As The World Caves In - Matt Maltese (slowed) (1hour version)

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I Hate how I can imagine myself playing this while I free fall off a building

“Love does not exist therefore there is no sorrow...at least that’s what I thought”

I like how all of us are unhappy, but we still cant find anyone who understands.

this feels different when you're writing a narrative about the end of the world

why are slowed songs much better than the originals?

I... Can't even cry? I can't cry, this isn't even a joke. I can't... Everything hurts so much, childhood trauma, my mom being homophobic, school is hard to keep up on, unrealistic expectations on me, trust issues, self hate, stress, anxiety. And I can't even visit a therapist because I'm scared tell anyone and too young. I don't know what to do, I only have one thing keeping it from ending *everything*. My best friend, she cares so much and I can tell. But it's so hard to believe her, I know she cares... I don't know what to do. I really don't know. I've seen so many things like- "You wouldn't let anyone treat you the way you treat yourself, make sure you have a great mindset or something- you might be by yourself blah blah-" I know that feeling already. I had to be my own therapist while keeping my mom not on the verge on a breakdown because her and my dad kept arguing for I think for a whole year, keep my (Ex) "Best friend" happy because she was also having family problems, get good grades, be the PEOPLE PLEASER, BE THE EXAMPLE OF A PERFECT STUDENT WITHOUT BREAKING- I know people have worse than me, I know people are fighting too, but I think I've been through enough. No I'm not leaving this earth. But if my best friend leaves... Then I just do that. Sorry, I just need a place to rant. 😓

How to feel that feeling: Go into a dark room at night Lie down Cry :,(

POV: Your with your best friend. You sit on top of a roof, in a run-down neighborhood. Snacks and drinks by your side. You watch as the world crumbles around you, as your bestfriend mumbles "I've always loved you, Y/N." They confess their feeling for you, as the world comes to a close.

My feet are aching And your back is pretty tired And we've drunk a couple bottles, babe And set our grief aside The Papers say it's doomsday The button has been pressed We're gonna nuke each other up boys 'Til old satan stands impressed And here it is, our final night alive And as the earth runs to the ground Oh girl it's you that I lie with As the atom bomb locks in Oh it's you I watch TV with As the world, as the world caves in You put your final suit on I paint my fingernails Oh we're going out in style babe And everything's on sale We creep up on extinction I pull your arms right in I weep and say goodnight love While my organs pack it in And here it is, our final night alive And as the earth runs to the ground Oh girl it's you that I lie with As the atom bomb locks in Oh it's you I watch TV with As the world, as the world caves Oh it's you that I lie with As the atom bomb locks in Yes it's you I welcome death with As the world, as the world caves in As the world caves in

This version hits different 😔

i need to stop listening to sad music.

He stands in the edge of the tallest building in his city, it's been abandoned years, he looks down between his feet at the upcoming traffic that passes in front of it. It starts raining as he pulls his phone out of his pocket and presses the loop button and plays "As The World Caves In" and he lets it play, tears form in his eyes and he stays in the position he was in when he looked down at the traffic. He pulls out a notebook and sweater, he flips through the notebook; reading each letter he had left for each special person he ever had enter his life, he then pulls on the sweater pulling up the hood and stands at the edge once again, "our final night alive..." he sings along with the music. He then turns so his back is to the traffic and leans back letting his feet drag against the concrete he once stood tall on and is soon falling off the the building, as he free falls his happiest memories flash through his head, but they soon stop as feelings of sadness and depression fill his head, " I did this, I'm finally free... good bye world." He says, "As the world caves in...", he makes contact with the wet pavement and he bleeds out, his music still playing but his phone screen cracked, his phone buzzes frantically with messages from his mother, but they soon stop and an older woman comes up to the dead boy and falls to her knees crying, "he's dead... I can't believe he's dead..." she sobs. The world goes black as the image of a mother crying at her dead sons side fades away. The End.

i wanna listen to this song while falling off a building like is that just me? it sounds so peaceful yk?

My family: - thinking I’m listening to happy tunes while sitting in the drive way to our house- Me: sitting next to my rabbits grave crying and remembering in a few days will be the day she died on

Who else is the "happy" friend listening to this late at night thinking of ending it all.

Sometimes you just need to blankly stare into your ceiling and cry, although have no reason to. And its okay.

This song makes you feel as if the bottle of water you're drinking is actually a bottle of vodka and your bedroom is an empty apartment in the middle of New York...

first 30 minutes, crying my heart out Last 30 minutes sitting there hating urself <3 Thank you for the likes 👍🏼 Anyways I’m better now

devilman crybaby :(