in the rain no one will know I'm crying (slowed + rain)

it’s almost 3 am. im so tired but i can’t fall asleep. im listening to this playlist. im sad but i can’t cry. im still not sure why i am sad but I am. im thinking of how he likes someone else. im thinking about how im the second choice. im thinking about how my best friend I’ve known my whole life doesn’t tell me much but tells my other friend more. im writing this comment because i don’t have anything better to do. anyway i hope everything gets better for me and you. love you random stranger who is bothered to read this.

‘Love can sometimes cause more happiness, but sometimes love can cause the most pain’ - a broken person

Been friends with her since kindergarten didn't notice how beautiful she was until high school on 10 grade, I realized that she is the only one that can make me smile and laugh very hard even I'm in a bad mood, since the start of 10 grade looking at her making me realize that I'm in love but never this bad her smile, her eyes, her voice, her personality, her kindness literally everything about her gives me butterflies and it the first time that I actually felt loved by someone, felt being cared by someone. But it just me being one sided love for 2years and fantasies all these thing in my head and actually believe that I could have a chance with her. She told me her crush and that she need help, my heart shattered hearing that but still after they break up I sit there lister to her knowing damn well she will never looked at me as same as I looked at her, but I don't want to lose her I keep texting/talking irl as a friend as if nothing is bothering me continue like this for 6 months, seeing her with other boys talking happily making her laugh and giggle that is when I realized that I am not good enough for her yet, knowing the hurtful truth I decided to confess to her but not expecting a yes as an answer. 31/12/2022 10:45 me:I have liked you Me:since we're in 10 grade Her:I KNEW IT YOU WERE GONNA SAID THAT Her:I know for a while now Me:welp I knew the answer Already Her:yea I don't wanna hurt You but I'm also trying To work on myself too Me:is ok I just want to relieve Myself From that day to now I will focus on myself and my football career. I know it sounded like a story I pick form other but this is based from my experience and real life If you keep reading this far and can handle my poor English I am very thankful for reading this and hope for those who are reading this have a good day or even good life. Thank you.

I'm not sure what's worse. Crying or having to cry quietly because you know that if anyone heard you, they wouldn't understand..

I like looking through comments like this just a bunch of strangers that understand each other without knowing each other….it’s like a hug…it’s just safe.

0:00 Lights are on - Tom Rosenthal 3:48 No surprises - Radiohead 8:16 What are you so afraid of - XXXTENTACION 12:08 Space song - Beach House 18:17 Roslyn - Bon lver, St. Vincent 24:19 Apocalypse - Cigarettes after sex 30:00 The Wisps Sings - Winter aid 35:55 The night we met - Lord Huron 40:03 where’s my love (slowed) - SYML 44:48 Half a Man - Dean Lewis Hope this help :)

They keep saying. "It's going to get better." But let's be honest, it's been shit for the last decade of my life. I'm not ready to keep going. I'm to tired. So I'm just going to lay here. And cry.

Here's a quote for y'all... "Don't cry when the sun sets because your tears won't let you see the stars shine. " I forgot who wrote it but it hits different.

It's 1 am and i'm still at work. I listen to this cause it gives me this kind of comfort where it's actually get easier for me to do things. Stay motivated folks ❤️

"It's a terrible day for rain" "What do you mean? It's not raining." "Yes... it is."

recently, I lost my brother due to a car crash,even though he was a lot older than me, Ive realized the youngest and oldest always have something in common. Me and him talked about anime and different types of music genres, He loved my style of clothing and my spunky personality. Now that hes passed,Its like he was the one that made me happy and made me have that spunky attitude. us kids used to race out to him for the first hug,now its not the same. Its like something in me is missing,And i know that its him. He always played just dance so whenever i here the just dance opening i start to tear up since he was always there to make us smile. He loved coca cola and loved his hats. I will always remember him in my mind,in my heart and memories.

It's almost 12, I've been crying in my room all day. It just hit me that nothing will be the same with him. I miss him already

To anyone who needs this: You are loved might not be by friends and family but by me and I'm so proud of you! You are doing awesome! And I would recommend working on these 4 things 1 self love 2 mental health 3 physical health 4 keeping your promises I know you can do it!! It might be hard and its going to be a long journey but be patient and everything will be okay! And vent if you want! This is a safe place for everyone (but not z00s or peds) no matter what! I love you and once again, I am so so proud of how far you made it ❤❤❤❤

It’s probably my first time sharing something so personal online, but I just really have no one who I can tell this right now. I’ve always considered myself as very introverted person, who didn’t need people - no friends, no close relationship, no one. For a couple of years I was almost alone and I was fine with that or at least I thought so. But now I’m just tired of being so lonely. I have no one who I can talk to openly, freely, and that’s exactly what I need right now. Just some kind of support or the simplest conversation like how have you been doing, what’s up, how’s life. I feel so stressed and overwhelmed with everything, I’m crying every night. I’ve got shit tons of things to do, but I just feel so drained and can’t really focus on anything. Sorry, if it’s a lot, I just really felt like I need to get this all off of my chest. Hope y’all stay well ❤️

I don’t think I will ever go to bed happy because I just burst into tears when I get home…. I’m in such pain and have no one to talk to. I’m really just at the point of just ending it and the worst thing is no one would even care 💔

to whoever is reading this, i love you.

the past few months, I've hoped so much that once I fall asleep, I'll never wake up again, the pain is.. too hard.

life: keep living me: why? life: me: exactly.

To anyone who needs this, I hope you feel better soon! If you are going through a bad time please talk to someone, a lot of people care about you and will listen! Bad times always pass eventually, you are so strong and I know you can get through this! You are worth so much and you deserve happiness! Always prioritize your mental health, take breaks when you need them! You are not alone! There are always people out there who are in similar situations, you are understood. You are doing great, I'm so proud of you <3 I hope this message made you feel a little better, even if it was only for just a moment. I wish you the best ♡

The best part of being a quiet crier is no one knows your crying unless they look at you. No one know the pain your going through. The best part of dpdr (depersonalization derealization) is when it happens you don’t know what you feel, you could be hurting yet not know it until the episode passes. I’m a silent crier, I have dpdr, I don’t know what’s wrong half the time, no one knows what I’m going through, not even me. It’s okay not to be okay, but try to talk to someone about it, sad thing is, I can’t. No one can fix me. Thanks for reading this long thing <3 Stay safe drink water and eat food I hope you have a good morning/afternoon/ night Mwa ♥️