Internet Checkpoint - Music For Reflection/Meditation

Checkpoint - 5/22/23, 8:30 am Remember that every new morning you see is a new start. Let the terrors and emotions of yesterday fade, take the moment in the present to gather your strength, and then move forward into tomorrow. 0:00 - Rhubarb (Aphex Twin) 7:45 - In the Green Gloom (Argle) 14:14 - Stickerbush Symphony (Electrik Saffina) 17:25 - A Home For Flowers (fsnowdin) 20:53 - Reunited (Gentle Love) 27:27 - Corridors of Time (Zohar) 30:19 - The Name of Life (Joe Hisaishi) 36:03 - Serenade to Safety (HOME OST) 38:30 - Requiem for a Green Revolution (Scott Peeples) 42:56 - Forest Glade (Neurophonic) 49:04 - Coldwood (Alicks) 54:50 - Before The Story (Sully Orchestration) 1:00:00 - Stone In Focus (Aphex Twin) 1:10:08 - We’re Finally Landing (Home) 1:14:42 - Leder’s Gymnopedie (Mother 3 OST) 1:17:47 - Wake Up (OMORI OST) 1:18:23 - Scarlet Forest (Osirois Music) 1:24:18 - Secret of the Forest (Zohar) 1:27:58 - Crossroads (OMORI OST) 1:30:11 - Forest Interlude 1:34:46 - Respite (Undertale OST) 1:38:30 - Scattering Blossoms (Gentle Love) 1:46:36 - Tears of the Flies (HOME OST) 1:50:05 - Reflection (Hollow Knight OST) 1:51:46 - Sweden (Minecraft OST) 1:55:20 - Moving Forward (The Liminal OST) 2:01:33 - Pale Yellow Sun (HOME OST) 2:03:39 - Aquatic Ambiance (Gentle Love) 2:12:02 - Corridors of Time (moonbowmusicmovie) 2:16:47 - August/Water (OMORI OST) 2:18:32 - Clean Slate (OMORI OST) 2:19:33 - Wind Scene Concert Paraphrase (Zohar) 2:23:56 - Green Amnesia (Disco Dan) 2:30:37 - Finally Home (Gentle Love)

Checkpoint: My younger brother sent this to me during a Discord call and my curiosity got the better of me. I'm spending an extra semester in college, struggling to revamp my social media content, aspiring to be a voice actress, just starting out in pageantry, and so much more. Many might not know me yet and that is okay. I wish you all the best in life and maybe some day our paths will cross again. Peace and love to you all <3

These are oddly comforting to see in my subscription feed and music playlist.

If Lavos opened a bar and called it the "Lavos Lounge" and played this music. I would probably spend time there, even though I don't drink.

checkpoint: Aug 8th 2023, 11:26am This summer is coming to an end. It was a good summer, because I was finally able to work at my research job full time. But it was also exhausting, putting all of my energy into this and driving that long commute every day. My days off was spent with my partner, sometimes, and finding something more to obsess over. I can't shake the feeling of melancholy and deep sadness and I don't know where its coming from. Most of my fish died this week, and I've been torn up over that. I feel like a bad pet parent, even though I did everything I could to save the rest of them. I miss my friends from home. I wish it was easier to see them. I'm scared of the future. I'm scared that everything will end. And I hate goodbyes.

CHECKPOINT: Life so far for me has been alright. However there have been some hardships, like losing my grandfather which hit hard since him and I had a really great relationship together and losing him almost felt like the entire world was ending for me. However, I did not let my grandfather's death negatively impact my future, as there's always a piece of him in my soul.

Thank you again! I just got past a turbulent time at academy and can finnaly look at myself, my necessities, what should I do now? I think the most important thing is to continue my therapy (for ADHD), and to create a new routine that enphasizes my health and the time spent with family. Life is too much chaotic and can end at anytime, it's up to me making it worth it.

Life is full of treachery and betrayal.

Out of all the music on YT to study to, this is the GOAT

I’m always getting stuck here… Everyone comes to the conclusion I’m some kind of genius but I’m not. Never being wrong is a skill that can drain you both mentally and physically. Escaped to my car to save a check point just in case something happens and I need to load an old save. Hope everyone out there is doing alright. If this music gives you peace then you are my brother 😎

Checkpoint Thanksgiving 23, i don’t know what i’m doing anymore i tried my best to improve and grow as a person the last two years and this year i thought i was doing good i guess i was wrong because my past friends talked about my past to my partner and after that i tried to tell them i’ve changed that i’m not like that anymore and i really thought he trusted me i really thought he would get to know me as me and not based off of opinions of others and of past recollections but i was wrong since he broke up with me saying that this wasn’t mentally good for him that even though i said i’ve changed that it didn’t matter they didn’t trust me i just told them to have a good life i really thought this year was gonna be different i thought 2 years almost 3 now would be enough for me to improve myself to be a better person to move on my from my past but i guess that’s never happening in this town i’m in

checkpoint monday 22 of may. sigh I feel like I'm loosing faith in life. I have a good life tho.. a loving boyfriend, a cool dad, a mom and a funny Big brother. the problem is me. I've been depressed for almost 4years. I've had problems w/ my sexuality and my idendity. now I'm sure I am pansexual but.. I don't feel transmasc enough.. it's not like I Can Do anything since my mom is transfobic and homophobic. she's a Muslim. I don't have anything against them, I respect them how I respect every religion. she just.. traumatised me with religion.. she still thinks I'm her "perfect little daughter" when I'm just a random Guy, who like music and loves drawing. Highschool is making me stressed. I have 100questions in french to do for tmrw and 29 pages to illustrate for my english class. all of that for Tomorrow. if you're still here, ty for Reading and I Hope you'll have a great day/night 💜 -with all my respect Ash 💜

Amazing as always

4:31 PM - June 27th, 2023 Me when the extremely vivid nightmare about the inevitable fate of aging slowly whittling away at your ability to take care of yourself piece by piece until you are just a shell waiting for the decline to finally culminate in your permanent cessation of existence and in the very worst cases losing your mind to the point that you cannot even think to remember you have forgotten which refuses to leave your mind for hours is at the function Yet at the same time the vivid pictorial visions of realizing yourself through art and story and through taking care of friends, family and maybe even children one day reminding you that the impermanence of life and the lessons you can teach to those around you and the future generations is a beauty you will only appreciate more as your life reaches its final stage, resulting in a juxtaposition which strengthens the resolve to see every of my creations and support those around me while realizing my truest self through until the very end

Checkpoint: February 18th, 2024 7:31 pm Life isn't going too bad but it could be better. Currently struggling with mental problems. Anyone reading this I'd like to say it does get better, You just got to keep holding on. If you were having scary/horrible thoughts about anything please talk to a trusted adult or talk to a helpline. There are many 24-hour helplines out there.

Checkpoint: February 17, 10:50 PM. I’m trying to relax. Not think too hard about the future. Never feels good to do that. I like places like this, though. Thanks.

It’s back up again!! Less goooo

Checkpoint December 17th 2023 First of maybe the only one of these I’ll do, who knows? But it’s getting closer to Christmas and that makes me happy.. but I’m still dealing with lots of stuff related to gender identity and other things like that.. i normally can’t stand to look at myself in the mirror but today i did and i liked how i looked.. it was nice..

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Hello good sir, thanks for the songs! But I, just between us, could you tell me how Schala is doing? Kind of been a while since I saw her. And since the world is still here, you guys don't seem to have gone ahead with the whole "erase all existence" thing.