Paralyzed

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Guys treat your pillows with respect, they catch your tears when no one else will...

Little Girl: What's on your arm? Me: They're battle scars. Little Girl: You fought in a war? Me: Yeah. A long and hard one. Little Girl: That's so cool! Can I get one? Me: No. Please do not ever get any. But I'll tell you what. Whenever you see someone else with battle scars, I want you to go give them a hug, okay? Can you promise me? Little Girl: Yes, I promise. A few days later we went to a short shopping spree. Suddenly the little girl let go of my hand and ran up to another random teenager. Teen: Why are you hugging me? Little girl: Because... points you have battle scars just like my babysitter. The teen looks up at me, and I roll up my sleeve to show her. With tears in her eyes, she says one thing to me... Teen: My war is far from being finished yet, but I'm not done fighting. She bends down at eye level at the little girl Teen: Thanks for giving me the strength to keep fighting. You are forever my war hero this is not mine. I just share it cuz it was so beautiful. Share it with other people they have the will to keep living. fighting!

am I the only one who hide this from mom and dad

LYRICS: When did I become so numb? When did I lose myself? All the words that leave my tongue Feel like they came from someone else I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me inside I'm paralyzed When did I become so cold? When did I become ashamed? (oh) Where's the person that I know? They must have left They must have left With all my faith I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me inside I'm paralyzed I'm paralyzed I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago But it's still alive And it's taking over me where am I? I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside But I don't feel nothing, I wonder why I'm in the race of life and time passed by Look, I sit back and I watch it Hands in my pockets Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em I just watch 'em I'm underwater but I feel like I'm on top of it I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is I'm in a box But I'm the one who locked me in Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me inside I'm paralyzed (I'm just so paralyzed) Where are my feelings? (yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) I no longer feel things (I have no feelings) I know I should (oh how come I'm not moving why aren't I moving ay yeah) I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? (where is the real me, where is the real me?) I'm lost and it kills me inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed) I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)

don't realize how much we love things till we lose them.

I buried my wife last month I'm beyond paralyzed...I can't describe this powerful force of physiological and emotional pain

"im scared to live im scared to die" Words that i can relate to so much

I'm the therapist to all my friends, but when it comes to me I can't even get myself to make a real smile I help them because I know what it's like to be hurt and alone I don't want them to go through all that alone like I do

For those who cut and hurt, I want to introduce the butterfly project to you. So, every time you want to cut, draw a butterfly on your arm with sharpie Next, name it after someone you love or someone who cares for you. Remember letting it fade naturally keeps it alive, so don’t scrub it off! And no matter how many you have, cutting kills them all! Keep your butterflies safe! Also please if your mental health is low, seek help, I love you all regardless whether I’ve met you or not ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Right now, I've never related to a song as much as this one. I just want to breathe

I can't even describe the 7 years of terror I had to endure with my mother's second marraige. Yes, judging from his songs, Nate had it worse off then I did. But even so, living with an emotional sadist is terrifying. I was sitting on a rock when a random guy came and asked me why I looked so tired. I told him I didn't sleep without moving my eyes from the tree I was starring at. He asked me how long this has gone on. I told him I got little to no sleep anymore. He asked me why. I said "too dangerous" and showed him the bruises from my last fight with my stepdad. He showed me his scars and told me that I was a fighter, that I would survive no matter what because it is not in the nature of people like me or Nate to just disappear. Nate and that man are forever my strength.

“i’m lost and it kills me” that hurts me the most

"I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die" Same here bud. :/

It's kinda sad when you know the lyrics on the first time hearin it.. Life is rough sometimes..

The part that goes” Where’s the person that I know? “ My mom said the exact same thing just “where’s the daughter that I know?” And I responded with “She must’ve left....with all my faith” I left the living room right away, went in my room, and locked my door.

My dad almost died to cancer but he didn’t if he did I would be so depressed and lose it 💔 thank you lord almost clean 💖 Update after 2 months ago: My dad actually went to get a test to make sure the cancer is actually gone but the doctors noticed something like the numbers were going up. Turns out it never disappeared and now it spreaded throughout his body. Never felt so much pain.

“IM FINE”

“Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things”. I feel like nothing inside and people just don’t understand. My mind is everywhere. “Im scared to live but I’m scared to die”. Nf just spoke my mind fr

Nf is the fire to my house, his songs rages on and spreads light... Nf's music is my sword and shield as I battle against my anxiety and depression. his music is the moon it shines so bright and lights up the darkness. He has saved a lot of people cuz of his music... I'm alive because of him.. tho the darkness rages on inside of me... His music will be my light to show me happiness and show the way home