pov; hes always on your mind 💚 || a mlm/nblm playlist

♡Timestamps♡ ♡ 00:00 ~ Darling ♡ 2:44 ~ Boy, I'm Just a Loser For Your Love ♡ 5:55 ~ Paul ♡ 9:00 ~ Hell and You ♡ 12:16 ~ We'll Write in Standard when We're Dead ♡ 15:34 ~ Toothpaste Kisses ♡ 18:10 ~ Can Ghosts Be Gay? ♡ 21:25 ~ Loverboy ♡ 25:06 ~ Wish You Were Gay ♡ 27:42 ~ Blueberry Pancakes

My boy is my best friend and boyfriend , just the thought of his name makes my heart flutter. He has long curly hair, he has beautiful brown eyes. He gets shy whenever I talk to him, he loves to draw us together, he has such a pretty voice. He gets excited whenever I talk to him. He has a crooked smile that he covers when he blushes, I love him so much.

Thank you for the playlist! As a transgender mam ftm who's a gay man mlm , it's hard to find representation or songs that relate to me. 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈

I’ve met this guy, and he’s genuinely the best person I’ve ever met. He has short dark hair and eyes I could get lost in. It all started with a few glances, the glances turned into gazes at one another. Our eyes would meet and send a wave of something, something wonderful, though me. His smile is the most amazing thing I have ever seen. his soft eyes would reflect my own, and the small smile he would give me when our eyes met took my breath away. We got to know each-other with passing notes and eventually numbers. He gives me the most genuine smile I have ever had. I wouldn’t trade this man for the world. I wish I could run my hands through his hair and tell him how amazing he is for me. I can see the spark in his eye when I talk to him, a shimmer of hope. He is half a foot taller than me, if not more, and when I look up to talk, to him he always gets the most wholesome smile on his face, and I can’t help but to smile back. He has stolen my heart, and I’m not complaining.

He is the first guy I've ever been into. I didn't know I was bi before honestly (he was questioning and I was his answer as he was mine). I'm so grateful for loving him, he's the sweetest, the cutest, the clingiest, and the best thing that has ever happened to me. My life got so fucking better since he became a part of it. I've never loved anyone more than I love him He has short brown hair, a mesmerizing voice, a big pretty mouth, pretty long eyelashes, gorgeous arms, legs, everything, and big man boobs We've been dating for 7 months <333 and I hope I get to marry him someday

damn whoever made this playlist must have an amazing music taste I would love to meet him

I'm transmasc and I have a boyfriend :) This playlist reminds me of him, I love the times where we would hug and say "I love you". :)

I got out of a VERY toxic relationship about 5 months or so, I’m going on a date with one of my friends who I have recently started to see differently. It’s so strange, he is the first crush I’ve had where I’ve felt such calmness around. Other crushes I’ve had in the past made me a flustered mess, which don’t get me wrong the butterflies be doing their job, but just holding his hand feels so right and peaceful. Like my mind finally goes quiet and I can enjoy the moment I’m in. He is also the ONLY person that has snapped me out of a panic attack. Happened just a few days ago. I have ptsd to loud noises, specifically screaming. We were doing this escape room with a few friends and there was this huge scream over the intercom (someone was getting murdered lmao.) Though in the moment I started getting a flashback, which I won’t tell the details of, but he noticed I was started to freak out. He gave me the tightest hug, scratched my head where he kinda played with my hair, and just kept saying I’m going to be okay. It took a little bit for me to snap out of it, but once I did I felt so warm and actually somewhat okay. I was still definitely shaken up, but I wasn’t crying on the floor, which is a huge win. Plus about a week go I went to his softball game and I saw two ravens flying together. I’m not religious, but I am very spiritual. For those who don’t know: two ravens flying together means a start of a life long friendship or the beginning of a long lasting relationship. A lot of people have even said they saw two ravens flying together when they met their wife/husband. So that is for sure a green flag for me. This guy also makes me feel seen. Which my past relationship, the last guy didn’t put any effort. I was kinda trained into thinking that was normal. (Was with him for 2 years.) But with this guy he puts in so much effort that I appreciate so much. I feel cared for in a way I never had before. I’m really excited for our date, if you want I’ll let you know how it goes. ❤

There’s this boy at school I’m in LOVE with I’ve liked him for like more than half a year he’s the sweetest thing his hair makes me crumble to the floor and smile hits me like a bus ( in a good way) he’s apart of the popular group and he looks straight but the way I look at him and the way we make eye contact I can tell I mean guys I’m gay I have a gaydar but then again i think he has a girlie do who actually used to be my best friend weird huh ? Yeah I know I wish he was mi I used to stare at him in English class and sit there and smile but in that class someone found out liked him and told the whole school 😢😢

I love him, he loves me, we gay, we show PDA, we have things in common and I love that.

I had crush on my friend but then we get separated suddenly he reached and ask for a relationship and im so fuxking happy cuz its way more than just a crush.

I have a crush on this guy, we have 5/7 periods together, I like to subtly hint my love for him because I have told him about my feelings, and he was understanding about it (I believe him to be bi-curious/questioning), sometimes I feel like he looks at me in 3rd period, and after winter break for the first day back, he decided to sit next to me, I think he missed me because he already has his own seat but still sat with me. In our 4th period, he was like slightly kicking my foot (almost like footsies), and I asked him if i should move my foot and he said no it was comfortable for him resting his foot with mine 😢❤

Yes I know that wish you were gay is originally by Billie Eilish ^

my lover is an enby person and my heart does somersault when i hear their name. i am so in love with them and the way they smile. their eyes are big and round and full of light. their legs are soooo long. everytime they smile my heart skips a beat

my baby is such a gorgeous angel. he’s so far away but he makes me so happy, he has cute short brown hair that’s a bit curly, and he wants to grow it out but he’s not allowed, he has the prettiest brown eyes i’ve ever seen. he loves making me blush and telling me how much he thinks i deserve. he loves music and genshin impact and he wants to whisk me off to iceland one day. he has a cute downturned smile and he always stays no matter what’s going wrong. i love him so much.

This made me think of my man He’s blonde And his name is dumplings

UGH ITS NOT EVEN 15 SECONDS AND I LOVE THIS PLAYLISTTT

I am still deciding if I’m nb and I have this crush on this guy and I can’t not think of him. This is the best playlist to think about him with!

sobs quietly

I love men so much bro