Phoebe Bridgers - Scott Street & I Know the End Mix (1 Hour Version)

this song kills me over and over again. I dont wanna spend my teenyears at home alone in my room. I wanna have fun. I wanna fall in love. I wanna have my first kiss. I wanna feel alive fr.

this song very much reminds me of my best friend who i lost in july this year. he and i were friends since january of 2018. as our friendship grew, i fell in love with him so slowly but it was surely there. i was never able to tell him how i felt and i endlessly regret that decision. he meant every single thing to me and i don’t even know how i’ve made it this far without him in my life because he was my world. i spent every free minute with him and didn’t waste anytime with him. if i could turn back time and tell him everything, i would. there was so much left for us to accomplish together as friends. he passed away from suicide but i am so grateful for getting to spend the very day before he passed with him. he seemed to be so happy and so energetic that day. i wish there was something i could have done to prevent it because every single day of my life since then, i’ve blamed myself for it. i can’t help but feel guilty because i wasn’t there for him. i miss him more than i ever thought i could miss a person and hope he knows how i felt about him. i love you so so so so much j and i pray everyday for your happiness and peace because there isn’t anyone out there who deserves it more than you. i think about us everyday and i cant wait to hopefully see you and reunite with you. once again bud i love you more than i even knew. you are my everything. ❤.

this song makes me feel numb but alive at the same time. Its scary that we are all growing up and things will never be the same.

this song reminds me of my childhood. it reminds of younger me running everywhere, imagining i could fly. i can still picture it now. i want to go back…

this breaks my heart in thousand ways

this song makes me more emotional. i keep thinking a lot of things everytime i hear this song. it feels like it's telling me to be my own, to live as myself, to live simply for who i am, that there will be days where i would be sad, depressed, and happy, but i just have to be myself, i just have to experience these things as myself only, without pretending, so it wouldn't be that hard on my part. and it's somehow telling me to never minimize the pain i'm feeling right now because i am actually allowed to sit with it, and it would only hurt if i ever do force it to stop.

this song will never stop replaying in my head when I'm having a bad day

i cried i sobbed i screamed i choked i hyperventilated i sufficated inside my own mind for one hour and then i passed out

the only mix of songs that can't make me stop crying

this song just brings me to reality. eventually we all grow up and everything will change, there’s nothing we can do about it, but i still wanna go back to 2016-2019 :(

My older brother is a drug addict, and this song always makes me think of him. In a nostalgic way, like if time stopped and he was still who he used to be.

This song make me cry and i remember all the pain the world feels to me

I miss them, I miss who they were, I miss our connection, I miss the love. this might sound bad but no one will ever compare to who you were to me. I love you, I will always feel the same for you. I'm sorry for everything. You were my best friend. So please don't be a stranger

Even after 1000 years, i will still love you

i’m scared of growing up. This song shows that. I’m 14, i’ll turn 15 in January. I’m the youngest daughter. I lost my grandpa in 2020, something i thought would never imagine. Ever since then, it hasn’t felt like christmas, i haven’t felt like myself. I haven’t been happy for anything in a while, i dread my life. I always think too much on the future, i’m stuck in the future. I always imagine life without my mom, dad, sister, and grandma. Being the youngest makes it feel like i have to watch everyone arohnd me die. I’m scared of it. I’m scared of growing up, i don’t want to grow up. I don’t want to go to the future, i just want to go back to the past to where i was happy.

just left my grandparents house after visiting for half a month , first time seeing them in years. They’re very elderly now, my grandpa can’t even see out of one eye. We live in another country and idek when’s the next time i’ll see them again. I’m very sad thinking abt how alone they’ll be in their house. Listening to this song helped me feel every ounce of sadness. i don’t cry often but this brought out every tear. i love them so very much. thank you

I love this so much. It reminds me of my best friend I lost a month ago.

This song has been on repeat, my grandma, my sweet sweet Oma. Passed away may 20th. She was ongoing chemo treatments as she aas diagnosed with cancer a few months before. The treatments were helping but she had ate breakfast and afterwards, she started throwing up, she couldnt digest her food. She passed of a heart attack. My Grandpa, my Opa, married for 60+ years, his soulmate was gone. before paramedics arrived, he’s blind and lied next to her and said “shes so cold” and wrapped her in a blanket. (My grandparents are in Germany, im in america) I havent seen her since 2010 i was too young to even remember her face, her voice, a hug from her. I was supposed to finally see her this July, my Mama told me she was so excited to finally see me and I was too. I wish she could’ve stayed around for a little longer, but i know she was in pain physically. and even now im stuck at home while everyone else got to go to her memorial, All i ever wanted was to see my Opa and Oma, they’re too old. I hope shes resting well now.

This song plays that I say I miss him, wherever I am I always hear this song, because when I was in a relationship with him I used this song and now it's just memories

Both of these songs have really been helping me, I study abroad so I can't see my family as much as I used to. I'm super close with them but these songs remind me no matter how much I love my bedroom, I need to go and do what's best for me. When I was flying back home, I got stuck in Frankfurt. These songs go full circle for me. I'm finally back for the holidays and just this song hits DIFFERENT! I love phoebe bridgers, so much talent!