crying on your birthday pt.3 | a playlist

timestamps! pity party - melanie martinez : 0:00/3:24 the fall - lovejoy : 3:35/6:34 not allowed - tv girl : 6:35/9:22 tired - beabadoobee : 9:24/12:43 thanks for watching :) <33

Hey you! yes u. Let’s cry together.

it's 12am here and i'm turnin' 19. suddenly ur playlist appears on my youtube home, thank youuu i feel like i'm not alone

Today i am turning 19 and i am home alone. And will be all day. I bought myself two books to not fell asleep of boredom and sadness. Hopefully you grow up in non-toxic household and i wish you the most memorable and the most joyfull unforgetable birthdays ever! ❤❤

Its thirty minutes past midnight and ive just turned 13 and im here, i hope everyone is doing good and happy birthday to anyone whose it is :)

I turned 20 today and I'm seriously getting tired of life. My parents are not proud of me, even though I have always been their perfect daughter. Good grades, no parties, alcohol, cigarettes etc. But I will never be enough and I have realised that last week which left me completely empty inside. My parents have taught me nothing but gave me anxiety and trusting issues. I have no one to hug or talk to rn. I think I've always been this friend you tolerate but don't like so that's why most of them forget about you.

i just want anyone who sees this to know that you don’t deserve to cry on your birthday, and i hope your next birthday will be super fun and memorable!! i want you to be happy, and i really don’t want you crying on your birthday, so no matter how hard things get, just know that you’re a strong, beautiful person with valid feelings. a birthday is something that only comes once a year, and it celebrates life which is honestly a really beautiful thing that you can only experience once. so i really hope that all your upcoming birthdays will be filled with laughs and smiles!! <333

happy birthday to everyone who's reading this!!I hope you are okay!! I'm so proud of you <3

I love my life , I love that my so called friends didn’t even remember my birthday and how I made plans for us just for them to not reply back. I just love how they stopped checking in on me the week of my birthday. I love how the only person to say happy birthday was my mom . I just love turning 17 with none of my friends around me .

It's been 3 hours past midnight, and now I'm 20. I hope everyone gets the love they deserve.

The fact that I turned 12 today and my family forgot, and I ranted to them, and they laughed at me and now I'm crying by myself.... they officially ruined my birthday for me.

I'm glad we got a part 3 I did need it- 😭

just in time on my birthday. :)

Todays my birthday, and I’ve cried for most of it. I was so excited, but my family randomly got covid so we all have to quarantine in our rooms. I feel pathetic that I’m crying because I’ve had a not so fun birthday…😕

im always so hyped up about my birthday but when it comes, i usually just hate it (sorry about bad grammar, dk if its right)

Happy birthday to me, and cry in my room 😅🥲✨ (I hope this year is be fine)

The funny thing is when I was younger I would invite everyone I new in school to my bday party for years and nobody came except my close family I was glad they came but as a 5-6 year old it hurt and now I'm 13 and has anxiety and possible undiagnosed depression

birthday is in 24 days and i dont feel as excited because i got my report card and their all mostly c's/d's last month and think my family will treat me different than last year. <3

It's almost my birthday. I'm turning 16. And here I'm thinking..I'm 16 soon, have I achieved anything in my 16 years of living? It's like everyone's already ahead with their lives doing great things, achieving a lot, making their family's proud and here I am..stuck behind. It's like I'm suddenly stuck on the staircase of life, where everyone's going higher and higher and better and I'm just alone down here. I'm badly trying to make some changes to myself but I just never could. What happened to that smart little girl my parent's praised? The one who'd come home running up to her parents to proudly brag about having high scores, acing tests, telling them how the day went, what happened to their little princess..? That silly, clueless happy princess..what happened to her? Where did she go? Why did she suddenly transition into this disappointing mess who can never do anything right in life..

I don't understand... today is actually only an hour from my birthday and I want this day to end... why can't I enjoy it? :( why do I always have to feel so lonely and bad on my birthday...so I've been looking forward to this age since I was little...where are those days :((( so I'm lying on my bed and crying:)) and if you read this and you have a birthday...happy birthday!