pre-germany mags @ 24: a time capsule

Maggie MacKenzie
Maggie MacKenzie
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2020-07-02に共有
so... a few days ago I found a video of past mags that I filmed right before I went to Kenya, and frankly... it broke my heart so thoroughly that I deleted it. I'm not trying to erase that part of my history, but I'm also not looking to preserve the unbelievable pain and honestly, despair, that I was drowning in at that time. my memory is enough - staring down my own lifeless eyes and listening to my dead voice was not worth the storage, truly. while it was beautiful, in a sense, to see hard evidence of how much I am changed with Christ in me, I did not find it worth reflecting on past that viewing. that mags has been buried and brought into new life, hallelujah, amen. that's that.

I decided to film this as a little ebenezer to who I am today. how far God has brought me, how much healthier and happier I am now with him, who he has formed me into in the last five years.

and.. I want future mags to have what I had, watching that pre-kenya video last week. evidence of God's grace and goodness as she reflects on who we were in this moment and how much further God has carried her.
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