pov: its getting worse | a vent playlist

@Tomuchlagtohandle hace 1 año

honestly im glad i stumpled across this video, i am so lost in thought and feelings im able to feel happy, sadness, and anger but wheres that sweet feeling? that sweet feeling of loving and being loved? why cant i feel anything? why does it feel so empty and cold? i cant seem to to love someone no matter how hard i try i can no longer feel it i can only imagine it. i kept trying and in the end i become so "clingy" and "desperate", im so afraid of seeing those eyes of disgust and hatred I have become so self-conscious of my body, i want to talk to someone about how i feel and whats been happening but i no longer have anyone to trust im so lost i no longer trust my parents either.. how did i end up like this? do i even have the right to be like this? arent i already lucky to have much? am i asking to much? am i becoming too self centered? when did all this start? cant i just lie to myself like what i have been doing all this time? it feels so hard to breath..

@jeancassetete3497 hace 1 año

songs timer : Beach house - Space song (0:00 - 5:23) Bo Burnham - Goodbye (5:23 - 9:25) Beabadoobee - Tired (9:25 - 12:50) Instupendo - Six Forty Seven (12:50 - 14:50) Jordan Suaste - Body (14:50 - 18:16) Roar - I can't handle change (18:16 - 21:35) The Neigbhourhood - Unfair (21:35 - 24:09) Bo Burnham - Look who's inside again (24:09 - 25:31) Sarah Cothran - As the world caves (25:31 - 28:19) Ludovico Einaudi - Experience (28:19 - 33:35)

@TunaMayoSandwhich. hace 1 año

Hey there. What are you doing here so late? Can't sleep? Ah. Coming to cry in the middle of the night. I get that. It feels nice to do that, so I understand. Take all the time you need. You know, I just happened to find you stumble upon the video where I'm taking a break. Wanna sit down for a while? Tell me about what's bothering you? Oh, don't worry about me. I don't find you annoying. I wanna be here for you. I'll try to help as best as I can. I won't judge you. Everyone has their own story. Ah, that sucks. I can't begin to imagine how you must feel. You're so tough for getting through all of that. I'm so proud of you for not giving up. Of course I understand. One broken soul to another. I just want to remind you. No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong. Take care of yourself. You can't go into a battle already wounded. You can't wave the white flag without trying your hardest. This will all be over soon. And hey. If you ever need to take another break, I'm always here. Helping people is my specialty. They always find their way, one way or another. You can come sit down with me any time. I'll try to lend some advice, or just an ear to listen. And if this is your last time visiting me, I'm proud of you. My job is done. Go take on life with all your energy, and remember that you have one soul always cheering you on. You'll always have my support. I can't wait to see the great things you'll achieve. Before you go... I love you. ❤

@jupiterretipuj4426 hace 1 año

I heard the song at 14:50 for the first and I couldn’t help but get emotional. It’s literally what I needed to listen too <3 I think I might cry lol

@_ChaoticLyvs hace 1 año

I'm listening to this while sitting on a doc at 6 in the morning and it's very comforting and fits the mood so thank you

@2vfspades hace 1 año

I’ve been struggling recently and for a long time with my thoughts they race and also feel like they’re being ripped from me at the same time and they aren’t good ones they’re the intrusive ones that just make me feel like i’m crazy i’ve fucked up a lot of stuff in my life recently due to this and i need it to stop things have gotten worse again and i need them to get better

@noe13819 hace 1 año

Thank you this actually helped a lot<3 all these songs are just what I was looking for because I’m currently going through a tough time but this is what I needed thank you sm have a great day/night!<3

@TheFrogsAreTurningGay hace 1 año

I love this playlist it’s my new favorite

@jebnijwryj hace 1 año

br- "SO LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG ByEeE" why

@B10gic hace 1 año

The more I stare at the bottle the more motivated I am to pick it up, I can’t take it anymore I’m only 13, what do I do? I’m just getting closer and closer, I’m not the same, I just want to be happy again.