crying. | heartbroken playlist

Real depression is when every time you start to think your getting up there in life it just fades and you start heading back towards the bottom again I guess just keep going till you can't no more!

My girlfriend just died... she passed while she was asleep, she was pronounced dead at 7ish....her name was Maria, she was a type 1 diabetic and was 23....I was gifted 9 months with ups and downs and we were just about to get our own house together... I can't express or feel anything towards this. When people ask, I can only cope by laughing it off or changing subjects...... I am so lost it terrifies me.... R.I.P Maria H. 3/3/2000-1/23/2024 I will see you again someday when I fade from this world and join you...good bye my love...😭😮‍💨😒💔

Literally to the 1% who's reading this, God belss you, and may your each dreams come true, stay safe healthy have a wonderful day

Re-finding my 8th grade sweetheart, starting a combined family…the best 4 years of our life, he passed in 2019. I haven’t connected to reality since. Whenever I start to feel for anyone or anything I pull back. I cannot accept happiness without him. I’m still in love with him and living in our memories daily.

To anyone reading this while listening to this music, I know what you feel, you’re probably even crying right now, but whatever can happen to you is nothing compared to what you have accomplished and who you are. You are an amazing person and never let anyone make you feel otherwise. You might be having a bad time, but behind walls is always happiness. Have a great day/week/month/year and remember that nothing is worth loosing your life.

Nobody is going to come save us but ourselves… we can’t keep letting them hurt us like this….

I fake every smile for everyone else to be happy 😢

Just 3 am and crying my soul out of my body

I'm slowly losing myself. I really want to get out of this life and enjoy it, but I'm unable to do it. This is the first time I realized that I've become so weak, decaying from inside.  It makes me sad whenever I see myself, what I was 3 years ago, and what I am now. I just pray that no soul has to go through this situation. Amen!

It has been so hard for me to find THAT sad vent playlist. This is literally perfect! thank you!!

How many The broken-hearted left is here ?🫠

I wish my heart could speak how it felt.

If anyone sees this comment, thank you for looking at it, it means alot to me to know that someone might see me

uk sometimes im just trying to make everyone happy , to change in a way that everyone would like me and i know thats not possible…. i always feel left out , i feel that my friends don’t really care about me . i just wanna be loved and hugged ,it’s all i need . i want someone to hug me so tight and dont let me go and let my cry as much as i need … i wanna pause life for some time so i can properly breathe without stressing that smth will go wrong . its 1 am and my other thinking is killing me. people that read this i am sure ull reach ur goals and u are gorgeous ❤ i wish u have the best year ever and have close people that are going to love u till death

I'm in my toughest time ever. Don't know if I can come through this. Hope everything will turn🙏😭

sigh... i have to get this off my chest. I loved her for nine years, obsessed about her, tried all I could, even the stupid things I did... were just stupid. i tried to let her know, more than once but she said she wasn't ready. I waited for a couple of years before I letting her know once again. all she told me was, "you are funny." Those words broke me. i tried moving on but I couldn't do it fast enough. A year later I found love, she was not everything I wanted, but she was perfect the way she was. She thought I loved her out of pity no matter how much I tried to let her understand that I truly loved her. we dated for a few years then one day she told me that she was "sorry." and that, she could not do 'this' anymore. I could not understand what I had done wrong, I loved her as much as I could, I know I didnt have much money then but I wasn't tight-fisted, we never argued; I was always compromising, always sacrificing. Damn! i couldn't even hold her hand in public, it was as if she was ashamed of me but I didn't the memo. A few months after we broke up, I heard from my cousin that the first girl I had loved was ready to love me when was dating the second girl. I wanted nothing more than to go to her and pour my heart out to her, because I still loved her. But I didnt do any stupid thing, I had regained my self respect inexchange for my love. we still talk when ever I go to see her parents, but I know that what is lost is lost. Nonetheless, I have lost my ability to love. its been a year and I still feel heart broken, I cont bring myself to fall in love anymore. It seems I haven't fully healed, and i am not sure if i will ever heal. I really hope that the both of them find love and that they keep it and treat it better than they treated mine. Now I just drown myself in work, trying to forget, trying to not relive my pain. People think I am cold and an autosexual, but its just my defensive mechanism. I can't relive what i experienced all those years ago. Please who ever is reading this don't do stupid things for love, at least if you would, do them for someone who would do some stupid things for you as well.

Every day, i look at myself in the mirror and think could i have did better? Every day, i lay in my bed at 3 am thinking could everything turned out differently? Every day, I still think about her. No matter how i try to forget, the memories will still be stuck deep in my heart. Every day, i still lay in my bed crying thinking about her.

Last Saturday we spent the day together, the sun was shining, she was beautiful, her laughter was like music, her smile brighter than the sun. Tonight I found out I will never see her again, not even to say goodbye. I want to lie down and never get up, but I must go on. I must pretend to be alive. She was my love, she was my life.

anyone else just wanna leave this earth and hope everyone forgets them

it hurts when people don’t wanna understand how you feel & only see your mistakes.