Sad/Calm/Vent edit audios because I'm trying so hard but I just can't take it anymore...🙁

Timestamps: 0:00 - 1:18 happier than ever 1:19 - 2:03 nobody 2:04 - 2:41 someone to you 2:42 - 3:39 traitor 3:40 - 4:23 in the end 4:24 - 5:19 lovely 5:20 - 6:02 idontwannabeyouanymore 6:03 - 7:05 feel something 7:06 - 8:05 dynasty 8:06 - 8:41 you broke me first 8:42 - 9:28 only love can hurt like this 9:29 - 10:01 nothing breaks like a heart 10:02 - 10:50 control 10:51 - 11:50 heart on fire 11:51 - 12:52 after dark x sweater weather 12:53 - 13:48 heat waves 13:49 - 14:41 bad liar 14:42 - 15:48 in this shirt 15:49 - 16:30 Eleanor Rigby 16:31 - 17:17 arcade 17:18 - 17:53 train wreck 17:54 - 18:37 all I want 18:38 - 19:22 daddy issues 19:23 - 20:13 softcare 20:14 - 21:13 I love you so 21:14 - 21:55 Mr Loverman 21:56 - 23:03 after life 23:04 - 23:44 this side of paradise 23:45 - 24:42 let me down slowly 24:43 - 25:20 another love x sweater weather 25:21 - 25:56 washing machine heart 25:57 - 26:53 moral of the story 26:54 - 27:35 human 27:36 - 28:24 Michelle 28:25 - 29:12 prom dress 29:13 - 29:56 bellyache 29:57 - 30:52 unfair 30:53 - 31:44 after dark 31:45 - 32:27 little dark age 32:28 - 33:22 bored 33:23 - 34:00 dancing with your ghost 34:01 - 34:40 miss wanna die 34:41 - 35:24 hey kids 35:25 - 35:57 ylang ylang 35:58 - 36:42 stuff we did -------------------------------------- It's long I know but you're welcome 😉

You know it's sad when your phone gives u a warning that it might leave to suicide

Headphones connected✔︎ Maximum volume✔︎ hug a pillow✔︎ cry softly✔︎

i must admit i can’t live without music. i feel unsafe and insecure without music.

Imagine a world without music 😩😩it would be hell on earth

To anyone reading this: I’m so fucking proud of you, you have made it so far and have not given up, I love you so much I would be so sad if you left, I care about you so much and there are so many people that care about you. Think about the amazing things that will come out of life and the amazing things that you will not be able to have if you leave, graduating, movie nights, friends, family, food, dating, having kids, listening to your favorite song, watch your favorite tv show, sports. (etc.) So please, please don’t give up! I am so proud of you! I know it may be hard to see but things WILL get better!! You have come so far, please remember to take care of yourself, try to eat and drink smt even it’s a little bit. I BELIVE IN YOU!!! :):) Much love - a random stranger <3

I LOVE YOU i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) ¡ love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days vou feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok ¡ love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music ¡love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move ¡ love the way you act i love you when you cry ¡ love you when you're kind ¡ love vou when you're mean ¡ love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel ¡ love you when you feel too much ¡ love you when you can't take life anymore ¡ love you when you feel like it's too much ¡ love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe ¡ love you when you believe in yourself ¡ love you when you don't believe in yourself ¡ love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems ¡ love your solutions i love how you support ¡ love you when you're in pain ¡ love you when you're hurt i love vour promises i love your secrets i love your attitude ¡love vou sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars ¡ love your face i love your past ¡love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie ¡ love you when you're tired ¡ love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how vou cook ¡ love you when you’re adventurous i love you when your crying i love you when you feel tired ¡ love you when you're scared i love your imperfections ¡ love vour perfections ¡ love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help ¡ love you when vou're mature ¡love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh ¡ love you when vou're responsible ¡ love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst ¡love the little things you do ¡ love all of you ¡ love you when you're you i love YOU. (For someone who needs it)

Man I was halfway through this crying and hyperventilating and just said "damn I'm being cringe" and just up and made Mac n cheese not a tear in my eye. Goes to show how messed up my mental health is.

There’s nothing like crying to playlists like this at night then waking up like nothing happened.

POV: your have depression and nobody understands but everyone on YouTube does ❤️🌸

To anyone who needs to hear this: Even if I don't know you, I'm proud that no matter the burdens, troubles, or problems, you keep pushing forward and maybe some day I'll get to meet you. Keep going. 😊

Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society builds up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy life. But in fact, that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way...I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such a beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this then please never forget to breathe and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug-like it's your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUG YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you through my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it with sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning, and so on... You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course, you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self-care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone ask you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they are :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words :) Until tomorrow, my friend :)

Hey there creator! Please remember to take care of yourself and remember that whatever you are going through is not permanent, however the feelings you have right now are valid and do matter. This goes to anyone in the comments. Get up, drink some water, remember to eat and take your meds if you have any. You are loved, wanted, and capable of great things. Have a wonderful day/night!

i love this so much! the thing is I'm not depressed it just like these songs- is that only me??

This literally fits my mood so perfectly- I wanna vent, but I can't vent. I don't wanna be a bother to my friends and the one I usually vent to goes through stuff 10x worse, so I feel like I can't vent to them either. I have always turned to music to kinda set my emotions go and this did just that. Thank you so much for this 😭😭😭

There is a type of person that says ' you are too young for a violence ' There is a person that says ' You are too old for a cuddle ' And someone who said ' age is just a number '

To those who's listening to this I... I love ur smile I love ur tears I love ur life I love how much ur worth I love how u hide everything I love ur beauty I love ur hair I love ur food I love ur drawings I love ur success I love ur body I love ur eyes I love ur teeth I love you l I love how u sing I love ur confident I love ur depression I love ur everything No matter what! Love urself! Ur not a disappointment Ur not a failure Ur not stupid Ur not dumb Ur not ugly Ur not crusty Ur pretty, Ur perfect And nothing CAN NEVER EVER CHANGE THAT!!

To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! take care of yourself <3

Listening so I can try to escape from my family’s words that hurt like hell ❤🙃

Dear people, I know its hard but please just hold on for a little while many people care for you, you are not alone...even if you have no one you still have to live for yourself...dont give up for your child self, your past self is waiting for you to heal so that they can heal too