Vent art tiktoks for when you arent feeling it

I never relate to vent tiktoks but only 2 minutes in I feel VERY personally attacked

Don’t you ever feel really boring or like a burden to some people? Same, but keep pushing through! We can do this!

Last week, I got kicked out of a friend group I’ve been in for five years. They all cussed me out, yelled at me to shut up, said they were tired of me shoving my emotional problems onto them. I cared about them more than anything. I would’ve thrown myself onto a pile of dynamite to save them. I based my future on the idea that we’d stay friends forever, and now that’s all gone. I don’t know what I’m going to do now. I feel like half of me is missing. I’m so scared that I won’t be able to move on, or replace what I had with them. I want to be happy again

I personally want to give a hug to these people and do anything to see them smile..

I’m so happy right now. I feel so mentally stable! It’s an amazing feeling to not watch these and feel sorry for myself anymore. Instead, I’d rather help the people who are in this state. I’m proof things will get better!! :D

I have autism and my mom is a therapist for kids with autism and she has come into my room around 11 pm to check on me and has seen me reading or organizing my room by letter of stuff and has literally just offered to help cause she know I would work myself until about midnight before I have a panic attack because my brain has a trauma response to midnight.

If it just me or all these vents are REALLY relatable for me?…

Ya gotta love when your mom calls you a sociopath and how she's scared about you turning into your grandmother, and hearing that causes things to slowly fall into place ❤

I’m proud of you for Eating Drinking Waking up Reading this Blinking Scratching yourself Smiling Crying Being bored Sleeping Wearing a hoodie Reading this this far Being yourself Keeping stuff to yourself Telling everyone everything Letting people trust you Being pretty Being “ugly” Being bloated Keeping that morning skinny Staring Socializing Getting disappointed Listening to this playlist Things I love about you: Your smile Your energy Your teeth Your forehead Your mouth Your eyebrows Your ears Your hair Your legs Your arms Your personality Your mood swings Your fingers Your nose Your thighs Yours calves Your biceps Your fore-arms Things to live for: Making your parents proud Getting a job Jumping in puddles The first kiss The first date Getting married Going on vacation Having kids Hugs Oversized hoodies Petting animals Riding a horse Going to the amusement park Going to the zoo Dancing in the rain Blaring your favorite song in the cafe with all the windows down Music Yourself Your friends Drawing your favorite animal Painting Late night drives Crying tears of joy Brushing your hair when it’s silky smooth Getting complimented on your least favorite part of you People who would be sad if you died: Your mom Your dad Your grandma Your grandpa Your aunt Your uncle Your brother Your sister Your best friend Your teachers (trust me) Your dog Your cat Your horse Your cow Your pig Any pet of yours Friends Classmates Someone who you complimented Yourself ME Why these people would be sad if you died: Mom: Guilt Dad: Guilt Brother: No more good memories Sister: can’t steal your clothes Uncle: can’t take you on little drives Aunt: can’t bond with you about your favorite things Best friend: can’t fulfill your dreams together Friends: can’t come to your parties anymore Teachers: Guilt Pets: Couldn’t give you kisses in the morning You: can’t make anymore memories with people you loved The person you complimented: Will feel bad for not complimenting you back Me: because I’m proud of you Trust me, your loved, a lot. By so many people. I’m so proud of you, I love you so much. The world needs YOU! Imagine how people would feel when they woke up, to you gone. You might think they hate you, even your bully, but they would feel guilt. I know that you are going through so much, and I’m so sorry for it. Just know If someone says something about your weight, they’re insecure about theirs If someone says stuff about your face, it’s like a dream, too perfect If someone says something about your legs, they are gorgeous, nothing to worry about If someone says something about YOU. They are jealous. I love you. I want you to stay safe. I want you to succeed. We all love you Replies are a safe place. If you are more comfortable with going in to replies so less people will see, that is perfectly fine Make sure to eat and drink too. I love you so much, stay safe out there.. i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. (I coppied these and they may not perfectly line up with this video and whatever but its true! i love you ALL and am proud of you ALL)

Man, at this point the only things keeping me sane are fanfiction, my cats, these compilations and my online bestie

That lost child vid made my chest feels tight. Never have i relate to such a description my whole life more than that

I LOVE YOU  I’m proud of you for brushing your hair I’m proud of you for blinking I’m proud of you for breathing I’m proud of you for making your bed I’m proud of you for eating Im proud of you for trying to eat Im proud of you for drinking water Im proud of you for being here Im proud of you for being you Im proud of you for smiling Im proud of you for I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you Im proud of you for standing up I’m proud of you for sitting down I’m proud of you for defending yourself I’m proud of you for believing in yourself I’m proud of you for simply trying I’m proud of you for being you i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do

As a mucisian. They say being emotional or having struggles in life is like having gold handed to you. Since writing lyrics about these are easy. Yet they are only easy, after the struggles are done. I struggle with depression that will never fully heal, and PTSD. They say its gold what i have. But i am in a block. I cant write lyrics. I cant write original chord progression. I can copy, i can replicate. But i may have to accept. I might not ever make a good original song i truly love. I can write a song aboit this. I always can. But i would still struggle. People think its all easy. Untill you realize some of us have intire notebooks written fully. Just for one song to even be remotely likeable to you. Then again. It all comes with experience. I need experience to make original content. Im just at a loss. Atleast i have a teacher who can help me.

If you see me humming then go away .that means I’m scared or trying to calm myself down.

I just watch these to know I'm not alone. I can't deal with problems I just listen to music or let friends vent to me.

1:51 Feel that. Sometimes I feel like I can't just draw anymore. Forget everything I learnt because I think there's no point where I'm going to with it, and I barely can keep it up and I feel like I'm climbing a mountain while rolling a giant ball shaped rock, and it keeps blocking, I keep resting because I keeo getting more tired and tired, and people put more and more weight on it. But what I can do, is look at it, improve it. Make it more light, but sometimes there are valleys, waters, or even another taller mountain which I'm afraid to go past because I will loose the rock and I'll have to go with nothing at the top of the mountain while everyone goes on top with their own, either small, medium, big, cracked, decorated etc. But all I can do is keep going and going while other people try helping, and I keep dropping things.

I honestly love watching these making me feel like im not alone when im sad or something :)

brooo the quiet irl and loud online is so real

This made me come to a realization, and gave me a sad memory. One person said to me, “one single thought may be enough to stop you from yourself.” And that memory was proof. Severe tw: Suicide mention and slight detail, but it gets wholesome at the end- wholesome in my own sick way- My family usually doesn’t leave home unless everyone goes with them. Everyone was going to get something, but I stayed home because I had important homework, it was the first time I had been home alone- One bad thought led to the next and I was holding a knife to my chest. My mind finally went quiet as I pulled it away to plunge. All of a sudden I think “What if someone more important didn’t get a bed because of you.” And that pulled me out, I stopped, I put the knife away, that stupid negative thought drove me out of it. And I’m so so glad that happened, because the first thing that happened when my family came home, my (then 5 year old) brother waddled into my room to show me the thing he got at the store. If he had walked in on me like that and I survived, I never would’ve forgiven myself. I probably wouldn’t have in death honestly-

I never realized that I was raised badly until I kept seeing people who made art about things very similar and it just showed me how messed up my family is.