you exist for a reason || a dreamcore/oddcore/internetcore/traumacore playlist

Hey Everyone! If you like Drum and Bass you should check out my new release called “impulse 82"! Streaming everywhere! Join my Discord with so many lovely people to talk to!! I’m also very active in the chat! discord.gg/2Cmw2Xt pt. 2 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e5TwMEwas4Q Timestamps: yw! 0:01 Mac Demarco- Chamber of Reflection 4:25 Sitcom - Still Life 7:40 Lily Potter - Oblivion 10:10 Jack Stauber - Oh Klahoma 13:10 Jack Stauber - Bubblegun 14:00 Current Joys - New Flesh 16:40 Cults - Always Forever 20:25 Molina - Hey Kids (slowed version) I hope this helps someone cope with stress or depression because that's why I made it! These are songs that help me. Also if you are seeing this it would mean the world to me if you could leave a comment! Even if it's just "first" it would be awesome lol. HERE IS AN EVEN BETTER PLAYLIST!! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2s_x3Jhra7E

Me: yea my childhood was pretty nice Also me: can't remember 80% of it

"we're just suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids to not end it."

It doesn't always get better. Sometimes it just gets different

This playlist is two years old but I’ll never get tired of it.

this comment section is the CEO of the saying “suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids not to die”

My worst fear is having intense repressed trauma and not even knowing it until I do.

I know this sound stupid, but I just wanna thank you for making this playlist. It literally changed my life

Start to 4:28 : chamber of reflection 4:29 to 7:41 : still life 7:42 to 10:09 : oblivion 10:10 to 13:13 : oh klahoma 13:14 to 13:58 : bubblegun 14:00 to 16:42 : new flesh 16:44 to 20:25 : cults always forever 20:27 to end : hey kids x it's not fair (slowed + reverb) I just list the song name for anyone need

the first song just makes me want to walk out my house and start everything over

the funny thing is, I don’t remember being alive only until after I was like 11...I don’t know how to explain it, but everything seems like it was all a dream- i still question myself if I exist, and get loaded with thoughts about the world and universe. it drives me crazy.

i used to say the reason i exist because my mother kept me and i havent died but now i looked at my friends and thinks to myself "this is why i live so they wont be alone and let go of themselves as long as i'm here"

I'm almost 6 months clean of self harm. If I make it to November 9th without cutting, that'll be 6 months!!! Update: Its been about a year since i posted this and a lot of shitty stuff has happened and it made me relapse, but today im 3 weeks clean! It may not be as huge as 6 months, but i used to do it daily, so its a huge accomplishment for me. Jan 28, 2023: 1 month clean again!

Growing up is probably the worst decision I made as a kid

I like being alone but i don't like the feeling of being alone

A feeling of emotional instability comes at evening and night while I feel numb during the day. I don’t know who I am sometimes and feel there is something wrong with me to the point I want to destroy “me”. Sometimes I think I don’t exist at all and can’t recall the past or important personal information. Thank you for the playlist and for comments that help each other feel less alone.

To whoever is feeling not good rn: Hi, I just want to say that no matter what is happening right now, no matter how bad it is or seems, i promise you are not alone in your experience. If you feel unloved right now i promise that there are people that exist that absolutely care for you and love you, even if you cant currently feel it. If you feel like things aren't getting any better i promise you they will. I wish i could tell you when but unfortunately i cant. But what i do know is that everything can and will get better no matter what. And if you feel like things are so bad that life isnt worth living right now, please please PLEASE keep holding on. Take this from someone who has felt all of this before. While whatever you're going through hurts right now, ending it all is not the answer. While you may not feel ok right now, i promise that you arent alone and that it will get better. Stay safe ❤

the worst feeling isn't the crying, but the period after where you just feel empty

honestly, trauma core makes me comforted in knowing I'm not alone with these thoughts, but also sad because nobody should have to go through trauma

2 things 1) love to everyone in these comments facing difficult times. it’s hard at times to feel connected to this life or even keep going, but to know there are others floating in that same void is comforting. we’ll all get through this together 🖤 2) not a single comment i’ve seen has pointed out that the car light passing the person is the skeleton playing a trumpet meme