It Got Emotional! Pastor/Therapist Reacts To NF - Hate Myself

JP: "I hope he comes out with an album called 'Released' or something" *Everyone that knows*: Oh you're in for a treat in the next album

“You lose the desire to do the things you once loved” Damn, I felt that.

I definitely understand what you're saying. My last boyfriend died one month before our 2 year anniversary - and I thought I was going to be his wife - and that was the absolute hardest thing I've ever had to deal eith in my life. God was right there and He helped me rebuild myself from the bottom up because I literally didnt even know who I was anymore. It literally felt like Jesus had His arms around me in that darkest moment when I cried out to Him and that was one of the most real hugs I've ever received. Even now, almost 5 years later, looking back on that time of my life makes me feel so loved and so cared for and comforted. Jesus really is amazing and I didn't get to experience it truly until I went through greiving the love of my life.

This is maybe the most sincere reaction to something ive ever seen. This song hits me everytime , but this reaction also did. Well done

His "drugs" are actually pain and sadness. It went to the point where he accepted it and it became an addiction.

Im a disabled veteran who has basically lost all hope of ever being worthy of living or love. Ive spoken to many therapists but they were just smoke and mirrors for me and i just felt judged. i have no trust but listening to you talk at the end of your videos speaks to me more than all my years trying to find someone who understands. i need a therapist like you

DON’T say you’re sorry for bringing the Lord into your videos. Keep sharing! You have a great platform to share HIS love! Thank you! Thank you! 46 year old that went through deep depression about 3 years ago, but grateful and thankful that the Lord brought me through that tough time! You guys are doing a great work! Keep it up! Love you brothers!

This and paralyzed has helped me through some dark shit. God bless nf

This is the best breakdown I’ve seen for this song from any reactor. JP is so genuine. Thank you for getting to this one.

Low self esteem has hindered me all my life and this song depicts those feelings so well

Please check out "Mama" by NF... it's the follow up to How Could You Leave Us... it helped me learn to forgive.

I just bawled my eyes out listening to the end of your reaction and breakdown. I have heard this song a million times but this time, it got me crying and I've be a God saved man my whole life and I keep reacting and relating to this message. God knows I'm good but I'm still to this day working towards that simple fact 💯...thank you for your transparency too. NF is so good at bringing good people to their brink to come together and be saved. Praying to God with my arms open...🙌 😢 ❤

Currently going through everything NF sings about. I relate so much that when someone says they hate his music, I have a hard time not taking it as rejection before they know I'm going through it.

This song hits home with me. Like nf I know what God's word says but it's so easy to feel trapped in my own self hatred

I just wanna say this, i spent my childhood in church. I stopped going to church when he took my sister 3 days before my 11th birthday. Wish I could have a one on one conversation with this pastor cause i feel like he could help me so much. He seems way more personable than any pastor I have personally met. This is by far my favorite video so far on this channel. Pleaae keep going and dont stop!! I may not go to church any more but i want to believe and not feel like im constantly questioning my purpose that god has given me...

When I was at a low point in my life, ive had several times but during one time, i memorized this song because the title was exactly how i felt about myself, im joyful because of the Lord now and i was still going along with the song during this video

This is one of my favorite songs. It describes my feelings perfectly

It’s as if the pastor knew all of those feelings, how it actually felt to be there…. Really refreshing to see! 🙏🏻 ❤️

AMEN!!! TRUE THAT BEING HONEST WITH HERSELF!!!

As a very successful man.. with everything I have ever wanted.. I spend my days trying to figure out how to stop hating my self. Everyone says that I am loved, but its more about how much I love myself... I guess thats the hardest part.