Nessa Barrett - die first (official music video)

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Published 2022-06-24
stream/download 'die first' from my debut album 'young forever' 🕊: nessa.lnk.to/youngforever

in loving memory of Cooper Noriega
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xoxo, nessa

Credits:
Director - Loris Russier @lorisrussier
Production Company - Radiance Pictures @radiancepictures
Executive Producer - Nuer Taqa @nuertaqa
Producer - Zoey Pressey @zoeypressey
Featuring - Patricia A Smith, Angelica Shalski, Rayna Lynn
Production Manager - Autumn Maschi @autumnmaschi
Director of Photography - Scott Siracusano @scott_siracusano
Production Designer - Jonric watts @jonricwatts
Stylist - Miso Dam @misodam
Editor - Olaf Woldan @olafwoldan
Color - Dante Giani @dantegiani
VFX - Retina Imageworks @retina_imageworks


1st AD - Marianne Amelinckx @kusalausa

1st AC - Theo Sturz @theosturz
2nd AC - Gabi Perez
Jib Op - Babak Mansouri @limitlessnow
Camera Intern - Destiny Gutierrez

Gaffer - Tate McCurdy @tatemccurdy
BBE - Colvin Ang @colvinang
Key Grip - Pablo Lopez
BBG - Collin Gallivan

Makeup - Vix McGrath @vixavage
Hair - Lovette Limones @lovettecandice

Art Director - Yingxi Wang
Set Dresser -Andrew Caso
Carousel Manager - Mitch Malone

Medic - Harout Klian
Truck PA - Lee Gonzales
Set PA - Sebastian Romero @sebbromero
Set PA - Alexa Caselle @
Set PA - Memetjan Semet @memetjan_semet
MoHo Driver - Pete Gomez

BTS - Jaysen Stewert

Snake Wrangler - Rick
Dove Wrangler - PePe

Lyrics:

You’re
All i ever wanted
So how come I’m still haunted
By these thoughts inside my head

You love me
but no matter what you say
There’s only one of two ways
that this is gonna end

Someone dies or someone gets hurt
But if one of us dies

i hope i die first
Cause i don’t wanna live without you
I don’t wanna ever learn
How to fall asleep you without you
Tell me what’s worse
Losing you now or later?
Maybe i can break the curse
And I can be in love forever
If i die first
I hope i die first
I can be in love forever if i die first

You’re my fire and my safety
You’d never mean to break me
And That’s why I’m afraid

Cause some day everybody’s leaving
You promise that you’ll stay
But that’s a promise you can’t make

Someone dies or someone gets hurt
But if one of us dies

I hope i die first
Cause i don’t wanna live without you
I don’t wanna ever learn
How to fall asleep you without you
Tell me what’s worse
Losing you now or later?
Maybe i can break the curse
And I can be in love forever
If i die first
I hope i die first
I can be in love forever if i die first

If I die first
I hope I die first
I can be in love forever

Love forever
Love forever

If I die first
Can’t escape it that’s how it works
Someone dies or someone gets hurt
But if one of us dies

#nessabarrett #diefirst #youngforever

All Comments (21)
  • @oliviadunne3736
    Literally crying and then the “in loving memory of cooper” balling even more! Shes such an angel 👼🏻 coop watch over this girl, she has light & love in her heart please bless her so she can keep spreading her magic! this world needs her❤️❤️❤️
  • This girl seriously writes songs like I've never seen before. She puts true meaning into her songs and appreciates her own creativity while doing so. This song has me balling my eyes out
  • @user-xw4dx6vm4x
    this is so chilling knowing this was written long before cooper’s passing unknowing that she would need this song later🕊🤍rip coop
  • @MileyandRileyYT
    Rest in Peace Cooper!🙏🤍So proud of you Nessa! Stay strong🌼
  • nessa, i know cooper is so proud of u rn!!! it mustve been hell loosing him and im so so sorry for your loss, i can feel the emotion in this song and its awful to have to loose someone you love when they were so young, someone who you spent hours with laughing, having fun times together, making memories in an instant, its heartbreaking. ur fans r always here and dont forget we love u sm!! and we're sooo soo proud of u girl! i hope uk that u help us in ways we cant even explain!!🤍🤍🕊
  • This song doesn't remind me of a boyfriend, but a best friend. I don't care if she wasn't human, she was still one of the bestest friends I could have ever had. My beautiful calico kitty didn't come home one night after she went outside. I miss her terribly and we had an unexplanible bond. So to any of you who recently lost a pet, please know that you are not alone in it. ❤
  • @tumblrqueen8143
    100% see why this was coop’s fav song. Honestly think it’s one of her best and meaningful songs
  • @reysiesmith3070
    Nessa, I know Cooper is so proud right now. No doubt that he is smiling. I’m also so proud of you and I think that we all are. You’re so strong, in every way possible. I feel so lucky to have the opportunity to watch you grow. love u forever 🤍🕊
  • If all we can only do is just imagine how painful it is to lose our loved ones then imagine the pain and loneliness they will go through all by themselves without you. 💔😢💔
  • I don’t care for TikTok singers, but Nessa has talent and creativity. She just doesn’t shit a song or 2, she puts thought and meaning in the words she sings. I definitely have respect for her.
  • @KMX
    nessa you are such a bright light in this cruel world. your voice is so powerful. the lyrics to every single song you write hit home. your music heals me in ways nothing else can. i hope you are finding hope & happiness despite everything that has happened. you deserve all the love & support in this world. keep on shinning your light & don't let anyone take it away from you🤍
  • @agokone
    I can't listen to this music without crying. I'm 40, this song is simple, and yet I think it's one of the most beautiful songs I've heard
  • @Astnovsag95
    My best friend told me the other day she wrote this song about her best friend. Really adds to the reason I know love comes from just the promise of commitment. Love comes in so many forms. Sometimes love in many forms is confusing but it's love. Love is pure. But we as humans will never be perfect.
  • @zoeysmiles940
    Never would've imagined when this song was announced it would be in memory of a beloved human. We love you always Coop. 🤍 He's so damn proud of you Ness, as are we.
  • @aysunlilith4389
    wow. This song is everything, it’s ours now to relate to however we can and want. But mostly it’s coopers. He’s looking down hyping you up more than he ever has before, while blasting this song in heaven. If I, someone who you’ve never met before, can be this incredibly proud of you, I can’t even begin to comprehend how proud coop must feel right now. Nessa you are truly a gem in this rotten world, let cooper keep the fire in you safe, make sure to never lose it. This song is a absolute masterpiece made by a beautiful soul for another beautiful Soul🎠🕊🖤
  • My younger brother committed suicide last weekend by overdosing on something. He was found with headphones on, presumably listening to something. This is his youtube account. He made a playlist containing 6 songs that was edited the day he passed. This is one of the 6 songs. With the method he used, he was dead after about 30 minutes, probably unconscious around 12 minutes. I like to think that it was peaceful for him with his music on. I love you Myles, I'll miss you everyday for the rest of my life.
  • I've been a huge fan of hers since she released pain. I'm so glad she's finally getting the recognition she deserves.