a playlist for when you want to run away and start over

TIMESTAMPS!! 0:01 Here - Castlebeat 3:32 Bags - Clario 8:00 Chiquitita - ABBA (love it ) 9:33 Swing Lynn - Twin Cabins 14:42 Where'd All the Time Go? - Dr. Dog 18:37 New York city - Current Joys 22:25 Birch tree - Strawberry Guy 27:05 Japan - Yot Club 29:51 Looking out for you - Joy Again 32:51 Line without a hook - Rick Montgomery 37:02 Televisions - Current Joy 39:39 Drunk - Jordan Dean (I love this one as well) 42:15 In my head till I´m dead - Surf Curse This playlist is amazing, but still didn´t have any timestamps so i did it :D This is also my first time doing this- hope y´all like it and hope it works

How do you fight the urge to leave everything and everyone behind? When life feels so restricting, when you feel completely trapped in your situation and you just want to run. To be truly free, without the tight claustrophobic society of expectations and responsibilities. I don't want to die, I just want to go.

Pov: you see your friends getting better, being happier, youre happy for them but as you see them running away happily in the distance telling you to follow them you realize youre still stuck in the same place the same suffocating feeling the same darkness you were in years ago cause you still havent learned to let go

a few summers ago i ran away. i remember watching the land change shape the farther west and north we ventured. uncertainty was my future but the road had screamed my name so loud that i couldnt ignore it. i learned a lot that week, walking in the middle of the street of a tiny town I've never heard of, staring at the mountain sunset in an empty parking lot, listening to my friend play blues on his guitar with the hotel door open to let in fresh air, skateboarding with strangers, the day and a half bus ride back home. following where my feet happened to lead, i hope i can be that free again

“Running away won’t solve anything” my parents had always told me. “Sometimes running is the only thing that can make you happy” I always thought in my mind. “And what is life if you’re not happy?”

my best memory is smoking a cigarette in the rain. sitting alone in a forest and watching the rain pour down. it was beautiful.

i don't care anymore, i wanna run in feilds of lavender i want to forget, i want to smell the sweet moon, i want the burning sun on my face and the coldness of the winter by myself i won't care about my past, i won't care about my future, i won't care or regret i wanna be the ghost story of the woods and the flowers i want to run away living the teenage dream with my friends to where you aren't a kid, but isn't a adult I want to leave, i want to have fun <3 - Levi (me)

while listening to this i just realized that being born means dying, and there's nothing we can do but chase happiness in between

There's a railroad near my house, and every couple of nights I can hear the whistle echoing through the valley, and the sound of the train rolling down the tracks. On those nights, I think of how badly I want to pack up my stuff, and just leave. I wish I could just jump onto the train and ride off into the morning to someplace far away from my home, leaving everything behind and starting over.

I remember when I used to go to the forest with some of my bests friends... Now they're all gone... "We didn't know we were making memories... We just knew we were having fun..." -Winnie the pooh

that photo is how I wanna live my teenage years. with my friends or lover, roaming in the fields at dawn when we're meant to be sleeping, rebellion from parents and school and responsibilities and time... just at peace, in the moment. I hope we'll all get what we've dreamt of

I had a friend he was asian american.If im being honest I had a huge crush on him he was my everything my life,we always hang out after school watch anime or just do stuff together he was like the most perfect human being,we met when we where just 4 years old since then we became inseparable.He was always with me when i felt sick he was there to just do his stupid jokes, he was like my big brother. He loved Japanese music. He always listened to it so he showed me this song flyday chinatown. I became a big fan of Yasuha. Whenever I was sad he had this big smile that made my heart rise, but leaving my crush on him apart ,he was always for me he used to call me shishi. It was my 15 birthday ofcourse he was invited i felt so pretty in that princess dress, he was my first dance and he told me that i was the most prettiest girl he has ever seen, the night passed and you know i just had fun with all my friends and stuff, before cutting the cake he told me to meet him outside of the house he was like really nervous if i can say it like that he told me: I have to tell you something, you know that you are like a little sister to me and i love you so much so i guess is time that i tell you that- The phone started ringing and sadly he got to go he had a trip that night so he couldn't finish the sentence he wanted to tell me. After that i always call him all day. Obviously I missed him so much. i remember exactly her mom called me and her words were devastating he told me that he died of pneumonia. My heart was broken i had a really bad depression after that i felt like i lost my whole world. Im 16 years old now and the fact that His words at my party before he died could have been a confession to me, it just makes me cry myself to sleep. What if he actually liked me back? i just miss him with my whole soul. May Jeon rest in peace. I'm still waiting for you my angel.

Im a bit late but this playlist sounds like summer of 2019 or 2020 and i love it because its so nostalgic and i want to go back to this time where i was so happy and didnt had worry about anything.

Once upon a time I met someone wonderful, she was fun, messy, nice, light as a feather and beautiful in a way that not many people understand. She was my best friend, the one person I felt really understood me. This playlist reminds me of us doing crazy things like running in the streets at night, getting wet under the rain or looking at the sky and wondering if there was life beyond the stars. It's been two years since she became a 100% angel and although time does help, I still miss her.

It sucks when I think about the fact that I missed out on having a childhood and being a teen and everything in between because of mental illness and abusive environments. I'm on medication now and am doing much better mentally! But it still makes me tear up thinking about all the things I never got to experience.. it feels like I'm mourning a life I never had and I try not to linger on it for too long. I'd love to make all kinds of new experiences but it seems like I'll be doing that alone for a while but that's ok! I'll figure it out, I always do ❤ keep up the good work with these playlists!! I'll definitely be back for more

I got spacers put inside my mouth, my teeth are sore but now that this playlist came out I'm happy and I don't really care about the soreness 💖

It feel like I was only 18 yesterday, it’s been 3 years… I’ve lost so many close friends, I moved away from family, forced to grow up too quick

Since everyone is sharing my memories, I’ll share one too.. Me and my best friend were 4th graders, just messing around during dismissal. We waited and waited, but our driver didn’t show up, and we were the only kids in school. We ran, played, jumped, and messed around in the parking lot, and the school guard was watching us. We were having so much fun, living the life. We even made up a handshake, which was pretty fun. We then sat down in the shade, and played some math games, but we decided to call my dad since we’ve been waiting for an hour. We laughed, made jokes, roleplayed, and did anything what 4th graders would do. Soon enough, my dad shown up, and we were kind of sad. But we took one last look at the school, not known that I wouldn’t attend there anymore. I moved to another school and have memories just the same, but I’ll never forget her, and we still keep in touch, we just haven’t seen Each other in so long. She was the person that made me feel special, helped me with all my problems, was there for me every second of my life, and we’ve been best friends for more than 7 years. I miss you, claree, it’s such a shame that your moving to Finland. I hope we can run away together and live our own life, even if it means having no home, as long as we have EACHOTHER. I miss you always <3

The closest thing I have to running away is to sit outside at night in our big tree, high in the branches with their blankets of wet leaves soaking me. It's raining right now, and I have my sweatshirt draped over me to keep my phone safe. This is so calming. I hope to all you runaways that your new life is all you wanted.

I just did this in September. It's been extremely hard, and I hope it will be worth it in the end. If you're thinking of running away and starting over, I feel you. Just remember, even when starting new is what you need, your problems have a way of following you where you go. Be ready to keep working on them in your new life too.