Your best friend left you to rot in loneliness - vent playlist

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Published 2021-11-08
I made this playlist to vent about something that has been following me for almost two years, I don't intend to people to understand why some songs are in here, because no one else other than me associates memories with them the way I do.
I just
I just needed to take it out of my chest somehow.

The animation that shows first is called "Memory box" and was made by Emmy Stork, please visit the original animation as this video just shows some seconds of it.

Memory box original link:    • Memory Box | Surreal Animated Short  

All Comments (21)
  • @t0astertrash
    TIMESTAMPS
    Treehouse - Alex G // 0:32
    Feel Better - Penelope Scott // 3:10
    Love of My Life - Queen // 7:22
    I Can't Sleep - Negative XP // 10:55
    Rät - Penelope Scott //12:56
    ?? ("I'm your dog") // 16:10
    Heather - Conan Grey // 19:31
    Dead To Me - Melanie Martinez // 22:49
    Can I Have a Ride Home? I'm at a Party And I Don't Know Anyone - Carpetgarden // 26:19
    Drift Away - Steven Universe // 28:11
    The Pantaloon - Twenty One Pilots // 31:24
    ?? ("At every tick off the clock") // 34:56
    For Forever - Dear Evan Hansen // 40:09
    Michael in the Bathroom - Be More Chill // 45:11
    Just Take My Wallet - Jack Stauber // 50:09
    Twin Sized Mattress - The Front Bottoms // 51:30
  • @qisty3017
    It's somewhat nice to stumble upon a playlist about losing your best friend instead of a lover. It's always about romance and stuff, but what about platonic love
  • @rinkuuu5520
    she left so easily, and we were friends for all elementary and early highschool, nearly 5-6 years.. and she just.. left. So easily.
  • @garfi3ld.32
    and nobody is gonna talk about how good the fucking animation is at the start??
  • @jaelynn1303
    "Except you, you can stay." that hit me hard.
  • @CapriciousMoral
    I didn't think this playlist would actually get any attention, I am really sorry for everyone's loss, I know how difficult it must be, I really hope you find someone better, someone who will never abandon you, you deserve someone who will actually value your friendship, your love.
  • @ionized4518
    Stumbled upon this, and I've been through this exact thing, every song reminded me of her and our time together, it hurts
  • @lonamisa5130
    im listening to this while my bestfriend is making matching clothes with her new "bf" and her friend, and im just here, alone, crying. it actually really hurts when someone you really loved, choosed her friends and not her bestfriend....
    </3
  • @bojin9414
    My friend killed himself, he was only 14.. this playlist describes how I feel about it mostly, Good work, and thank you
  • @thatoneuser335
    i was the one who helped her and i was the only one and then she move to another country and made new friends. She began to ignore me and told lies about not having internet. But i could see that she was online all the time. And i started to ignore her too but then she acted like it was my fault that our friendship turned like this.
    But now i understan that it was just for a replacement and not for actually be friends it was just a phase as i say.
    And i know her new "friends" are just a replacement of "me" too. Im not sad but disappointed and angry. And have no one to talk. I feel lonely but not bad as i can say? idk what to feel its just empty idrk.
  • We grow apart from each other hangs out with others and ignores me even when I'm standing next to her, I wish my old friends were with me they somehow understood me I miss them, now I'm a mess (┬┬﹏┬┬)
  • Damn. I was just thinking about my best friend who left me two months ago. This is actually really accurate-
  • @kitsynne
    He didn't pay attention to me and put no effort in, so I ended the friendship myself. Goddamn I didn't even feel the appreciation or care. I'm so proud of myself for finally stopping myself be used. It feels so free.
  • @emmabecker3319
    This came in my recomendations at the perfect time

    My bestfriend who I was super close to, started drifting due to her boyfriend taking up all her time. A newish person was introduced to our group by a friend of ours. She started acting like me, becoming closer to me, she wants to be me, so she became bestfriends with my "Best friend" making her drift from me. This new person started trying to get my bestfriend to hate me. And is trying to get the others to not like me as well. She wants to replace my place in the group. This is still going on, and i am dealing with it- Its horrible because she acts so nice to me during and out of school, but says i talk badly about my friends for no reason.
  • @bitinghjm
    I came across this, and I can think while listening to this playlist is her. All the enjoyable the time we had together until she...changed.
  • I love this playlist sm-

    and I genuinely hope your doing okay and will be able to move on no matter what. i may not have the exact experience but i know how it feels to lose a best friend (especially one that has stuck by your side for 5 years) im sure you’ve heard it a lot but things will get better, let yourself heal, and you’ll find someone that stuck by your side like they had, someone better, even if it takes a long time. Moving on is such a tough thing and I hope your life is hopefully better without them, no matter how tough it may be to lose someone.

    I hope you’re feeling better, if you ever need to talk let me know <3
    Sorry for the ramble-
  • I know he'll never see this, but I miss him more than he will EVER know. I had to move bcuz my dad got a job overseas and I haven't seen him in nearly a year, I've treated him terribly. Taking out all my stress on him, yelling at him over texts for not responding for months on end. I should've realized that he has his own life to live, and that even though we promised each other we'd always be there for each other, maybe that'll never come. He really means the world to me, we were there for each when no one else was there, not even our own families. Now, now he wants nothing to do with me and I can't bear the thought of losing him. I guess that's what they mean when they say if you truly love someone you can never let them go, even if they want nothing to do with you.




    Sorry for such a long rant.