Depression | Lived Experience

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Published 2023-05-22
MedCircle host, Kyle Kittleson, was diagnosed with Depression at 9 years old and was immediately entered into treatment. Not long after Kyle sought treatment for his Depression, he realized that he was a gay man and tried to cover it up for over a decade. In this conversation, Kyle shares how he felt living with Depression at a much younger age than normally diagnosed, owning his sexuality and how he maintains his mental health today!

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All Comments (21)
  • @cristinacastro3384
    9:26 am PT5/22. Thank you ! I was sexually abused in my early childhood. Nobody knew until my 18 or 20. I’m 76. I went many years without a diagnosis. At 37, I started my walk as a Christian and years later, I got regular treatment for depression. I firmly believe in getting help and I’m against of the concept: if you are a Christian, you should not be depress. The same way doctors help with physical wounds, other doctors help with mental health!
  • @cindyperez1085
    Thank you for your honest and sincere sharing. This is one of the best Med Circle videos in my opinion. Love Med Circle.❤
  • @march_x
    Thank you for this, it’s so validating. It’s like you’re telling my exact story with depression. We have the exact same circumstances and the exact same challenges with depression! Very healing ✨
  • @scarclan11
    Thank you for your wonderful work. You've helped me and countless others. ❤
  • @terryrustad1800
    Greetings from Cleveland, Ohio ... Gratitude, Love and Appreciation 💫
  • @penelopefp
    This was SOOO valuable!!! My therapist has been telling me I have depression and I didn't understand what I was saying or doing that made her think that. Now I get it. The lottery story made me get it. THANKS!!
  • @ginacheselka6086
    I have soooo much unprocessed grief surrounding my younger Brother and then my Mom ❤❤❤❤
  • @susanlewis1875
    OMG. I don't know what caused me to visit this interview today, but OMG. Thank you both. Hey, guess what! I'm a polyphasic sleeper! LOL Among other things. On the subject of BPD's acceptance: I have a concern that it's the 'in' thing now, like ADHD was 10-20 years ago. Defense attorneys blame BPD for murders (I really hope their clients were fully evaluated), school counselors blame it for miscreant students, TV writers use it as a convenient plot device to wrap up complicated storylines. I've had a number of friends in my life who really did and do deal with BPD every day. It's not easy, simple or benign. It ravages lives. Hearing a circle of 13-YOs chatting about BPD like it's an allergy really worries me because I think it's a convenient catchall when the insurance runs out. Jackie, you have a new follower!
  • I'm 35 a mom of two. I am physically happy of what i have become but deep inside I am very sad. I feel pity of myself doing everything for everybody (family). Kids still young 6 and 3. I don't know what is this inside me. We are not broke i have my salary that can compensate the needs of my kids but what is this is in me that feels pitying my whole being. I just wanted to feel loved. I just wanted to feel special to the people loved most. But how can i deal with this because if i will tell my husband he will just laugh at me. I did everything to achieved what i have become. All i wanted is to fell loved. I wanted them to tell me that i am loved. Im so tired.
  • @deorellana97
    I used to like MedCircle because of its content, now I like it more because I have much empathy for Kyle. Good job!
  • @rijd2304
    There is nothing like the feeling of hopelessness and helplessness. Mindfulness meditation helped a lot. The workbook "30 Days to Reduce Depression" by Daniels was a good starting point.
  • @lilytea3
    0:00: 🌈 The speaker discusses their experience of childhood depression and struggles with their sexuality. 4:57: 🧠 The person reflects on their family's history of depression and the lack of awareness in older generations. 9:52: ! The person is discussing their struggle with their sexuality and the emotional toll it takes on them. 14:50: 👏 The speaker admires millennials for their empathy and openness about topics like homosexuality and mental illness. 19:46: 😢 The speaker and their brother have different ways of grieving and there is no right or wrong way to grieve. 24:30: 😊 The speaker has a deep understanding of mental health and has a toolkit of strategies and tips to navigate it. 29:28: 💤 Getting enough sleep is crucial for mental health and overall well-being. 34:15: ! The speaker believes that stress and lack of sleep can trigger Crohn's Disease, and suggests that hiding their sexuality may have contributed to their stress levels. 39:35: 🗓 The speaker experiences depression in May and June every year, which may be referred to as reverse seasonal depression. 44:21: 🙌 The speaker is grateful for the opportunity to share their story and emphasizes that everyone is going through something. 48:23: 💡 The speaker emphasizes the importance of researching and understanding mental health issues and finding a supportive community. Recap by
  • @pubwvj
    “Stay Happy” -Blast from the Past
  • @mashalazhar3070
    I study from medcircle video of youtube that having anti psychotic drugs after a parent's death is just for a low period of time. For limited time then after grieve over then drugs could be stopped.