My sad little video

Hey, I'm Jake. I listened to half, and I am stopping because I don't think you are in this place any more. Life is so much bigger than our parents, I am sorry you were the eldest and was ignored/ not cherished. I won't compare our stories, but I will say I went to 13 schools and lived in 26 houses, lived without electricity, hot water, telephone, no transport, serious starvation, no clean clothes, abuse of the worst kind, trauma, fear, there could be no movie or book that could cover my childhood. Being first born, I was exposed to everything/ I can remember my entire life back to my first year. I was the only male in a family of 4 sisters. I had to protect my sisters from my dad- and I was the first to wake up finding dad on me from 11 to 13. Mum was a hooker, and after my dad was jailed, she began bringing her clients back to the family home. It got very scary. Here is what I'm going to say. I found God at the age of 14. It's the only way to survive- No matter what. Okay! Inside you is an eternal being. Get right with God, now, and get close to Him. Jesus is genuinely your ticket to heaven, the place is REAL, and it is where real life is. This time here was just a little trial, where we learn how to love, and how to appreciate things we love- what ever you are into that is good. Kindness and so on. Science has not answered anything at all- they have no evidence for abiogenesis, they have no genuine transitional fossils, they don't know where all matter came from, and the laws of physics- thermodynamics and so on. Chemicals, all of this is unanswered. It is design. There is an amazing creator, who is our personal God. Start praying- and you will find Him fast. It's an important time now- as you can see the world is off the charts suddenly. This is all prophecy unfolding. Hope you hear what I'm saying. I know you are probably lonely now, and even scared, or just tired. Hold your head up high, and know that your life was not meant to be this way. God will show Himself to you, if you ask Him for help. He is very gentle and kind, to those people who turn to Him. King James Bible is the best one. Maybe try the new version, so it's easier to read. If you need any more help, I can link you to amazing proof of God, there's so much. And I can tell you things God has shown up for in my life. God Bless, Jake in Australia

Just seen your video..