Huge Sad edit audios pack bc marvel sometimes is just pure pain

LMAO 2 HOURS OF PURE DEPRESSION

to the person reading this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to lose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginably painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain through your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you through all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe your heart has been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen to. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel. It's heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen to. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much. I write this because I want you to stay here with me. I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, you're mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger than you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging then build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see other stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in their life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way then you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again. I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you then don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy. I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spent enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart then I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general then I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of. I accept you and support you. I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it with such sad music. I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there are a lot of unsaid things I want to tell you and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not a weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like it's your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)

i love how there are pics of every broken character from every movie/series/trylogy that can break your heart.

me: this can’t be that sad. the video: shows bucky me: sobs

Okay 👌 But first let's talk about how when I looked at this it had 200 views, but as soon I clicked it it turned to 177.. What kind of sorcery-

my favs 3:30 - the monster 5:34 - rewrite the stars 6:33 - shine a light 7:39- afraid 9:32 - can i exist 10:09 - human 10:50 - little talks 14:00 - medicine 15:28 - beach 16:01 - dark paradise>>>>>> 16:42 - rejection 17:12 - just come home 19:32 - not allowed 20:43 - the end of the world 22:06 - mrs potatohead 24:22 - cigarette daydreams 25:29 - deep end 27:31 - somebody i used to know 32:16 - dusk till down 33:00 - impossible 33:57- i cant handle change 38:44 - salvatore ............................

It’s ironic that I was looking for what about us for Lizzie and that was the picture for it

pov: ur alone and have no one

46:17 I've never heard a "hope ur ok" edit audio with such a smooth ending. This video is so beautiful and underrated.

00:01 talking to the moon x arcade 00:48 maps 1:22 stay 2:07 take care 2:56 twin size mattress 3:30 the monsters 3:57 im a mess 4:32 everything i wanted 5:06 locked out of heaven 5:33 rewrite the stars 6:32 shine a light 7:19 stay pt 2 7:38 afraid 8:25 happier than ever 9:31 can i exist 10:08 human 10:49 little talks 11:26 smells like teen spirit 11:54 another love 12:27 dollhouse 13:06 another love pt 2 14:00 medicine 14:34 drivers license 15:27 the beach 16:00 dark paradise 16:41 4 morant (rejection) 17:11 just come home 17:55 friends 18:43 moment 18:55 grenade 19:30 not allowed 20:12 and to those i love thanks for sticking