you want to be successful but have no self motivation; a playlist

Timestamps 00:00 - are you satisfied; marina and the diamonds 03:40 - jealous; eyedress 06:13 - I can't handle change; roar 09:30 - washing machine heart; mitski 11:52 - freak; surf curse 14:34 - the adults are talking; the strokes 19:22 - primadonna; marina and the diamonds 23:01 - hope; xxxtencation 24:46 - the beach; the neighborhood 28:33 - worldstar money; joji 31:06 - idontwannabeyouanymore; billie eilish 34:28 - don't give up; yaeow 36:20 - can you feel my heart; bring me the horizon Thank you so much for watching<3

Does anyone else want to be successful, but has no motivation to study and is constantly on their phone and stressing about it like me? Please, at least someone…

lmfao not me stressing over my grades and wanting to travel but my grades are shit.

One of the worst curses is having a mind that's constantly giving you things to do, but not having the energy to do any of it. A toast to us, the dreamers.

POV: you just want to do something that makes you, your parents, and other people happy. You want to be successful, but you know you're not good enough. You want them to be proud of you, but you know they never will be. One day, one day..

so basically i m motivated without actually being motivated!!

This is a cheers 🥂 for the overthinkers, people pleasers, neglected, forgotten, people who have no hope or dreams, and other hurt kids like me. And here's a message for the people that lack greed, people who don't even know what they want, Stop serving people like a servant for once in your life and open your eyes and find what YOU want for once. Please take care of yourself, stop playing that role of little MS/Mr. perfect who hardly ever makes a mistake but as soon as they mess up the slightest bit, they beat themselves up over and over for it. Let your inner child out, cause god knows you've repressed that part, you felt like you had no other choice but be your own parent. Let yourself live, the day you stop caring what people say is the day you live. Make sure to forgive yourself, trust me it's going be hard but your one step closer to inner peace and finally accepting yourself. Once you achieve this, no one or anything will stop you again. But it does take time and a lot of willpower, I wish who's ever reading this good luck. Get through this journey of life and proudly show yourself off to your enemies. Kick ass. take care and love you. P.S don't be scared to fall on your ass, it's going to make your success taste even sweeter, because you pushed through something and succussed.

"I just wanna disappear" no, you don't, you just wanna be found❤

I've wanted to be a neurosurgeon ever since I was 10. I'm in my sophomore year right now, and taking a truck ton of AP classes. I was always "the smart kid." The kid who people throughout school would come to me after a test to see if they got the right answers beforehand. I have my life planned out, from college plans, family, med school, etc. And I always tell people how excited and ready I am for further schooling and being a neurosurgeon. But in my head, personally, I've sort of accepted that it's never gonna happen. I'm not going to get the career I've always wanted, I'm going to fail at some point in the road. It hurts, but I know that I'm simply not good enough. I'm not that great of a daughter or a sister as I wished I could be. I upset my mother almost all the time, even in her elderly and physically injured state. I'm so very drained, and if I somehow, by some miracle, become a neurosurgeon, I will have forfeited my relationships with my family, from parents to siblings and nephews and cousins. I will have distanced myself, and become depressed someway. I love my family and my life is incredible, God bless, but I feel as if I'm the constant problem. The annoying little shit of a burden who's always grating on everyone's nerves. I was never good enough, I feel. I'm the youngest of 7 incredible, well-versed and successful siblings, and I'm trying my best to live to their standards. And my mom's back is fragile, so I can't give her a hug. my siblings don't like hugs, despite my love-language being touch. I love hugs, and I would ruffle hair or simply try to hold hands with my sisters. No luck there. I really, really need a hug. Please.

You know this playlist is going to be a wild ride when it starts with "satisfied"

No, sir/ma'am/rat you don't understand. This playlist is my whole personality

It's 5:10 am.. Listening to this 18 days before board exam and studying Biology.. It's hitting different.. Pray for me🙇‍♀️

I am forcing myself to study rn, listening to this playlist, making papers salty with my tears that I have succeeded, I am doing my homework, I motivateed myself, not just anyone forcing me to, I did it myself! thanks for the playlist, it's incredible

it's not just about grades and academic validation. i seek validation in every part of my life. i grew up with people and my teachers always saying i'm intelligent and i will have a bright future. i never even put effort in order to be a good student. but as i grew up things didn't turned the way like people expected. i failed. in every way possible. i'm not smart, pretty or whatever. i have no motivation, i don't even leave my house and idk how long i can stand to this, to myself. i still have to try tho <3

I'm stuck. I'm losing motivation, I'm overthinking again, I'm overwhelmed everything is too much. I took a break but then everything became worse. Idk what to do now.

so drained out rn, it's different when you want to achieve and be the best. i was ALWAYS the "average" kid. average grades, average in sports, average in everything. but one day i decided to dream big, if people were afraid to dream big no one would've been so successful. now 1 year later I'm studying most of the time, tutoring kids, doing internships as a social worker and making digital products to sell online. yet I'm tired so much. i have a caffeine addiction but yesterday it got so bad i had a panic attack for 1 hour and up idk just bc i had 2 grams of caffeine. my heart ache and i felt like a failure. remember even when you work hard it's not sunshine happy path. it comes with so much. here i am ranting in the comments section. instead of studying I'm doing this. i feel like a failure again.

To be honest, I don't want to work, I feel uncomfortable with the idea of ​​being forced to do something I don't want to do, and work feels like a chain to me, waking up early getting home late, Not having time for myself, always having to focus on work and money that I can't always buy and pay for things, no work comes to my interest. I don't understand my feelings and I don't even remember my childhood, I'm trying hard to focus and learn things but I never can, I just want to have my space and people understand this, tbh, I don't know what else to put here.

Damn, I saw the title and I was like "it's me" I want to be successful in school, in my life, but I don't make efforts because I just have no motivation It's really hard sometimes Btw, thanks for the playlist!

Pov: You grew up as the smart kid. You don't want to disappoint others (and yourself) and it feels like everything you did during your life had the purpose to please other people (especially your family), in a desperate attempt to receive love and validation. Now, you're growing up and you want to be successful because you're still seeking for validation, but you realised that you're not a prodigy, or special, or smart, and you don't quite know what to do in the future. Because of that, you don't have motivation to get out of bed anymore, and even the things that you enjoyed doing now seem boring. Your reflection doesn't stare back at you when you look in the mirror. You feel tired all the time. Edit: Well, i read the replies and there's a lot of people commenting about living the same kind of situation. Just know that you're not alone. You can go through this, even if it's hard. One day, you'll get out of this situation, and you'll find yourself. It may take weeks, months, or even years. But i promise it will get better.

"you want to be succesful but you have no self motivation" that's exactly what I am dealing with right now. Exactly!