POV: why can't i be better? [ vent playlist ]

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Published 2022-01-17
POV: why can't i be better? [ vent playlist ]

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All Comments (21)
  • @AugustisHeree
    POV: you wish everyone would start to realize you are more than what you are on the outside.
  • @springxd9423
    POV: you just want to lay in bed all day taking a break from everything and I mean everything. Being the therapist friend, being strong for everyone, keeping a smile, living up to people's expectations, trying to be perfect, avoiding being lazy, not feeling bad for everything you say or do, and avoiding getting yelled at. Everything. Even for a split second, soon turning into every day possible.

    At this point it's not even a pov anymore..
  • @urfavarab2950
    POV: you hate yourself but make sure that none else knows
  • @Metal_Regret
    POV: You're reading the comments so you don't feel alone.
  • @tater9631
    Pov: the voices are back again your mind is constantly yelling at you, and on top of that you keep getting over stimulated easier now
  • POV: you say everyone is leaving you but in reality your pushing them away to protect yourself.
  • @cameronglow1547
    I swear, these kind of playlists are some of the only comfort I get.

    Everyone in the comments, you're automatically my friend now.
  • @h3rs1mp28
    or its, "my life is worse" , "useless" , "you started it" , " give up " , " spoiled " , "brat" and/or "bitch"
  • @lucasbekett5468
    Iโ€™m proud of you for waking up.
    Iโ€™m proud of you for brushing your hair.
    Iโ€™m proud of you for blinking.
    Iโ€™m proud of you for breathing.
    Iโ€™m proud of you for making your bed.
    Iโ€™m proud of you for eating.
    Iโ€™m proud of you for TRYING to eat.
    Iโ€™m proud of you for drinking water.
    Iโ€™m proud of you for being here.
    Iโ€™m proud of you for being you.
    Iโ€™m proud of you for smiling.
    Iโ€™m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you.
    Iโ€™m proud of you for standing up.
    Iโ€™m proud of you for blinking.
    Iโ€™m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed.
    Iโ€™m proud of you for brushing your teeth.
    Iโ€™m proud of you for standing up.
    Iโ€™m proud of you for sitting down.
    Iโ€™m proud of you for defending yourself.
    Iโ€™m proud of you for believing in yourself.
    Iโ€™m proud of you for simply trying.
    Iโ€™m proud of you for being alive.
    IM PROUD OF YOU. โ™ฅ
    Not my words Im just passing this around! :)
    From a stranger on the internet to anybody reading this,I AM SO PROUD OF YOU
    Don't give up
  • @IHasethNoName
    "POV: why can't i be better?"
    This title literally sent me into tears because of how much I relate to it. I ask myself this question EVERYDAY.
    I've just come into a phase where most of the playlists I listen to are vent playlists. And I suppose it helps sometimes.
    I feel like this is one of the only places I can come to escape all this reality that came about so randomly.
    So now I shall take the opportunity to thank all those who have made vent playlists. Thx.
  • @nojanoja9415
    i love how this was posted on my birthday and honestly its legit how i felt that day.
  • " Maybe it's time to say goodbye, cause I'm getting pretty fxcking tired " Hits hard.
  • Seeing the title of this playlist really hit me deep. I was supposed to graduate from nursing school this spring but didnt pass one of my last classes so I have to redo it in the fall. All my classmates were waiting outside asking if we passed the final exam and thought I was joking when I said I didnt, I never cried throughout the semester but finally broke down in the bathroom after realizing i messed. The school is changing things up like the passing grades so I regret not passing the first time when i had an easier chance if I wasnt so dumb. My whole family thought I was graduating but I successfully covered it up but I dont even know if Ill pass next time around. It would have been such a perfect time if I passed and finally getting to help my family out instead of being a burden but I guess Im just not ready yet, why cant i be better?
  • โš ๏ธventโš ๏ธ

    from when i was little (1 - 7) i was loved HEAVILY. i was my momโ€™s favorite, my dadโ€™s favorite (iโ€™m still his favorite but we arenโ€™t talking abt him) i was even my grandmaโ€™s favorite. grade 2 turned that around. i was told by my grandma that i would need to be skinnier to be pretty. i was eight. no eight year old should ever be told that. i went to school and cried. third grade, same thing. fourth, i was told i needed to get my work done on time and not have such an attitude. fifth, i was told i needed to take better care of myself. i have more but those are the most hurtful. no elementary schooler should be told those things. especially an 8 year old. my mental health was broken by grade 4. i found myself crying in the bus, acting fine around family, but crying in my room. my grandma continually fat shames me. sure, iโ€™m not skinny, but iโ€™d rather be a little overweight than a lot underweight. iโ€™m never perfect to her, it seems. she loves my little brother. to my grandma, he is perfect. he gets Aโ€™s, he plays a sport (not at all well), heโ€™s just perfect. if he does something wrong like put something in the wrong place when heโ€™s unloading the dishwasher (i have to do it with him because apparently he canโ€™t do it alone) heโ€™ll sometimes put something in the wrong spot. iโ€™ll tell him โ€œhey that doesnโ€™t go there it goes hereโ€ and my grandma will be like โ€œella stop being rude he just put it away in the wrong spotโ€. im sick of that. iโ€™m sick of her. iโ€™m tired of this type of treatment. iโ€™m a human, arenโ€™t i? i didnโ€™t do anything, did i? iโ€™ve always been fat shamed and told iโ€™m sensitive or shy. iโ€™m not. iโ€™m just shy around you because iโ€™m always doing something wrong apparently. iโ€™m sensitive because every time i see you or something you always have a new thing you say to me. leave me alone. let me grow. let me have space. please leave me alone to guide my way through life without you nitpicking everything i do. please let me be me. im not perfect, nor are you.

    edit: as soon as i woke up today, it was โ€œella get dressed weโ€™re working in the yardโ€ huh? we didnโ€™t work in the yard, instead i did all the chores imaginable in the house. i vacuumed, did the dishes, wiped the counters, cleaned the bathroom, made my bed, fed my cats, cleaned the litter boxes, omg was it tiring. can i just be left alone?
  • Exactly how I feel. My worst fear is being thought of as "cringy." No idea why, it's terrifying to think about.
  • @NECE55ITY
    POV: You can't live up to your family's expectations.
  • @__george__.
    When Jubilee Line and Alien blues are in the playlist you know itโ€™s going to be relatable