you made me hate myself - a playlist
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Published 2022-01-01
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All Comments (20)
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When your traumatized parents traumatize you coz they dont know any better: "Its no big surprise you turned out this way."
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"i wish i was never born" That's how much I hate myself.
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"You made me hate myself" I say everytime I see myself in the mirror.
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hate is not a strong enough word to describe how i feel of myself.
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I don't wanna vent much but i wanna say 2 things. 1. Thanks mum 2. This playlist goes hard
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This makes me feel amazing. It feels like sitting in a room you haven't the energy to clean with peppermint tea, all while trying not to cry. Gosh it makes me feel alive it the worst way possible. Thank you, friend. Hopefully we can heal together someday.
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I wasn't born insecure, everyone around me made me this way Edit: Honestly guys don't have this typa mindset it's mad unhealthy 😭 Aye I use to feel this way but listen just try to stop listening to these type of playlists and try to listen to more upbeat tingz. Also get outside more and that's what got me through this. Y'all got this and stay safe, much love ‼️💖
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I used to be such a promising kid. I was smart, athletic, artistic, sociable, did everything I was told. But it all got ruined, I got ruined. I went from promising to a broken child with nowhere to run. I don't want to blame them cause they didn't know it would happen, but they didn't try to fix it either. I feel like a disappointment to my family because I'm different, I always have been. My family is religious, on both sides, and I'm a queer trans person. Not to mention I'm stuck with all these mental issues that were caused by a bad family environment. I have depression, anxiety, PTSD, addiction problems.. and that on top of my ADHD and Autism is a fucking nightmare. I'm even a highschool dropout because even though I knew everything I had to, my suicidal ideations were so bad I just couldn't push myself to go to a place where I felt so alone. I had so many plans that are now just thrown in the trash. I feel so damn broken but I don't want to give up, I wanna be happy. I wanna feel loved. That's the only thing pushing me forward at this point. The hope for a better life going forward. I hope we all make it. Just because we're broken now doesn't mean we always have to be. I hope we all can heal and find happiness, we deserve it after everything we've been through.
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"You made me hate myself" that's what i think every time i see my mother...
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you are my best friend, thank you so much for this: 1. depression 2. self hatred 3. insecurity 4. trust issues 5. being easy to manipulate 6. afraid of love 7. unworthy of anything i still dont want to leave you. and im trapped.
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remember, u werent born into this world with insecurities. u were perfect. and u still are, but people made up stupid stuff making u think u had those "insecurites" u are perfect. dont listen to them. u are the most perfect person in the universe. dont ever let someone tell u different. - valentina <3
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My father made me hate myself. And then I made me hate myself more. Freaking amazing playlist, thank you<3
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this playlist got me dancing in the middle of my messy, depression room. thank you
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im starting to feel weak mentally and physically and im scared of telling to my close friends but it gets progressively worse
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I was happy with how I look and my weight I never worried about that too much I work out often and I eat healthy and then July 4th 2020. "you look so much healthier and thinner, we're so proud." "you look way better." said by my grandparents. mom and dad keep trying to get me to be skinnier why do you make me go on walks, strict with what I eat, and get mad at me when I eat too much. and not my sister. you say you do but it hasn't happened once. are you embarrassed about me? and because of all the talk of my body shape and my weight, negative or positive, I have never been so insecure in my life. you made me hate myself.
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The way my mother learn and imposed me a religion made me hate myself so much I hate myself for being pansexual I hate myself for not be religious I hate myself for being me Big thank you for the playlist!
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to anyone seeing this, i am so proud that you've come up to this point, im so proud of you honey, i love you and im proud of you for going through these things. Yes times are tough, but i want you to remember how you got through and how brave you are for it. darling you are just stunning people out there love you but you just havent found them yet, my mother used to say its like a present someone told you is out there, you want to find it because its nice! just know I love you so much darling and im so proud of how far you are into your life <3
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I saw akutagawa i clicked and my akutagawa kinnie heart is happy i've been obsessed with this playlist for the past few days whenever im sad because my dad makes me feel like shit i listen to this playlist and it feels like everything is okay, thank you for making this its honestly a blessing to the ear with these songs <3
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This playlist name tells everything that happens in my life.. my exact words I told my friends “You made me hate myself”
