POV: Slowly losing yourself (an Indie Vent playlist) ~ Greenery

This Playlist on Spotify if anyone's wondering <33 name: POV: Slowly losing yourself

just know, i realized how lonely I truly am because of music.

Man all I really need is just a hug

"When you are ok, you hear the music. When you are hurt, you understand the words"

I feel like a planet, constantly spinning, no humans to take care of me.

Tw: vent? Is it bad that I have so much trust issues that I can barley talk to anyone without already thinking their bad people and that their gonna hurt me? actually scratch that "barley" I cant talk to people, everyone scares me when I dont know them, and I only talk when spoken to, I also have gotten very flinchy, like if someone raises their voice around me it scares me cause I think im doing something wrong, I just want to be young again without having to be scared of everyone.

0:00 - Sweet Tooth, Cavetown 4:01 - Bubble Gum, Clairo 6:51 - Simpler times, sweet Mylo 10:23 - I can't handle change, Roar 13:41 - tired, Beadabobee 16:59 - Sharpener, Cavetown 20:52 - bugbear, Chloe Moriondo 23:45 - First love/Late spring, Mitski 28:20 - Look who's inside again, Bo burnham 29:38 - Washing machine heart, Mitski 31:46 - Feel Better, Penelope Scott 35:59 - Rises the moon, Liana Flores 38:39 - Sorry haha I fell asleep, Egg 41:13 - How it goes, Sweet Mylo 45:17 - 505, Artic Monkeys 49:26 - Alien blues, Vundabar (I started respecting people who do this way more after I tried myself)

i don't know how to solve my life anymore. i don't eat, im getting more and more insecure, im overthinking to much, my friends hate me for what i am, im tired, i cry to much, and i can't sleep at night no matter what i do.

i expected the most angst old punk pop punk or emo playlist not this heart renching sweat hug of a playlist ahhhg

To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love you even if you have insecurities i love your accomplishments i love you even if you have failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on you even on sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you act i love you even if you cry i love you when you're kind i love you even if you you're mean i love you even if you're alone i love you even if you can't feel i love you even if you feel too much i love you even if you can't take life anymore i love you even if you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you even if you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you even if you don't believe in yourself i love you even if you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you even if you have problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you even if you're in pain i love you even if you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love you even if you have wounds i love you even if you have scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you even if you lie i love you even if you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you even if you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you even if you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you even if you have headache i love you even if you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you're mature i love you even if you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you even if life isn't bright i love you when you're responsible i love you even if you're irresponsible i love you even if you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love even if your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :) (Not mine but please spread it around, everyone deserves even just a little bit of love.) <3 you are loved

No one ever realizes how much they love crying not the sadness but the relief when your done that tranquility or just numbness that makes you feel light and heavy at the same time

Loving the playlist so much made me realize how bad my mental health is going down

ideal for my chemistry homework

I came out to my online friends as trans a little bit ago, and I'm too scared to tell my parents, even friends in real life. Constantly being called the name I reject, but have to answer to hurts, and hearing them talk about how they don't like transfolk hurts even more. This playlist feels like what I'm feeling. I'm just lonely and scared, and I need someone to talk to. Update: I came out to everyone, and uh… I’m fine now, I guess. It could be worse, but nothing’s changed.

sometimes i review playlists by taking a cold shower in the dark. this playlist passes the cold dark shower vibe check with flying colors 💕✨ congrats hehe

This playlist makes me sad cause im mainly thinking about stuff i did wrong and can't control that in the past.

The only thing that keeps me happy is my 2 only friends and music...

YOU KNOW THE VENT PLAYLIST IS GOOD WHEN YOU START SOBBING IN THE MIDDLE OF DOING YOUR HOMEWORK

Just by listening to these just makes me realise how fake I am in the public world meanwhile outside I'm very happy laughing with my friends etc while at home I go through many breakdowns at home I cry at home many times mostly everyday and I feel bad for lying who I am but at the same time what can we do? Show the real colours and make people judge us for who we really are ?. On the outside at school Im just that quiet kid with good grades being the topper in school people wanting to be me with my good grades but If they could see what I could see they wouldn't the amount of stress I go through studying is so much trying to get scholarships etc but I really can't . So, if you relate to this let's get better together <3

These playlists make me realize how much my problems affect me, I hadn't realize how much of an impact things like my Gender dysphoria can fuck my mind, along with the other shitty things in my life like my family arguments and constant bullying over problems with my body which already brought me down before the bullying, and to be able to even come out as Pansexual to them because of how little I think they would like me for it, saying that I should be normal like everybody else. Makes me wanna start hurting myself to try bring some of the pain out of my eternally painful life.