around 20:42 the end of the world 20:57 im on your side 21:30 1-800-273-8255 22:05 mrs potatohead 22:45 let you down 23:30 big jet plane 24:20 cigarette daydreams 24:45 twin size mattress pt 2 24:52 falling down 25:28 deep end 26:20 stay with me 27:02 the way life goes 27:30 somebody i used to know 28:21 its you 28:55 good grief 29:22 trainwreck 29:55 hold on 30:40 love is gone 31:27 this city 32:16 dusk til dawn 33:00 impossible 33:57 i cant handle change 34:25 feel something x stranger 35:07 infinity 35:50 moral of the story 36:30 dynasty 37:30 apocalypse 38:05 lust for life 38:44 salvatore 39:38 ocean eyes 39:57 married life 40:50 i dont wanna be u 41:28 black sea 42:12 yellow 42:48 let me down slowly 43:31 daddy issues 44:15 afterlife 44:53 sad song 45:45 sweater weather 46:17 hope ur ok 46:54 runaway 47:31 hymn for the weekend 48:05 cradles 48:39 home 49:07 heart attack 49:54 deja vu 50:43 overwhelmed 51:18 la la la 52:00 take me to church 52:37 in this shirt 53:22 when will i see you again 53:50 leave the light on 54:17 goodbye to a world 55:04 fairytale 55:41 useless child 56:14 happy pills 56:57 hometown 57:37 into your arms 58:16 flashlight 58:58 why 59:36 happier 1:00:30 electrical 1:00:58 this is home 1:01:50 fire on fire 1:02:40 prom dress 1:03:22 reckless 1:04:07 faded 1:04:59 jar of hearts 1:05:45 dandelions 1:06:08 panic room 1:06:55 how dare we sit quietly 1:07:15 little lion man 1:07:32 the other side 1:08:18 little bit 1:08:45 breezeblocks 1:09:02 hurt 1:09:28 after dark 1:09:53 au volant 1:10:10 bitches broken heart 1:10:30 7 years x latch 1:11:29 wheres my love 1:11:54 where is my mind 1:12:16 cigarette duet 1:12:52 washing machine heart 1:13:36 murders 1:14:21 freaks 1:14:22 pretty hurts 1:15:16 young and beautiful 1:16:16 show me what im looking for 1:16:57 hurts so good 1:17:42 my blood 1:18:04 only 1:18:45 say you wont let go 1:19:31 arent we just terrified 1:20:16 youth 1:20:52 falling apart 1:21:24 falling 1:22:04 falling 1:22:57 talking to the moon x fantasy 1:23:43 this side of paradise 1:24:43 ily 1:25:23 falling 1:26:06 diamond 1:26:48 all time low 1:27:37 7 years 1:28:20 black swan 1:28:55 young 1:29:33 the beach pt 2 1:29:56 ykwim 1:30:26 nobody 1:30:56 mr lover man 1:31:24 me & my husband 1:31:56 talking to the moon 1:32:39 when i was your man 1:33:30 line without a hook 1:34:06 sign of the times 1:34:52 outside 1:35:32 umbrella 1:35:52 lovely 1:36:29 dead to me 1:36:55 stressed out 1:37:45 dancing with your ghost 1:38:23 get you to the moon 1:38:46 how could you leave us 1:39:22 heal 1:39:56 idfc 1:40:55 white silence 1:41:22 star shopping 1:42:04 youre somebody else 1:42:46 you broke me first 1:43:06 sorry 1:43:47 do what you are doing 1:44:16 happiest year 1:44:43 i hate u i love u 1:45:11 bruises 1:45:44 are you with me 1:46:17 the one that got away 1:47:03 before you go 1:47:38 saviour 1:48:03 je te laisserai des mots 1:48:45 wait 1:49:45 traitor 1:50:21 space song 1:50:52 unfair 1:51:22 feel something 1:52:03 heather 1:52:52 as the world caves in 1:53:18 the enemy 1:54:18 what a lie 1:55:04 i want you to be happier 1:55:32 bellyache 1:56:00 favourite crime 1:56:24 angel by wings 1:57:04 happier 1:57:42 drown 1:58:29 wings 1:58:52 stay 1:59:25 black out days 2:00:02 try 2:00:44 drive 2:01:12 another love pt 3 2:01:34 no angles 2:01:56 stay 2:02:43 bored 2:03:38 i love the way you lie 2:04:22 eight 2:05:02 please 2:05:50 what about us 2:06:23 softcore 2:06:53 arcade 2:07:44 miss wanna die 2:08:17 idfc x soap 2:08:51 hate me 2:09:43 in heat 2:10:20 can you feel my heart 2:11:04 im so tired 2:11:39 experience 2:12:34 maps pt 2 2:13:08 everything i wanted pt 2 also watched all of it! :)

