tired of missing you | depressing love playlist

I'm over the relationship but I can't get over the feeling of missing the friendship.

I hate that I still miss him, but I don't want to forget about him.

it’s just so empty. i was so happy before we met. and the happiest i’ve ever been during our relationship. but, now i’m back exactly where i was before we met, and i feel worse than i ever have in so long.

Not me, wearing headphones and listening to this Playlist at 2AM

Yes I am tired!! , can't wait until I'm over him 😭I'm sick of it

Its been years,months, days, and he's still on my mind. I just dont understand how you can show so much love for a person and show that you care for them so much but then they just leave they leave you heartbroken, depressed, and lonely. Like I was there for you and you couldn't be here for me? But i still care after you hurt me.

if u're sad, remember, u have a lot of people who care about u, u are strong, and definetly u are enough <3

just imagine there is two people. both were in a relationship with each other. they ended it but they both still want each other. they sit and listen to this playlist every night thinking of what they once had with each other.

I just can’t sleep and it’s 4 am

Man, she’s gone. Forever, I’ll never see her again. And I can’t stop thinking I could have changed the outcome. I miss her. It seems as if no one else does though, and its sickening. I would give anything for a little longer. My heart sank when I heard she didn’t make it, I had no time to process it, no time to grief. Rest In Peace I will never forget you <3

I haven’t lost him yet but I feel him drifting away and it hurts bc I actually love him..

The ocean fell in love with the sky. She loved her so much, but they could never touch. She would reach higher and higher, making her surface roll like hills that fell just short of mountains. The sky would cry on stormy nights, filling the ocean with her tears, in hopes that her water would rise high enough to embrace. But they never could. So, one early hour, when the sky held the glowing sun, she offered the ocean a gift. She told her she’d give half of her beautiful color to the once clear ocean. So she did. The deep hue slipped down the horizon, filling the clear waters with a sapphire glow. The sky was left with only a bright, dusty periwinkle. Finally, a piece of her was with the ocean at all times, and she could rest easily. So she set down the sun and slept, knowing that their love would last forever.

POV: you wrote a “just because” poem Just because I love him And I care about him, Care about his health, And want him to be happy. Eventually, He will want something “To be single” he says To be on a “break” To figure out how to feel Turned into dumping me Late at night, Over text, And as I watch him break me I can’t do anything but stare and hope Hope for a better tomorrow Hope for him

I miss you, my love. Thank you for everything.

i can’t wait till i’m actually happy, not temporarily happy. like when someone makes a funny joke and i laugh but then i go home and sleep for 4 hours cause i can’t be bothered to any of my responsibilities or emotions. i can’t feel it, i’ll be better at some point. i’m just scared it’ll slip away again like it did before. the things i used to like just make me sad now and they say “it has to get worse before it gets better” but i don’t want it to be worse. i’m barely keeping my head above water now.

I didn’t even want him at first it was HIM who wanted me. He fed me a whole bunch of sweet lies along with broken promises, even made me fall in love and then one day just up and left like nothing ever mattered. How does your heart even mend after something like that? He’s so unaffected and it kills me because I still compare every guy that I meet to him, somehow it always comes back to him:(

“do you think we’re soulmates in every reality?” he asks me, not even a glance towards my body. The question makes my chest ache. I remember all the times i wanted to hug him. All the time I was missing him without even having met him. All the pain. All the failed attempts. “yes, I think so.” I say out loud. I open my eyes to realize I’m daydreaming again. I look around, to see the room I’m so familiar with, the room I’m disappointed to see each morning, when I wake up. I’m so tired of missing you, my love! I’m coming for you, though. It only takes one successful attempt.

Each eye contact with him from a far it hurts remembering how much i cried just to talk to him again ,at least a text back ...when i was at my lowest and no one else was there

I wasn't even dating them. They were just my best friend. The only person who I had ever cared for or trusted so much. The only person who treated me like I actually mattered. But in trying to be perfect for them, since they were toxic and I was refusing to see it, I did something wrong and they didn't tell me, so I kept doing it cuz I didn't know it was wrong and they grew to hate me for it and now I've lost them and it's been three months but seeing them at school or the rollerskating rink we used to go to together still makes me cry, but they'll just come up to me and tell me to stop trying to make them feel bad even tho I'm not and I just wish we were still friends, cuz I like really genuinely cared for them, so much so that it hurts as if it were a break up with a lover

i’ll always have a void in my heart and life without her