Iโm proud of you for standing up. Iโm proud of you for blinking. Iโm proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. Iโm proud of you for brushing your teeth. Iโm proud of you for standing up. Iโm proud of you for sitting down. Iโm proud of you for defending yourself. Iโm proud of you for believing in yourself. Iโm proud of you for simply trying. Iโm proud of you for being alive. IM PROUD OF YOU. โฅ Not my words Im just passing this around! :) From a stranger on the internet to anybody reading this,I AM SO PROUD OF YOU Don't give up
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โ ๏ธventโ ๏ธ from when i was little (1 - 7) i was loved HEAVILY. i was my momโs favorite, my dadโs favorite (iโm still his favorite but we arenโt talking abt him) i was even my grandmaโs favorite. grade 2 turned that around. i was told by my grandma that i would need to be skinnier to be pretty. i was eight. no eight year old should ever be told that. i went to school and cried. third grade, same thing. fourth, i was told i needed to get my work done on time and not have such an attitude. fifth, i was told i needed to take better care of myself. i have more but those are the most hurtful. no elementary schooler should be told those things. especially an 8 year old. my mental health was broken by grade 4. i found myself crying in the bus, acting fine around family, but crying in my room. my grandma continually fat shames me. sure, iโm not skinny, but iโd rather be a little overweight than a lot underweight. iโm never perfect to her, it seems. she loves my little brother. to my grandma, he is perfect. he gets Aโs, he plays a sport (not at all well), heโs just perfect. if he does something wrong like put something in the wrong place when heโs unloading the dishwasher (i have to do it with him because apparently he canโt do it alone) heโll sometimes put something in the wrong spot. iโll tell him โhey that doesnโt go there it goes hereโ and my grandma will be like โella stop being rude he just put it away in the wrong spotโ. im sick of that. iโm sick of her. iโm tired of this type of treatment. iโm a human, arenโt i? i didnโt do anything, did i? iโve always been fat shamed and told iโm sensitive or shy. iโm not. iโm just shy around you because iโm always doing something wrong apparently. iโm sensitive because every time i see you or something you always have a new thing you say to me. leave me alone. let me grow. let me have space. please leave me alone to guide my way through life without you nitpicking everything i do. please let me be me. im not perfect, nor are you. edit: as soon as i woke up today, it was โella get dressed weโre working in the yardโ huh? we didnโt work in the yard, instead i did all the chores imaginable in the house. i vacuumed, did the dishes, wiped the counters, cleaned the bathroom, made my bed, fed my cats, cleaned the litter boxes, omg was it tiring. can i just be left alone?
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POV: playlists like this are all over your watch history
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I swear, these kind of playlists are some of the only comfort I get. Everyone in the comments, you're automatically my friend now.
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As a random girl, scrolling through the comments, I want you to know you have a sister in me. Im so proud of you. I see how hard you're trying. I love you. Keep going, little star. You can do so much than you ever thought. Pick yourself up, dust yourself off and know that there is someone out there for you
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POV: you always feel like you didnt make your parents proud, now your sitting in bed, overthinking about everything.
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" Maybe it's time to say goodbye, cause I'm getting pretty fxcking tired " Hits hard.
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POV: you wish everyone would start to realize you are more than what you are on the outside.
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POv: your not lazy your just overstimulated, stressed, and just need a break for your mental health
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When Jubilee Line and Alien blues are in the playlist you know itโs going to be relatable
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i love how this was posted on my birthday and honestly its legit how i felt that day.