Underverse - Nostophobia [Original Song by NyxTheShield feat @KeyBlackStudios]

Nostophobia : a fear of, or aversion to, returning to one's home. An aversion to the past, the antithesis of nostalgia.

Looks like we can cross this off of the songs we needed.

It was a huge pleasure singing for this track! Beautiful work from everyone on this project.

This is a perfect song for cross. The entire song is about resentment for his home Xtale, but keeps mentioning how he wants to come back or how he doesn’t stop thinking about it. He caused so much damage to other AUs so he could bring back Xtale and still failed. Hes just lost, doesn’t know where to go anymore. And its not like he has options, you can’t just simply move into an AU/AT. Calling it that Cross either ends up back in Xtale or joins ink/error in their job, maybe being a middle ground to the creation and destruction? He’s pretty familiar with both of those things. I could be wrong. Still 10/10 song Edit: By cross being middleground i mean a rayquaza groudon kyogre thing

Very excited to see how it finally turned out 😁

Underverse's OSTs just keep getting better as time goes on, and now they're so good that they've got lyrics!

I gotta say THIS IS ONE OF THE BEST LYRIC SONG I HAVE EVER HEARD, especially as someone who isn't a fan of Lyric music honestly.

This is Cross's true theme.

Wait a min LYRICS!? This gonna be good

I almost throated my toothbrush and died because I was swinging along to this splendid piece. Beautiful does not do this work justice. Absolutely awe-inspiring!

Cross officially gaining the title best song/theme of them all

Let's be real honest, Cross is one of the most relatable sanses in the Sans AU Fandom in general.

Nostophobia (by Google) nostophobia (uncountable) A fear of, or aversion to, returning to one's home. An aversion to the past, the antithesis of nostalgia. Perhaps something related to Cross right here...

I can see how cross has nostophobia. His home was destroyed, and he did it. Gosh I feel so sorry for the Oreo. Can’t wait for it to start!

Ох, боже мой. Я поняла 60% песни, но этого хватило чтобы сказать что это ПРОСТО АХЕРЕНО! За вокал прям отдельный лайк.

Lyrics: The Echoing Laughter is chasing my mind Those Flickering Pictures Of our Past Lives Slipping away like dust through my hands I'm begging for mercy or One Final Chance The Strings are too thight, they're pulling me down There's no escape, No, There's no getting out Storm winds are brewing in my Shattered Soul For I still remember how I killed them all The Ocean of Guilt will not let me pass I'm trying to tame my fear of the past The Current Sweeps these thoughts from my grip We can't escape this apocalypse And as I drown away from you Forgetting this World and Ignoring my Wounds We've lost our hope now what we can do Can't help myself but think of you [ ♪ Music ♪ ] I can't find the answers when I meet your eyes Or justification when you ask me why Forgiveness escapes me and I can't forget The Pain that I caused and the things that I Regret The Grief still remains but my Mind it's Clear So please promise me that you won't dissapear Even in spite of what I put you through I can't bear to learn how to live without you The Ocean of Guilt will not let me pass I'm trying to tame my fear of the past The Current Sweeps these thoughts from my grip We can't escape this apocalypse And as I drown away from you Forgetting this World and Ignoring my Wounds We've lost our hope now what we can do Can't help myself but think of you [ ♪ Music ♪ ] (One day it seems like nothing matters) The Ocean of Guilt will not let me pass I'm trying to tame my fear of the past (Once I believed It was Gone Forever) The Current Sweeps these thoughts from my fear We can't escape this apocalypse (No longer alone we'll find our way) And as I drown away from you (No longer alone we'll find our way) Forgetting this World and Ignoring my Wounds (And we'll find peace again...) We've lost our hope now what we can do I can't help myself but think of you [ ♪ Music ♪ ] Once I believed It was Gone Forever No longer alone we'll find our way And we'll find peace again... Someday... (Hope I helped you all with the lyrics, I love Underverse and this song just broke me. The fact that Cross killed his family and friends and slowly he is accepting his fate AND also accepting help, It makes me cry. We'll see again in Underverse 0.7 part 2. Thanks for making a beautiful series, see you next time! ^^) P.S.: If I could, I would collaborate with one of my Au's as one of those background Au's characters. I love your collaborators/collaborations!

"cross! thanks for coming in" "what's your game gaster, gonna talk me to death?" "like i said son, time for your final interview"

I didn't expect lyrics tbh, nice music. are you going to release the instrumental version?

A lot of pple don’t know this, but Nightmare sans does have a role in this song, bcuz as this song represents crosses fears n insecurities (which is the lost of his home world), nightmare is all of those things , as he promised he will haunt Cross forever Edit: I think cross might face Nightmare again while this song plays and cross will no longer be afraid of him because he has let go of his deepest fears

Kalafina and Yuki Kajiura came to mind listening to this. What chills! What great lyrics and vocals, and as always instrumentals, truly the sound of a trying uphill climb. Wonderful job everybody!