running away | dreamcore playlist •°

00:00 - 2:38 JE TE LAISSERAI DES MOTS - PATRICK WATSON
2:38 - 6:39 WHERE IS MY LOVE - SYML (ACOUSTIC VERSION)
6:43 - 12:50 TO BUILD A HOME - THE CINEMATIC ORCHESTRA
12:50 - 16:02 COLOR ME BLUE - AKANE
16:02 - 20:41 FOURTH OF JULY- SUFJAN STEVENS
20:41 - 24:42 QUIET RESOURCE - EVELYN STEIN

School just started and I’m already behind. These grades are going to go to the future so I gave up on my dream, my future, myself. Schools so mentally draining it’s so scary. I wanna go back to riding my training bike down the road. I wanna go back so following my dog and going to the park. I wanna go back to seeing my brother come back from school. It feels like life is becoming a chore. I have such a responsibility now that I’m older and it’s so hard to carry that weight on my back. I’m so jealous of people who have motivation to get the simplest things done. I want to run away and start over. Everything’s falling apart. I barely show any affection to those I love and I hate it. I feel like I betrayed them. I feel so empty and useless. I feel like none of my friends actually like me. I want to go back to the days when I was happy. I don’t want to be sad. I don’t want to be stressed. I don’t want to be numb. I want to feel alive again. I want to be happy. I want everything to go back to normal. Everything is so stressful. Even the stupidest and littlest things that are easy to do are becoming so so hard to do. Sometimes it’s hard just to get out of bed. Sometimes I just want to sleep. Everything’s so hard, I just want to feel comfortable in my own body, loved, and happy.

realizing i won’t have the life i always dreamed of makes me want to run away and never look back, i just want to exist and not have to think about anything in particular ever again

My Girlfriend showed me these songs when we'd work a small coffee shop together. Right before opening we'd play this song and dance, hold each other and just enjoy each others company. She moved away, now I listen to this to remind me of the good times.

100 reasons to stay alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your Favorite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favorite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone like you.
75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships.
76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person.
77. Joy and happiness in the little things.
78. The power to inspire others.
79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression.
80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life.
81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet.
82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family.
83. Learn new things and develop new skills.
84. Create a legacy that will outlive you.
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Cuddles
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it.
Ps : Never forget you are a beautiful person 💕 Life is so beautiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong, i love you 🫶🏼

Do you ever just wanna run away even if it’s just 30 minutes, run go as far as you can as fast as you can, and then take all the time in the world to get back.

I really love listening to this at car rides or laying down at my bed thinking about them <3

To who ever is listening to this rn

Take a deep breath cuz it'll be alright...

Im proud of you champ!
And i love you kid.

My cat died today , im playing this to calm myself down , rest in peace my little cat <3

to everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus


to everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.


to everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. when you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.


to everyone who is creating, you got this. your art is amazing. remain in your flow and get stuff done!
-not mine

I’m just a guy from Ukraine. You can probably know what’s going on here. This music helps me to keep myself in calm, until I hear an air warning alert. I hope anyone of you will never fell the same shit, what Ukrainians fell right now. Let’s enjoy every moment on your life, in your lifetime journey. From the moment, when its all started, I understood that problems with money and etc aren’t serious problems at all. Peace to everyone🇺🇦❤️

Слушая этот плейлист так хочется куда-то убежать..в укромное место,с любимым человеком..сидеть и наслаждаться друг другом..у меня всё, спасибо.

it’s late and today was a mentally rough day for me. i’m just scared that everyone will leave me. this music is really calming. thank you

This hits different when you've spent your entire childhood and teenage years daydreaming about people that don't even exist or things you'll never have or be.
Now that I'm an adult, I find it very hard to seek happiness outside my daydreamed world. It's hard to move on, it's always there, right inside my head. It's like an addiction and my only source of comfort. I don't see a future for myself so I just hide away within myself. I should know better but I can't afford better haha.
If you're in a similar situation, know that it doesn't make you useless or worthless. You're still a good person, capable of so many great things and you can still be happy.

"We will meet again.." he said. A tear ran down his face. He smiled. Because he knew that she is free now. Someday they will be free together. Someday everything will change. "We will meet again.."

They did.

My ex girlfriend loved this playlist. When I miss her I listened it. I broke up with her, because she wanted to left her dreams for me and I felt bad. I told her terrible things and she hates me now. I just hope she reads that and she knows that I always loved her. I will always love her. She was my reason why I didn't kill myself and she is my reason why I continue at school and want to finish it. It was our promise. I will be alive and finish this school. Thank you for that playlist, it is part of my life.

Мне кажется я не живу, а существую. Почему внезапно все стало таким мрачным и грустным..?
Думала как позровлею, то жизнь наладится, но этого, к сожалению, не произошло. Время от времени слушаю этот плейлист, читаю комментарии , и понимаю, что я не одна такая. Это меня утешает, ведь проблемы есть у всех, и это естественно.
Надеюсь, у всех тех, кто слушает этот плейлист, вскоре обретут своё счастье.

Que gana más grandes las de poder estar en medio de la nada , en un campo lleno de flores , el poder sentir el viento en tu rostro y por sobre todo sentir esa libertad , es libertad de salir corriendo hacia cualquier lugar , el poder liberar esas ganas de querer escapar para no volver .
Que ganas de sentir ese sentimiento de poder gritar a los cuatro vientos y saber que eres libre , que nadie te mirara feo , nadie estará ahí para juzgarte o hacerte llorar. Sentir esa soledad que reconforta , que te hace pensar y te hace quererte , te hace desahogarte y sentir que renaces .

No sabes lo feliz pero desesperanzado que se siente el escuchar esta playlist y querer cumplir ese deseo de escaparse , de correr , de ser libre , por más que sea por un rato para así luego poder volver y sentirse recuperado , sentirse mejor .

Creo que coincido con más de uno al decir que estos días an sido catastróficos y que cada vez son más difíciles de sobre llevar. Que rabia da el sentirse tan vencido, sentirse tan roto y dañado , que angustiante se siente el tener que pensar que no hay a donde correr y que tú solo debes de poder impulsarte para salir a delante , no importa lo cansado que estes ,no importa si no tienes motivos para levantarte , solo sabes que debes hacerlo .

Así me siento , desesperanzada , con ganas de llorar y votar todo este sentimiento de una vez , el querer dejar de sentirme tan quebrada.
Que ganas de poder saber qué hay algo o alguien que te ayuda a impulsarte y así levantarte , pero no , no es así , solo eres tú el que debe de tomar iniciativa y querer levantarte , luchar por lo que quieres y luchar por conseguir esa libertad de poder salir corriendo y luego tener las ganas y la fuerza de volver y vivir.

My childhood is finally over. I'm in high school now and I'm having an existential crisis nearly every night. It's only the second day of school but I'm not ready to lose summer. I'm not ready to lose my childhood. I'm only a young teenager, why do I feel like this? Someone please help, I can't sleep, I can't smile, I don't know what to do

I ran away this morning. I walked outside, draw on the park, had inner monologues while listening to the playlists I saved here in yt. When I got back home, it felt worth it to be able to see those, to hear everything, to be alive.
Running away by myself, it feels comfortable and thrilling. But somehow, I feel like there's something missing. I feel like there's someone who's supposed to be by my side everytime I go outside.