just another slow and rainy night (slowed & reverb song mix).

CHECK OUT MY NEWEST MIX HERE: https://youtu.be/l2BHXGUtq3c

This is very nostalgic for me, my childhood was staying in motels and hotels, never really had a “home” but I always felt at home when I saw scenes like this. I was free

A month left until school.. i feel like i will dissapoint again even if trying my best. I will go back to crying almost everyday. I will go to comparing myself success to others. I will go back to feeling lonely, unmotivated. I will go back to hating myself and my stupid brain. I will go back to feeling worthless because of thinking i will be nothing in life while others in my family are so proud of theirselves and being so happy / successful. It will be alright, right? :)

This is the best slowed and reverb "playlist" I listend to yet. It's the original song in slowed and reverb and not a cover from I don't know whom. Don't get me wrong those are good too and I am thankful for the work and time they put into it.  p.s. I need more of this "playlist" <3

Hey there. What are you doing here so late? Can't sleep? Ah. Coming to cry in the middle of the night. I get that. It feels nice to do that, so I understand. Take all the time you need. You know, I just happened to find you stumble upon the video where I'm taking a break. Wanna sit down for a while? Tell me about what's bothering you? Oh, don't worry about me. I don't find you annoying. I wanna be here for you. I'll try to help as best as I can. I won't judge you. Everyone has their own story. Ah, that sucks. I can't begin to imagine how you must feel. You're so tough for getting through all of that. I'm so proud of you for not giving up. Of course I understand. One broken soul to another. I just want to remind you. No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong. Take care of yourself. You can't go into a battle already wounded. You can't wave the white flag without trying your hardest. This will all be over soon. And hey. If you ever need to take another break, I'm always here. Helping people is my specialty. They always find their way, one way or another. You can come sit down with me any time. I'll try to lend some advice, or just an ear to listen. And if this is your last time visiting me, I'm proud of you. My job is done. Go take on life with all your energy, and remember that you have one soul always cheering you on. You'll always have my support. I can't wait to see the great things you'll achieve. Before you go... I love you. <3

Most of the times we are wrong about what we think of ourselves, our brain distorces everything. You are great, you are strong, people loves you. Stop to diminish someone so great like you. look all you had to face, and you are here, strong, tired, but STRONG. i just imagine and i already can feel pride of you.

Listening to this at 9:48 at night while it’s raining and thundering, truly the perfect mood, a sad one but perfect☺️

Paris looking lit 😍🔥

Its like i am family to everyone listening to this. We are a big sad family

A Sad Poem By Me, enjoy :( I would love to be a bird To fly high, and never look back I am incapable of love, unlike a bird Birds love their babies, their mates, and most importantly, their nests I don’t have a nest, which is all I have ever wanted I just wanted a home, friends, a family Instead, I am stuck at the bottom of the ocean An endless abyss No way out, other than falling asleep and never waking up Although, why would I do that? To what end, would suicide accomplish? Nothing And that is the problem I have a dilemma I do not want to be here And yet there is nowhere else for me to go Who would miss me? My friends? I do not have any My family? I am a detriment to them Myself? I would definitely miss myself I like myself I like the way I laugh The way I make other people laugh My intellect And yet, I hate myself I hate the way I get angry I hate the way I do not love anyone or anything I hate life I wanna leave so so bad

My baby cousin was feeling frustrated and overwhelmed so I gave her my headphones and layed her down and put this playlist on and she said it made her feel better and had a good nap tysm for relaxing my cousin we both appreciate it she’s only 2 and your playlist relief her ❤

I miss 2017 and 2018 we will play and go to school everyday even IAM not good of school but tray your best and now 2022 it feel like I am I miss my old friends and my old me but thanks for this song:)

It's weird, isn't it? The feeling of wanting to be alone but not wanting to be lonely 😢

I find it insane that strangers understand me more than my own family. People like them are why I still have hope in humanity.

I am 15 yrs old teen, I grew up not knowing the meaning of love since I had suffered from mentally and physically abused by people. I went to a school but I also stopped since I got bullied so bad and even the teachers were on the student's side so I had to learn by my own and even worked for my own. my own parents are abusive that even my own parents almost had killed me. yes i became a su1cid@al ever since i was 8 years old till now..  I'm actually thinking of quitting but still trying my best to cheer myself because no one would:) I usually listen to these sort of songs because it somehow makes me more better than a happy song. I hope yall have a great day:D

omg I can't believe ....... all the songs in this playlist are on my playlist too/ all are my favorites ,, I am feeling so gooood by finding someone with same music taste as mine.....

Its 2:22 rn its raining and lightning the mood is so perfect , yes it nit a good atmosphere but the perfect mood rn

Listening to this playlist at 5:07 in the morning<3

Imagine beging stuck in love. Craving pain, loving with your love that you can only call your love till the one point. Caring for each other until a point. Respect for each other until a point. Fighting about anything and everything. Mind set full of over protectiveness. Insecurities. Love can only be love to those who can assemble joy together forever. Care,motivate,help. I can only find me in this world. I want it to be just me. I have friends,i love them thats true love the only love i have. But realtionship love, with my gf. I wish i had help cause i can't end it, im not strong enough. Goodnight all. Have a lovely day.

lovely. listening at 3 am <3