feeling Melancholic but still have to Study at the old school | a playlist |

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I‘m depressed and tired of everything but we can do this okay? Everything will be alright sweethearts <333 good luck studying

I’m not depressed, I’m just a romantic&melancholic type of personality

I'm just imagining a story where as a child you used to see an old man at the school garden who waves at you whenever he sees you, he is always very nice to you, makes you feel happy when the teachers scold at you, helps you when you're having trouble in studies, he gives you life lessons and tells you not to make the mistakes he made in his life, and he tells you stories about his life, his kids and their kids. And now years later when you've grown into an adult, you visit your old school for some nostalgia and chill, and you see that same old man who you even forgot about is still there and he hasn't aged a day.

Some may say it's depression, but I've been through it and know that that's not what I'm experiencing now. Right now it's utter exhaustion that is defeating my burning desire to make changes in my life and be happy. I'm worn out and no longer want to lead a life of resistance. To the person reading this, you can succeed and get through this seemingly neverending period of time. I know you can.

Everything is so difficult to handle right now. I feel so lonely and so depressed. I feel like I can’t control my life anymore. Trying to heal my soul with this playlist.

when i was at college, i was depressed, anxious, and tired. I wanted nothing more than to end school, go home, and get a job. So I finished my associate degree last month and i'm home. i came home hoping to find myself and to figure out a major and to have fun with my family. instead, i got a terrible job that made my anxiety worse than it was when i was at school and i'm starting to degress. i'm losing all the progress i made with my mental health. i'm more confused about what i want in life than ever. i'm afraid i'll never want a job again because of the bad experiences i've had. i only started working less than 2 weeks ago but i'm so tired. tired of work and of life always letting me down. i never know if it's just me and my personality that are causing me to hate my life, or if it's the cards that have been handed to me. If it's the first one, i have no idea what to do i can't figure out how to change my mindset. now i just wish i could go back to school but i know it's only because i was getting used to it but i still hate it there. i just wish i could build a rose garden and live in it. i'd stare at the stars every night and then i'd dream of a better world, a world that treated me kindly. in the morning i'd wake to the golden sun turning the green leaves yellow and i'd finally, finally feel at peace.

Melancholy always resonates with me far more than any other feeling. I can't help but sympathize with hurting people. I can't help sinking into contemplation on a regular basis or sighing when I hear this kind of music.

a man has to do what he has to do, whether he likes it or not that's called discipline

For all listeners: its Ok to feel sad or melancholy, but please do not let it control you or weigh you down. To breakthrough my sad times, I get more rest, eat better, read good books and pray. And I listen to music on YouTube. You can find a way thru the depression. It might take time, but be patient and keep working on it.

Lying here in bed, a cool breeze coming through my window causing the flame from my candle to flicker.. and this playing really sets the mood. Hauntingly beautiful 🖤🍂

I’m on the first song, I’m reading a philosophy book and looking at my old dog who I’ve had since I was 4. I’m turning 19 in 8 days and moving to another state and I won’t be around my good boy anymore. I feel like this is probably the last time I’ll get to see him and I want him to know I love him so much. He wasn’t ever that much of an affectionate dog, he was one of a kind in that way, but he had his moments with me. He was always sweet to my dad, but he would every once in a while act very sweet towards me. Sometimes I will lay my head on his paws and let him rest his head on my head. He makes little pleasure noises when I do this and pet his ears lol. He has always been in my life and moving into a new chapter of my life away from my parents and everything I’ve known, I’m just kind of sad to leave him. I’m excited for Jesus’s return, because it is prophesied that animals will be on the new earth, and so I’ll get to walk with my precious Rusty for eternity. I gotta go cry now, thanks for reading. Jesus loves you, when you feel sad and alone, just call on him and you’ll look back soon and think “I didn’t realize it but he really did help me out” And hopefully you’ll give your life to him.

00:00 A presence felt - Gavin Luke 03:04 And we walk after - Trevor Kowalski 05:52 Autumn Rose - Megan Wofford 08:17 Book of Maps - Franz Gordon 11:06 Contemplation - Magnus Ludvigsson 14:04 Dulcian - Anders Schill Paulsen 16:22 Elegance Becomes Her 19:46 Gekka - Sayuri Hayashi Egnell 22:59 Lost in Reminiscence - Christian Andersen 25:22 In a Bar in Buenos Aires - Franz Gordon Then, they repeat.

I suddenly realise that I'm alive and breathing, and human just like anybody else. Everyone makes someone suffer, whether willingly or not, because everyone is searching for themselves. There are people I love who think of me as a bad person, because of mistakes I have made. I will let them hate me. I would rather have them hate me than see them gone. There is more to live for.

If I'm feeling this way I might as well have some nice music to feel like a main character...

Today I had a very difficult exam. I don’t know how I did it. But this exam is so important for my future, I cried a lot, because I scare a lot from what will happen. Maybe I will lose all my dreams. But I am sure, if one door closed, so many other doors will be opened. I trust God and he trusts me. Hope I get the Note I want😊

I'm a nurse and I often listen to this play list whilst doing documentation. It's even helped me when we've lost someone. Thank you

listening to this in my room with a hot choco, while it's raining heavily outside is just chef's kiss can you make it into a spotify playlist?

To the person who reads this, I hope you have a beautiful day! ❤❤❤

It's 16:30 here right now. Cloudy and grey afternoon. Bit tired because I came home from work this morning after a 12 hour nightshift. Studying some Biology for Uni. This matches the whole melancholic tired vibe that I'm in and it feels so good with a cup of coffee and tea.