Hate Myself

“But i don’t wanna die, i just want relief”

This song legit explains me during late nights when I'm stuck with my thought

[Chorus] I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself [Verse 1] Yeah, late nights are the worst for me They bring out the worst in me Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me All the core beliefs And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I am not worth it 'cause I'm at war with peace I go to Hell, walk up to the corpse of me Look at the body like, "You ain't nothin' but poor and weak" It's kinda weird Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink That's more deceit, more defeat Is this really what I'm born to be? That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique So poor, but I'm so wealthy Need help, but you can't help me What else can the world sell me? Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they're goin' outta stock But it's not healthy [Chorus] I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself [Verse 2] Yeah, late nights get the best of me They know how to get to me Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful What is success when hope has left you? I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record I'm sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh! Come across like it's so easy But I feel like you don't need me When I feel like you don't need me Then I feel like you don't see me And my life has no meaning, drain me Hands out, tryna ask for love But when I get it, I just pass it up Throw it away and think about it later Diggin' through the trash for drugs Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't I'm scared because [Chorus] I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself [Verse 3] I walk through the ashes of my passions Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket Get lost in the questions I can't answer Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter We scream to be free, but I stay captured Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lacking Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it But I can't have it Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it But I can't have it Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it [Chorus] I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Hate myself But it's hard when I hate myself Hate myself But it's hard when I hate myself [Outro] When I hate myself It's kinda hard when I hate myself I hate myself It's hard when I hate myself

Thank God NF is always there at hard times with his relatable music. We dont feel alone at least

"I wish I could help but it's hard when I hate myself" This is literally me everytime I talk to my depressed friend, god NF hits all the emotional points

This is so relatable. NF is my hero

“I don’t want to die, I just want relief” that hit hard

Just got divorced after 14 years of marriage. This shit hit me so hard. Felt it on a spiritual level.

"What is success when hope is left" omg this is so powerful 💥🗝

Want to give ya a hug man!

why's NF gotta be so relatable i love it. anytime i cant express what im thinking i play one of his songs and it explains everything

Logic: I'm the only one brave enough to sing about mental illnesses NF: *hold my balloons* Edit: 400 likes is the most I've ever gotten

He has helped me so much... Idk where I would be without him.

I. Love NF

“Come across like it’s so easy but I feel like you don’t need me, and then I feel like you don’t see me and my life has no meaning” my favorite part. Couldn’t relate more

"Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me But I don’t wanna die, just wanna get relief" felt this in my bones

Damn now this is one of my favourites

Nf has the courage to say what I hold deep inside of me and am so afraid to say out loud. I hate myself... Anyways, shout out to him for real!

Drums kinda sounding like Heavydirtysoul, this is cool, great song

Finally a song that speaks about what I feel about myself