a playlist for when you want to run away and start over

TIMESTAMPS!! 0:01 Here - Castlebeat 3:32 Bags - Clario 8:00 Chiquitita - ABBA (love it ) 9:33 Swing Lynn - Twin Cabins 14:42 Where'd All the Time Go? - Dr. Dog 18:37 New York city - Current Joys 22:25 Birch tree - Strawberry Guy 27:05 Japan - Yot Club 29:51 Looking out for you - Joy Again 32:51 Line without a hook - Rick Montgomery 37:02 Televisions - Current Joy 39:39 Drunk - Jordan Dean (I love this one as well) 42:15 In my head till I´m dead - Surf Curse This playlist is amazing, but still didn´t have any timestamps so i did it :D This is also my first time doing this- hope y´all like it and hope it works

It feel like I was only 18 yesterday, it’s been 3 years… I’ve lost so many close friends, I moved away from family, forced to grow up too quick

How do you fight the urge to leave everything and everyone behind? When life feels so restricting, when you feel completely trapped in your situation and you just want to run. To be truly free, without the tight claustrophobic society of expectations and responsibilities. I don't want to die, I just want to go.

Pov: you see your friends getting better, being happier, youre happy for them but as you see them running away happily in the distance telling you to follow them you realize youre still stuck in the same place the same suffocating feeling the same darkness you were in years ago cause you still havent learned to let go

a few summers ago i ran away. i remember watching the land change shape the farther west and north we ventured. uncertainty was my future but the road had screamed my name so loud that i couldnt ignore it. i learned a lot that week, walking in the middle of the street of a tiny town I've never heard of, staring at the mountain sunset in an empty parking lot, listening to my friend play blues on his guitar with the hotel door open to let in fresh air, skateboarding with strangers, the day and a half bus ride back home. following where my feet happened to lead, i hope i can be that free again

while listening to this i just realized that being born means dying, and there's nothing we can do but chase happiness in between

“Running away won’t solve anything” my parents had always told me. “Sometimes running is the only thing that can make you happy” I always thought in my mind. “And what is life if you’re not happy?”

There's a railroad near my house, and every couple of nights I can hear the whistle echoing through the valley, and the sound of the train rolling down the tracks. On those nights, I think of how badly I want to pack up my stuff, and just leave. I wish I could just jump onto the train and ride off into the morning to someplace far away from my home, leaving everything behind and starting over.

It sucks when I think about the fact that I missed out on having a childhood and being a teen and everything in between because of mental illness and abusive environments. I'm on medication now and am doing much better mentally! But it still makes me tear up thinking about all the things I never got to experience.. it feels like I'm mourning a life I never had and I try not to linger on it for too long. I'd love to make all kinds of new experiences but it seems like I'll be doing that alone for a while but that's ok! I'll figure it out, I always do ❤ keep up the good work with these playlists!! I'll definitely be back for more

my best memory is smoking a cigarette in the rain. sitting alone in a forest and watching the rain pour down. it was beautiful.

that photo is how I wanna live my teenage years. with my friends or lover, roaming in the fields at dawn when we're meant to be sleeping, rebellion from parents and school and responsibilities and time... just at peace, in the moment. I hope we'll all get what we've dreamt of

i don't care anymore, i wanna run in feilds of lavender i want to forget, i want to smell the sweet moon, i want the burning sun on my face and the coldness of the winter by myself i won't care about my past, i won't care about my future, i won't care or regret i wanna be the ghost story of the woods and the flowers i want to run away living the teenage dream with my friends to where you aren't a kid, but isn't a adult I want to leave, i want to have fun <3 - Levi (me)

Once upon a time I met someone wonderful, she was fun, messy, nice, light as a feather and beautiful in a way that not many people understand. She was my best friend, the one person I felt really understood me. This playlist reminds me of us doing crazy things like running in the streets at night, getting wet under the rain or looking at the sky and wondering if there was life beyond the stars. It's been two years since she became a 100% angel and although time does help, I still miss her.

im in a very dark time right now, i fell like a zombie everyday, like there's nothing can chear me up,even music or eating but this? this is what i really need right now Thanks,i thinkl i can keep living for more days<3

The closest thing I have to running away is to sit outside at night in our big tree, high in the branches with their blankets of wet leaves soaking me. It's raining right now, and I have my sweatshirt draped over me to keep my phone safe. This is so calming. I hope to all you runaways that your new life is all you wanted.

Im a bit late but this playlist sounds like summer of 2019 or 2020 and i love it because its so nostalgic and i want to go back to this time where i was so happy and didnt had worry about anything.

I just did this in September. It's been extremely hard, and I hope it will be worth it in the end. If you're thinking of running away and starting over, I feel you. Just remember, even when starting new is what you need, your problems have a way of following you where you go. Be ready to keep working on them in your new life too.

I got spacers put inside my mouth, my teeth are sore but now that this playlist came out I'm happy and I don't really care about the soreness 💖

When my dad used to be really emotionally abusive, I fantasized about him getting bad enough to physically hurt me (like breaking my arm, kicking me into a wall etc) and I would steal the truck and just, leave. I would move to another state, leave all my friends, both good and bad, delete my social media accounts, everything. A complete fresh start. And every time I thought about it I imagined the feeling of that freedom, and the fact it felt like crisp fresh air like when you walk out of a crowded party. It was always my only comfort. The only thing keeping me from sinking deeper than I was. "I will escape this place." Were my thoughts. "And one day when I'm older he might bump into me, and see the scars he left, and after he saw the damage I would smile at him, and show that I am stronger with it, and I would leave him to know that I am living my best life without him."

POV: you see your friends having fun again and yet again they 'forgot to invite you'. But you don't complain, because maybe one day they'll finally see you as more than just the depressed smart kid and finally let you have some fun with them. One day.