Mansion

Anyone here 2024?

NF isn't a rapper, he created his own genre of music, and its REAL.

Anyone else come back after he just dropped "Hope"

I have like... an unhealthy amount respect for this man.

I guess we can all agree that NF is the best rapper that we have ever listened too.

We don't cry because of the lyric's. We cry because of what we think of when we listen to the lyric's.

"Is That Me Or The Fear Talking I Dont Know Anymore" I Felt That...

We will protect NF at all costs. This man is saving life's everyday and expressing what we can't verbally say

For people who have been hurt. Hug? Guys don't even ask take as many as you need it might hurt me more everytime but I am just a depressed one helping other depressed souls.

Although I got abused I learned to turn my bruises into "popularity" by saying they are hickeies I've got by guys...but I don't know how to cover up the anger...lost my dad at 6...he killed himself and I remember sitting there looking at him...I lost myself right then and there and I haven't felt happy in 10 years but this song makes me feel like I ain't lost-...like I don't know who I am-...reaching out my hand and nf is pulling me back into the light I feel..hope for once in my life..thank you nate

This is one of the most emotional songs I’ve seen in a while, not emotional like voice cracks and crying, like anger covering the sadness.

This song hits home for me...

LYRICS [Chorus: Fleurie] Insidious is blind inception What's reality with all these questions? Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in Slept in Broken legs, but I chase perfection These walls are my blank expression My mind is a home I'm trapped in And it's lonely inside this mansion [Verse 1: NF] Yo, my mind is a house with walls, covered in lyrics They're all over the place, there's songs in the mirrors Written all over the floors, all over the chairs And you get the uncut version of life when I go downstairs That's where I write when I'm in a bad place and need to release And let out the version of NF you don't wanna see I put holes in the walls with both of my fists till they bleed You might get a glimpse of how I cope with all this anger in me Physically abused, now that's the room that I don't wanna be in That picture ain't blurry at all, I just don't wanna see it And these walls ain't blank, I just think I don't wanna see 'em But why not? I'm in here, so I might as well read 'em I gotta thank you for this anger that I carry around Wish I could take a match and burn this whole room to the ground Matter of fact, I think I'ma burn this room right now Somehow, this memory, for some reason, just won't burn down You used to put me in the corner, so you could see the fear in my eyes Then took me downstairs and beat me till I screamed and I cried Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind But I'ma keep the door shut and lock the lyrics inside [Chorus: Fleurie] Insidious is blind inception What's reality with all these questions? Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in And slept in Broken legs, but I chase perfection These walls are my blank expression My mind is a home I'm trapped in And it's lonely inside this mansion, inside this mansion [Verse 2: NF] Yo, my mind is a house with walls, covered in pain See, my problem is, I don't fix things, I just try to repaint Cover 'em up, like it never happened, say, "I wish I could change" Are you confused? Come upstairs and I'll show you what I mean This room's full of regrets, it just keeps getting fuller, it seems The moment I walk into it's the same moment that I wanna leave I get sick to my stomach every time I look at these things But it's hard to look past when this is the room where I sleep I look around, one of the worst things I wrote on these walls Was the moment I realized that I was losing my mom One of the first things I wrote was, "I wish I woulda called" But I should just stop now, we ain't got enough room in this song And I regret the fact that I struggled trying to find who I am And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can Shrug it off like it ain't nothing, like it's out of my hands Then get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plans And I regret watchin' these trust issues eat me alive And at the rate I'm goin', they'll probably still be there when I die Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind The question is, will I ever clean the walls off in time? [Chorus: Fleurie] Insidious is blind inception What's reality with all these questions? Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in And slept in Broken legs, but I chase perfection These walls are my blank expression My mind is a home I'm trapped in And it's lonely inside this mansion, inside this mansion [Verse 3: NF] So this part of my house, no one's been in it for years I built a safe room and I don't let no one in there 'Cause if I do, there's a chance that they might disappear And not come back, and I admit, I am emotionally scared To let anyone inside, so I just leave my doors locked You might get other doors to open up, but this door's not 'Cause I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me And I'll be the only person that I can blame when you desert me I'm barricaded inside, so stop watchin' I'm not coming to the door, so stop knockin', stop knockin' I'm trapped here, God keeps saying I'm not locked in I chose this, I am lost in my own conscience I know that shuttin' the world out ain't solvin' the problem But I didn't build this house because I thought it would solve 'em I built it because I thought that it was safer in there But it's not, I'm not the only thing that's livin' in here Fear came to my house years ago, I let him in Maybe that's the problem, 'cause I've been dealing with this ever since I thought that he would leave, but it's obvious, he never did He must have picked a room and got comfortable and settled in Now I'm in a position, it's either sit here and let 'em win Or put him back outside where he came from, but I never can 'Cause in order to do that, I'd have to open the doors Is that me or the fear talking? I don't know anymore [Outro: NF & Fleurie] It's lonely Inside (Inside), inside (Inside) It's lonely (It's lonely) Oh, yeah, it's lonely Inside this mansion

Its even sadder when the lyrics arnt sad anymore. Their just relatable

1:52 Today was HOPE release and I'm here since I hear Dreams the first time. And I just want to say Nate that He will never know how much inspire so many people in their life, their jobs or even with social life wow. Thank you Nate for keep asking yourself who you want to be and showing that to us. I don’t know if the next album means the end of the thoughts in this song or the changes in your mansion but it will be great anyways. Maybe we could never face some conversations in a healthy way without singing your lyrics, sometimes we all carry the stuff that make us to forget how to talk with our mates and take all the bad stuff out for keep alive the good stuff. So maybe from all your fans we wish you the best now and always, thanks for being REAL when world make us to feel like it’s better to fake it 🖤:

The urge I get as a kid to just run up to NF and giving a hug like he's my father is just a different kind of pain i feel

Here after hope, how can we forget this? 🤌

A very dear old friend of mine suggested I listen to this song while we were having a very personal in depth conversation last night and I am truly grateful. I feel every word of this song!!

He is the only rapper to help me escape reality

I just want to give him a hug and say I’m sorry for everything bad that ever happened to him. No one deserves to be back stabbed by the ones you love or hurt by the people that is supposed to be protecting you.