my entire depression in 2 hours

☻𝓉𝒾𝓂ℯ 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓂𝓅𝓈☻ ▼・ᴥ・▼ 1 talking to the moon x arcade 00:48 maps 1:22 stay 2:07 take care 2:56 twin size mattress 3:30 the monsters 3:57 im a mess 4:32 everything i wanted 5:06 locked out of heaven 5:33 rewrite the stars 6:32 shine a light 7:19 stay pt 2 7:38 afraid 8:25 happier than ever 9:31 can i exist 10:08 human 10:49 little talks 11:26 smells like teen spirit 11:54 another love 12:27 dollhouse 13:06 another love pt 2 14:00 medicine 14:34 drivers license 15:27 the beach 16:00 dark paradise 16:41 4 morant (rejection) 17:11 just come home 17:55 friends 18:43 moment 18:55 grenade 19:30 not allowed 20:12 and to those i love thanks for sticking around 20:42 the end of the world 20:57 im on your side 21:30 1-800-273-8255 22:05 mrs potatohead 22:45 let you down 23:30 big jet plane 24:20 cigarette daydreams 24:45 twin size mattress pt 2 24:52 falling down 25:28 deep end 26:20 stay with me 27:02 the way life goes 27:30 somebody i used to know 28:21 its you 28:55 good grief 29:22 trainwreck 29:55 hold on 30:40 love is gone 31:27 this city 32:16 dusk til dawn 33:00 impossible 33:57 i cant handle change 34:25 feel something x stranger 35:07 infinity 35:50 moral of the story 36:30 dynasty 37:30 apocalypse 38:05 lust for life 38:44 salvatore 39:38 ocean eyes 39:57 married life 40:50 i dont wanna be u 41:28 black sea 42:12 yellow 42:48 let me down slowly 43:31 daddy issues 44:15 afterlife 44:53 sad song 45:45 sweater weather 46:17 hope ur ok 46:54 runaway 47:31 hymn for the weekend 48:05 cradles 48:39 home 49:07 heart attack 49:54 deja vu 50:43 overwhelmed 51:18 la la la 52:00 take me to church 52:37 in this shirt 53:22 when will i see you again 53:50 leave the light on 54:17 goodbye to a world 55:04 fairytale 55:41 useless child 56:14 happy pills 56:57 hometown 57:37 into your arms 58:16 flashlight 58:58 why 59:36 happier 1:00:30 electrical 1:00:58 this is home 1:01:50 fire on fire 1:02:40 prom dress 1:03:22 reckless 1:04:07 faded 1:04:59 jar of hearts 1:05:45 dandelions 1:06:08 panic room 1:06:55 how dare we sit quietly 1:07:15 little lion man 1:07:32 the other side 1:08:18 little bit 1:08:45 breezeblocks 1:09:02 hurt 1:09:28 after dark 1:09:53 au volant 1:10:10 bitches broken heart 1:10:30 7 years x latch 1:11:29 wheres my love 1:11:54 where is my mind 1:12:16 cigarette duet 1:12:52 washing machine heart 1:13:36 murders 1:14:21 freaks 1:14:22 pretty hurts 1:15:16 young and beautiful 1:16:16 show me what im looking for 1:16:57 hurts so good 1:17:42 my blood 1:18:04 only 1:18:45 say you wont let go 1:19:31 arent we just terrified 1:20:16 youth 1:20:52 falling apart 1:21:24 falling 1:22:04 falling 1:22:57 talking to the moon x fantasy 1:23:43 this side of paradise 1:24:43 ily 1:25:23 falling 1:26:06 diamond 1:26:48 all time low 1:27:37 7 years 1:28:20 black swan 1:28:55 young 1:29:33 the beach pt 2 1:29:56 ykwim 1:30:26 nobody 1:30:56 mr lover man 1:31:24 me & my husband 1:31:56 talking to the moon 1:32:39 when i was your man 1:33:30 line without a hook 1:34:06 sign of the times 1:34:52 outside 1:35:32 umbrella 1:35:52 lovely 1:36:29 dead to me 1:36:55 stressed out 1:37:45 dancing with your ghost 1:38:23 get you to the moon 1:38:46 how could you leave us 1:39:22 heal 1:39:56 idfc 1:40:55 white silence 1:41:22 star shopping 1:42:04 youre somebody else 1:42:46 you broke me first 1:43:06 sorry 1:43:47 do what you are doing 1:44:16 happiest year 1:44:43 i hate u i love u 1:45:11 bruises 1:45:44 are you with me 1:46:17 the one that got away 1:47:03 before you go 1:47:38 saviour 1:48:03 je te laisserai des mots 1:48:45 wait 1:49:45 traitor 1:50:21 space song 1:50:52 unfair 1:51:22 feel something 1:52:03 heather 1:52:52 as the world caves in 1:53:18 the enemy 1:54:18 what a lie 1:55:04 i want you to be happier 1:55:32 bellyache 1:56:00 favourite crime 1:56:24 angel by wings 1:57:04 happier 1:57:42 drown 1:58:29 wings 1:58:52 stay 1:59:25 black out days 2:00:02 try 2:00:44 drive 2:01:12 another love pt 3 2:01:34 no angles 2:01:56 stay 2:02:43 bored 2:03:38 i love the way you lie 2:04:22 eight 2:05:02 please 2:05:50 what about us 2:06:23 softcore 2:06:53 arcade 2:07:44 miss wanna die 2:08:17 idfc x soap 2:08:51 hate me 2:09:43 in heat 2:10:20 can you feel my heart 2:11:04 im so tired 2:11:39 experience 2:12:34 maps pt 2 2:13:08 everything i wanted 𝓉𝒽𝒿𝓈 𝓉ℴℴ𝓀

1:28:20 gives me goosebumps everytime.

Dude the Spider-Man no way home movie is 2 hours I CRIED CONSISTENTLY FOR 1 HOUR AND 15 MINUTES OF THE MOVIE- Sometimes I stopped crying for a few seconds but MAN THAT WAS SO DEPRESSING WTFFF

THIS IS SO UNDERRATED WHAT

This maked me remind that i got rejected by my crush and that my bestfriends leaved me for a new girl in my school...

when you know what happened in the new spider man and there was tom holland in love is gone me: oop-

1:35:52 Kai Parker (Lovely) 2:13:07 KAI PARKER (Everything i wanted)

Idk if this is normal, but idc. This helps me do my homework peacefully, and I'm glad, even the songs are heartbreaking (duh cuz is sad). Because school is a huge reason for stress. And the fact that most of my favorite characters in each fandom I joined are amazing. Tysm for making this!<33

The fact that Spencer Hastings is there is just <333