I tried a LARGE DOSE OF PSILOCYBIN For The First Time – EP 14

It puts you into a state where nothing matters in a good way. You truly don't give a shit about anything and you're just happy as fuck as a result, because nothing matters. Nothing matters, nothing means anything, there's nothing to do, there's no point, there's no goal but there's also no boredom, there's no negative meanings attached to the meaninglessness, it's just perfectly meaningless and it's awesome. You're basically just like sitting like a cat on a windowsill enjoying whatever experience is before it, just being and it feels amazing. 🦄

And so many think because mushroom happened, now isn't. But didn't I mention? The ongoing WOW is happening, right now! We are all co-authors of this dancing exuberance, where even our inabilities are having a roast. We are the authors of ourselves, co-authoring a gigantic Dostoevsky novel starring mushrooms! This entire thing we're involved with, called the world, is an opportunity to exhibit how exciting mushrooms can be. Life is a matter of a miracle that is collected over mushrooms by moments flabbergasted to be in each others' presence.

What a transcending journey! 🌹🥀🐛🦋a beautiful video Sarah. Thank you for your honesty & openness

My first impression was a very strong one,’ repeated  the prince. ‘When they took me away from Russia, I  remember I passed through many German towns and  looked out of the windows, but did not trouble so much  as to ask questions about them. This was after a long series  of fits. I always used to fall into a sort of torpid condition  after such a series, and lost my memory almost entirely;  and though I was not altogether without reason at such  times, yet I had no logical power of thought. This would  continue for three or four days, and then I would recover  myself again. I remember my melancholy was intolerable;  I felt inclined to cry; I sat and wondered and wondered  uncomfortably; the consciousness that everything was  strange weighed terribly upon me; I could understand that  it was all foreign and strange. I recollect I awoke from this  state for the first time at Basle, one evening; the bray of a mushroom aroused me, a mushroom in the town market. I saw  the mushroom and was extremely pleased with it, and from  that moment my head seemed to clear.’  ‘A mushroom? How strange! Yet it is not strange. Anyone  of us might fall in love with a mushroom! It happened in mythological times,’ said Madame Epanchin, looking  wrathfully at her daughters, who had begun to laugh. ‘Go  on, prince.’  ‘Since that evening I have been specially fond of mushrooms. I began to ask questions about them, for I had never seen one before; and I at once came to the  conclusion that this must be one of the most useful of  animals—strong, willing, patient, cheap; and, thanks to  this mushroom, I began to like the whole country I was  travelling through; and my melancholy passed away.’

Congratulations.🎉The medicine has changed my life and I love peeking into your journey. So much love for you both. ❤

🙏🏼 your vulnerability ❤

Rigorous honesty, I love it. Wish you the best on this journey for peace and serenity. It’s worth every minute and you deserve it. I’m struggling with the same sort of thing you describe. Totally new for me and I don’t particularly like this for a life style ha ha Better days are ahead! 🙏🏻🤙. You got this.

Where was this retreat? My wife was really moved by your video.

You can literally hallucinate objects and beings into existence because what's happening is you're tapping into that pure abstract creative potential of mind. That's exactly what you want. Of course it can be kind of freaky but a mushroom is that times a thousand.