Hospital (again)

I just wanted to share my great thanks to all of you. You are all so kind and loving. I don't deserve you. ❤

Oh darling Ange, I love you so so much - praying for you, God is with you & I'm holding you in my heart.

I was anorexic when I was 18. I know how hard it is. I know the emotional and physical pain. I have been in therapy most of my adult life. I now have to battle depression and anxiety, but I am stable and doing well now. I still have moments of darkness in my life, but I think back how God delivered me through them all. He will do the same for you. There is nothing too difficult for Him. Remember how much He loves you and wants you healthy and happy. He doesn't wish any of us to be ill. Jesus was His sacrifice to save the world from sin and death and have eternal life. All we must do is believe it and accept him into our hearts. He has a healing for you. I am going to keep you close in prayer because I know He will help you. He loves you, and so do I. Close your eyes every night and think of how you wish to be. Pray to Him to begin to work in your life. Open your heart and mind. I pray the peace that passes all understanding will fill you, and you will feel stronger and more stable as the days pass. I know how devastating those hospital stays can be. Take the time there to come closer to God and ask for His will be done in your life. Remember fear is the opposite of peace. I pray for peace for you. I pray for your healing, strength, and complete recovery. If you would ever like to get in touch, my name is Lisa. I am a recovered anorexic, and a child of God. I'm sure many are praying for you, love you, and support you. I am glad I saw your video. Tonight, I lift you up in prayer.❤ Listen to Evanescence--"Hello." I relate so much to this song in my dark hours.

Take care lovely, sending love and hugs 😘🕊️💕

This, too, will pass. The anxiety, fear and frustration will only be with you temporarily. Stay fighting, stay you, and come back stronger! ❤

We're all with you. I'm praying for you. You will get through this.

I was shocked to see this and am so sorry this is happening. Hopefully you will be physically more stable soon , the intervention must have been necessary and you are more physically unwell than you realised . I have had anorexia most of my life , with fluctuating bmi , sometimes low ( once or twice needin intervention ) but I have managed mostly to accept n live with this . The mental anguish , I feel for you and the fear also but know this will pass and persevere into love for yourself and feel the love around you , it will heal you . I was so hysterically scared on a psych ward at 18 and recieved cruelty from doctors and nurses ( 1 exception ) who seemed to think I was an indulgent attention seeker , as you say , this causes trauma , I will neva forget but now ( age 56 !) I am still here , had a child (28!) And lived to tell tale , neva fully ' recovered ' and I don't expect to but I am ok and you will b to , believe x ❤

Try to spend the time resting. Listening to some kind of music, or perhaps an audio book, might be pleasant xx

It breaks my heart to see you cry. I wish I could give you a hug. It'll be OK. You'll be back at home before you know it. Just hang on. XOXOX

I can't believe this 😢I have know you are scared, just take it one hour at a time sweetie. I'm praying for you. You will get through this this, I know it's REALLY hard but you are so strong. Try to think of your daughter and you the things you want to accomplish when you get home. All my love and prayers come your way ❤❤❤❤❤❤

Thinking of you 💜 I hope you are okay. Sending you hugs

Thinking of you <3

really sorry dear :( i know ow ard it is to be in hosptial how trauamtic it was always for me...but i hope at least they ll help you little bit aroudn your health anfd youll feel bettter..remmmber yur needy here♥in this world especially for your daugther...use your time there for rest and for art....i also hated having feeding tube i know how unplasant and discomofort it is...ive had it 2se against my will and was really fdiffuclt fr me me but dont worry it will not lost long hold on please, sending prayers♥

Oh no, I feel for you in this situation ❤ Just take things day by day and I am sure you will be back home soon. Thinking of you always 💗

I wish you luck

I am so so sorry hun. I know hospital is very hard for you because of PTSD. I'm the same. Having an NG tube feed 24/7 is extremely difficult. Sending you so so much love ❤

🙏 Prayers for you and your Family! Let go and let God!

YOU ARE STRONG ANDD LOVED X

So sorry you had to go to hospital 😢 my heart goes out to you. Praying for you. I know it seems really scary being there and having the tube, but you will start to feel so much better physically and won't be feeling light headed anymore. I hope your recovery is smooth and you are able to see a psychologist ❤

Praying for you from New Zealand! Stay strong.