pov: you're just a kid that grew up too fast - a playlist

POV: ur drowning in a river of memories that never existed

Once a doctor told me I was too mature for my age, and that's true, I mentally grew up faster than the others and I realised that my traumas made me like that. For everyone who relates, I wanna tell you that you are enough, even if you feel empty sometimes, even if someone told you that you aren't worth it, even if you don't believe me I want you to know that you deserve to receive love, you deserve to eat, you deserve a family, you deserve friends, you deserve a future,, you deserve a life full of good memories, you deserve everything <3

As many people here I was traumatized at a young age too. I'm 14 now. When you get tramatized at a young age you grow up faster. You feel like you have to be more mature and to those people. I want to say you can be a kid. It's not a crime to be a kid especially after all you've been through you deserve to have a break.♡

… Sitting alone, eh? (You slowly nod.) (The stranger chuckles, looking up.) Yknow, I used to be like you. Quiet kid, never really spoke to anyone except my parents. (You glance at him and see he’s holding a notebook.) Oh, this ol thing? Some sketches I made a while back. Wanna see them? Not my best, hehe. (Flipping through the pages you find sketches of dresses and suits, some surprisingly realistic drawings of people you think that they’re alive.) Oh-! Yeah, I used to be a designer. My designs were loved by many. Many companies tried to make me work for them, but I stayed in my small business. Slowly but surely I grew. Tell me, would you like a suit or dress for yourself? (You look at him and smile, nodding happily.) Ah! Amazing. I’ll get started as soon as I get home. In the meantime, you can keep a few pages of my old sketches. Not like I’ll be using them, heh. (He looks at you and smiles warmly.) (*woosh*.) (A Train flys by you two and the man jumps a little. Shuddering, he looks back at you and continues.) So, which one do you want? (Instead of ripping out a page, you say:) Can I have this one? (Pointing at one of the old suit / dress designs, he looks happy at your choice.) Alright! I’ll get the thread and silk I need. Come back here in a couple days and it’ll be done! … Ok ok this is my first time writing a comment like this so I hope you like it.

POV: you lost your childhood at 3 and at 10 years old your the most mature child out of the 5 (the rest are older)

To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! —Not mine, but pass it around C:

when I look at the title, I feel like crying because it's true

People say that life is all well until you loose it in 7th grade. Heh…. I lost mine in second grade… I saw people I loved in pain. I was locked away. I saw all the blood. I was three. I was young. I still am. I friggen 12. And I know so many things I shouldn’t. I’m tired. I’m tired of all of it. My friends were so toxic. They always played victim and blamed me for everything and always made me feel like a monster. And now I ended up like this… and people blame me for it… I’m still seen as a monster… even in the eyes of my best friend…

I dont even feel my age. Time has gone by too fast...

I feel like I’m the only one who can get me, and the day I find the person who will get me ima hurt them, cause ima be a different person, cause I feel myself changing…

I had to grow up I had to understand why my mom would yell and hit my brother . Why she would drink why the police would come over I had to . When people say I'm mature or immature I'm immature because I didn't get a chance to be immature.

Time stamps ---------------------- 0:00/0:01 - 2:49 I miss you, I'm sorry - Gracie Abrams 2:50 - 6:07 what are you so afraid of - XXXTENTACION 6:08 - 6:11 Pope is a Rockstar - SALES 6:12 - 14:20 ??? 14:21 - 19:06 Apocalypse - Cigarettes After Sex 19:11 - 22:29 I Can't Handle Change - ROAR 22:30 - 22:48 ??? 22:49 - 25:28 I Love You So - The Walters 25:29 - 29:12 Sofia - Clairo

love this playlist so much me and my friend are listening to it on a call rn

I had to grow up fast because of my parents They were always testing me if I was ready for being an adult And when they weren't doing that they ignored me so I just got used to being mature for my age😔 But I feel like now that I'm older I act like a child, idk what it means but I guess it makes sense

I just wanna say I wish u were my frnd idk y I feel like u would understand me :) I hope u keep making more nice playlist💙

TW: VENT‼ I lost my childhood basically the day I was born:/ bc I'm adopted and my family is so crazy bc I was adopted by my aunt so my bio mom is my adoptive moms sister and my family is so complicated and it sucks bc I feel so confused bc its like I dont know how to descibe this feeling but the reason I basically lost my childhood the day I was born was bc no one wanted me my biological mother didn't even want me and when I was 3-9 everything got worse and things are getting worse for me now and I had to grow up and mature faster bc if I didn't then I had no purpose to my family so at 7 I was one of the most mature people in my classes and anyone knew I'd always get called mature and people would constently ask if I was an 8th grader bc I'm also pretty tall(I'm 5'7) and it just sucks bc i wanna be like my other siblings so bad bc my parents give my other siblings more attention to them bc all of my siblings have mental disorders ad I'm trying not to be jealous and I'm trying to help out my parents so I babysit my younger siblings a lot, I help clean dishes, I help pick up\clean, I help do laundry, I bathe my younger siblings, I cook A LOT of the time, and when I'm alone with my parents like when me and my momma are going out she'll vent to me about everything wrong with the marriage with her and my dad and then my dad will vent to me randomly and sometimes they both vent to me abt the other kids and like I always try and comfort and give advice to them no matter what bc I love my family ik they love me too but sometimes it feels like I have no purpose and I'm useless and I've been struggling sm lately(I've been struggling for over 3 years.) its gotten worse like my adoptive parents are my real parents bc they raised me and I think no different of them it was my biological mothers choice to give me up so she could continue to the path of dr^gs, stealing, and crimes that was her choice I still love her though like if I were to get the news that my biological mother wants me and we're gonna go live together I would be estatic bc I hate her but I also love her.. its so weird like I want her to die but if she were to die I dont know..I've also lost so many people, I've had so many people abandon me, i've had people break my trust, so man of my family members are dying and it hurts I don't think I can keep living like this I keep saying to myself I'm still only a child so i shouldn't feel like this but I lost my childhood I'm no longer a kid I often forget my age bc I don't keep track and I'm too busy with other things. I'm only 11. Also this isn't everything that happened throughout my life I've had worse things happen that still haunt me today.

Pov : u drowning in your tears. Reclam of tampons: hello

I don’t remember anything up to last year

I grew up at 7.

To be honest in fourth grade I learned how children were made cuz one of my friends gave me a link to …… Well you know and I’m trying to put it behind me but my parents keep bringing it up but I’ve forgotten most of it hopefully I can forget the rest